About meHello everyone, my name is Felix & I am a normal guy from Germany. I live in a small town called Döbeln (which is located in Saxony) & I do not like to live here. Fortunately my wonderful family & my friends make it endurable to live here. On the face of it, after finishing school I will move to Dortmund to study photography at the University of Applied Sciences and Arts.
So this makes me switch over to talk a bit about photography. It is a big passion of my life & it is very important for me. I love to picture the world’s most beautiful moments to have an illustrated memory of several things in the future. Taking a real good photograph is very hard! Much people are satisfied with their photographs even if they look like shit. I think if you do not aim for perfection you will never take a good shot! So in this domain I am extremely self-critic – but this is important in this business, I guess. I think that I am talented in photography but I do not have much knowledge & therefore to study – to getting it – is my aim. If you would ask me what my best photograph is I would say: There is no one! Photography is about getting better & better, so there will be nothing like best. But I hope I get a picture soon, which I may characterize as a real good shot. Moreover you should know that I am unable to take any good photograph of myself. Fortunately my girlfriend is a great photographer & she takes the shots of me.
I think that photography is a great way to express oneself & another way to do that is body art. It is great if your skin tells your story & tattoos make this possible! Therefore I decided to start with getting tattooed in the summer – which motive I choose is up to here a secret, but I would take a picture of my first tattoo. So my dream is to get both arms completely covered with tattoos. I will mastermind all of these by myself to express absolute individualism. According to me, it is just stupid to get a tattoo from a sample. It feels senseless to me because such body art does not show who you are. So think about that!
In the following line I want to say something about today’s society. Perhaps you think I’m a fuddy-duddy but I just want to present my opinion here. It is a pity that so many youths drink that much alcohol as they do these days. I talked to many of them & I asked why they do so & they said it is not about the taste; it is for the feeling of being drunk. I think this is idiocy at its top! Why should I vomit voluntarily? I am happy if I feel well & others appear to feel happy if they feel bad. I think, I am an intelligent human being but this point is not understandable for me, sorry! But this does not mean that I have prejudice on people that drink much alcohol – far from it: some of my really good friend drink much alcohol & of course I do not hate them or things like that. I just worry about their health but they have to make their own decisions & I cannot keep them from drinking. That I am also not familiar with cigarettes & illegal drugs is self-evident, I think. And I do not give a fuck if you say I am straight edge or a milksop or something different. It is just my attitude to life that I am drug free & you will not prove me that black is white! So please accept my opinion, I also do it the same with yours.
Finally I want to say that I think sexism is another big problem these days. For much people – especially youths – sex seems to be this one central thing in life. They are not interested in love; they just want a one-night stand to push all the allegiances away, which come with a serious relationship. I cannot understand that so many humans are afraid of a relationship – I am not even sure if it is fear that makes so much people feel & act like this. But without a doubt this trend is anxious. I think if you lose your ability to love, you life ends with this day. I hope that some people change their opinion – it is not too late!About my girlfriend - the wealth of colors of my life
You do not need to try to get intimate with me – I have the best girlfriend in the world! She is the one who shows me day for day what real love means. I really lost my hope in love, but then she entered my life and just after a few days I recovered this hope and now I am the happiest guy in the whole world & she is the only reason for that. My self-esteem was always very low and I did not like me anyway, but now I am proud of what I am & I do not know how to thank her for that. Also I do not know how to give back all the things she gives to me. On some days I cannot believe that I have found the most wonderful girl in the world. Without any doubt I may argue I want to spend the rest of my life with her & I hope this dream will come true because she is everything I need to be happy. She is like the air I breathe – I would die without her. She is my wealth of colors – without her, my life would be black & white.
Jenny? I just want to say that I love you & I know I will do so ‘til my last breath! And I hope you will be by my side when I will take this breath.About my friendsIn my opinion friendship is one of the most essential things in whole life. Unfortunately true friendship is something you will find very rarely. There will be only a few of people you may trust to 100 percent & you can be sure they would never cheat on you & they stand by your side whatever happens. It is just great that I can argue I have found such friends. There are not many of them but like I already mentioned that is quite normal. But this is not the right place to tell the whole web who they are. I think the guessed people know that they are meant. But a thing the whole world may know: I thank all of you for being who you are & for standing by my side despite my bad tempers that I often have!
The MySpace friend list is not significant; that means not all people who are in this list are real friends of me. But remember: the top friends are not causeless listed under this heading!About my styleWith my own style I try to define myself. Therefore I hate all of those copycats that try to look like cool people. Everyone should search for the clothes that are the most comfortable & best looking for oneself. There is no real sense about trying to look like other people. Of course there are several trends and so some styles get the same, but you only should follow such a trend if you really like the clothes – if you only do it for popularity, you sell yourself!
I myself have found my second skin in American Apparel clothing. This stuff is just amazing & feels very good while wearing. So you surely will see me with deep v-neck tees, oversized cardigans & tight pants – all of them single-colored. That is the outfit I like the most & that feels the best. That is how it is! And finally, please judge me by my actions and not according to my style. Thank you!