I hate my space so much that I haven't updated this thing in over a year..guess i should. Since then...I quit smoking after 15 years (wish me luck)Still trying to figure out what job doesn't depress the shit out of me, that i might be able to stand for over a year. Been a trainer for 4 years now....need a change, but don't seem to have a passion for any certain career...still trying to find it...starting to think it doesn't exist.I do have a passion for friends, family....real shit. Stuff that actually matters. I'm a firm believer of thinking about what you're gonna regret when you're laying there dying.(dont get me wrong I'm obsessed with big sunglasses and I ADORE boots)Been trying yoga to try to find more of a spiritual balance in my life, and to de stress. Love to dance (HOUSE HEAD) and love to party (i know contradicts the yoga) like I said....its all about looking for balance right now. ;)Definately still need lots of work...Living in Chicago and question why the fuck i do every year. I LOVE SUNSHINE and it barely exists here. LOVE to travel, LOVE different cultures (I grew up all over; Japan, London, Toronto...) so I have the travel bug...gotta get back to ibiza and Sardinia one day (greatest trips of my life!)