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,,, I am Cynthia but plz call me Cici. Well I am a shy person I dont talk to much to people I dont know. People seem to think I am a snob win they meet me. LOL That is not at all true, I am a very friendly person it just takes me longer to trust & get to know a person. When I do get to know someone well I can chat up a storm. Some times I just dont have any thing to say so I dont say any thing at all. I can befriend just about every one I meet no matter there lifestyle or choices they make in life. I look at life like every thing happens for a reason. Good or bad we learn from it either way. Some times it takes me 2 or 3 times to learn the hidden lessen. As do a lot of people I know. I am not type of person that thinks there shit dont stink it does just like every ones shit in the world does . I try to better my self for the benefit of my family & friends. My parents separated after all us kids was out of the house. I have 2 Brothers they both are older than me. I am married to the love of my life Joseph. I have been bleast with 3 great boys ages 6, 4, 3. I have 4 Nehpews and 2 Neices. I am Bipolar witch can be hard to deal with some times. I was raised baptist, & had a lot if bad experiences. So now I lean more to Native American Indian way of life. Back when they lived off the land. In it they strive to have a higher respect for all living and non living things on this earth.. An old Indian saying is If you bang two rocks to gather do they not scream??? You take from the earth you put something back.. They took from what the Great Spirit = God gave for us all. They gave back dance , songs & prayers = worship to God = Great Spirit thank full for all he has done for them. I am not saying that it is better than other ways of life. That is just the way I think it should be. I do Love God / Great Spirit & I am thankfull for all he has done for me. I do not know where I would be to day if I did not have him with me. ,,, ,,, Whin I first met my Husbind Joseph he was serving in the United States Army. He was in the 101st Tenth Mounten Devision. He was in the Army for 5 years 1995 to 2000.,,, ,,, Oh Great Spirit, whose voice I hear in the winds And whose breath gives life to everyone, Hear me. I come to you as one of your many children; I am weak am small need your wisdom and your strength. Let me walk in beauty, and make my eyes ever behold the red and purple sunsets. Make my hands respect the things you have made, and make my ears sharp so I may hear your voice. Make me wise, so that I may understand what you have taught my people and The lessons you have hidden in each leaf and each rock. I ask for wisdom and strength, Not to be superior to my brothers, but to be able to fight my greatest enemy, myself. Make me ever ready to come before you with clean hands and a straight eye, So as life fades away as a fading sunset, My spirit may come to you without shame. ,,, ,,,,,More cool stuff at YourCoolProfile.com! ,,,,,,