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scott

Create,throw down or go down...

About Me

23 yr. old straight male. Musician/Artist. Student of life. Fascinated with all things creative, be they enlightening or morose. Looking for new, positive influences (seen enough drama for 100 lifetimes). Shares many different philosophies depending on the time of day. Lover. Hater. Poet. Fighter. Human first and foremost. A bit of a walking contrast. Basically, my duality shows through no matter what. When I fall, I fall hard(that goes for everything.) There's more to say, but that's for another time and place. You can try to figure it out.

My Interests

Music, music, music. Playig guitar and bass. Movies. Literature. Some sports. Human behavior. I'm basically interested in watching my life unfold on a daily basis, whether it's positive, or dramatic. Though, I'm more interested in the good things that take my mind off the negativity that sometimes plagues me. Those are the same things that build on the hapiness, love and creativity in life.

I'd like to meet:

Honest people who present themselves as they truly are. People with similar interests and people who have something new to share. Think I might have found this person already...who ever really knows? Wish I did. By the way, there's nothing I hate more than fake/phony ass people who use the internet to create a self glorifying facade. If you're not who you claim to be (even the smallest detail), then fucking leave....

Music:

Tool, Deftones, System of a Down,The Carpal Clique, A.F.I, NIN, Tori Amos, Bjork, Rage Against the Machine, R.H.C.P, Mindless Self Indulgence, Pantera, A perfect Circle, Norah Jones, Incubus, Bleeding Through, 311, Transplants, Audioslave. Queens of the Stone Age, Slipknot, Stone Sour, Lennon Murphy, Nirvana, Nonpoint, the list goes on forever...

Movies:

The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, The 40 Year Old Virgin, Donnie Darko, House of 1000 Corpses/The Devils Rejects, Walk the Line, American Beauty, Fight Club, Resevoir Dogs, Hostile, A History of Violence, Goodfellas, Requiem for a Dream, The Station Agent, Syriana, Night of the Living Dead, The Shining...

Television:

It rots your brain...

Books:

The Taoist Experience, Don't Try This at Home, The Rose That Grew From Concrete, Steal This Book, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Kingdom of Fear, The Art of Hapiness, The Art of War,

Heroes:

Those who know they're my heroes don't have to ask.

My Blog

Let's go...

I've had insomnia for days now and there's been one person who has taught me it's okay. God Bless you Babe... "You met me at a very strange time in my life." "I say never be complete.  I say stop...
Posted by scott on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 05:29:00 PST

To all my brothers, sisters and loved ones

I'm sorry if it seems like I have ignored you. I'm not in the physical/mental condition to be on point and show all of my love. I will...and I promise it... get back to all of you when I'm better. You...
Posted by scott on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 10:50:00 PST

"Give " lyrics

Burried deep inside a cross/ Let myself go unhung No reason to be tied/ Except my own lies/ Came back twice and burried my own eyes/ Still can't see the reason why/ I'm so ... Carry on the proverbs/st...
Posted by scott on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 11:46:00 PST

20L0VE07

What is this? May I proceed? This "new year" has already given me my kick in the jaw. So should I be upset to feel that familiar copper warmth on my tongue? Maybe, but I feel more assured and at ease ...
Posted by scott on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 01:54:00 PST

Transplanted

I guess that's it. One minute things were great, and I felt on top of the world. Like things were really changing. There was a new person in my life that actually put a smile on my face, my attitude w...
Posted by scott on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 05:21:00 PST

Bad Disease

Short and to the point: I fucking blew it again and this time I'm not sure I can come back from it like before. I should've known better, but it was my irrational emotion that got me to this point so ...
Posted by scott on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 05:02:00 PST

one res

I almost lost msyelf this year, though, what's far more frightening is that I almost lost some longtime family/friends, and someone who has become very close to me. I've become someone, somewhere alo...
Posted by scott on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 01:34:00 PST

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"I have nothing to say, but I feel like my mouth is open." Sometimes everything is just too overwhelming and it all tries to spill at once. The problem is, I don't know what to say, how to say it, or ...
Posted by scott on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 10:01:00 PST

Headup

So it's almost the end of another long year, and to be honest I'm beyond ready to close this chapter of what seems to have become more than just "my" story. Maybe I've finally had enough time to be tr...
Posted by scott on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 06:32:00 PST

Life right now

gettin beat down and mistreated....sometimes i suppose i deserve it. withdrawls and cold showers don't make me, or anyone i know, feel better. it's true what edward norton says in "fight club." "when ...
Posted by scott on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 06:33:00 PST