[ tara. ]

seriously...
message before add pleaseim 20 i live in windsor, melbourne i work at a strip club, but im not a stripper. i serve drinks. mainly to sleazy guys but we do rarley get cool people in, cool as in ive befriended them over a long time and theyre cool, cos i said so!i pull lots of faces.. not intentionally. i think because there are a lot of times when i can be fucked talking people know what im thinking because the face ive pulled. i wish i didnt, because sometimes it can be mean, or worse look mean even though its not.. sometimes its just funny. i wish i could see what all the fuss about my facial expressions was... hmm.i looove cuddles. i dont have a bit pre req on who gets to cuddle me cos cuddles are fucking awesome... but be warned i do have standards! i dont think i would cuddle someone i didnt like as well. or someone who smelt. ew.i can be high maintaince. not by choice. im just lazy. really lazy. like a sloth. and i like people doing stuff for me. people think im high maintaince in you have to buy me.. im all for presents, what girl isnt, but you cant me.. you cant afford it, ah ha ha.i love when billy and josh lecture me... even though i pout and act like im hurt... there the best and i love them.. lots. xi like to party alot although at the same time i wish i was a hermit. when i am i really enjoy it. maybe i have a good balance? maybe not. im anti social, i dont make friends easy, by choice. and im hell shit with small talk.i like winter. i like rain. thunder. storms. all that miserable shit. i love it.i love my girlfriends a-fucking-lot. there are some that have been with me through thick and thin, some who have only been there for the good times, and some only for the bad.. i wish i had more time and acess to see all these girls because i miss them bad. even though im shit and i dont call/comment/message on a regular basis, for some you couldnt even say often, but i do love miss and cherish you girls. *mwah*i love my guy friends too. there are some i can tell absolutley everything too (eg billy) and not get judged at all. theyre like boyfriends without commitment or sex.. open marrige? haha. theyre the best they look after me whenever i need no matter what and i fucking adore them. xi like having jokes with minty that no one else gets nor has any idea about but goes on like they do... its fun. ha.i shop too much and im trying to curb that habbit, but i shop for things i dont neccessarily need... and it goes in phases.. one fortnight it will be shoes, the next furniture..i had a personal trainer. i found it hard to go to the gym sober.i believe in second chances. people have done some wrong by me but once its blown over its in the past and i forget it. if theyre willing to make an effort then im all for peace. ;)i seem like a bimbo, and the majority of the time i let on that im not all there, but really im decieving you all bad. ha ha. no im not a nerd, sometimes wish i was, but i am smart. i know shit. i choose not to show it.i can play your games. better than you. :Dim happy with my life. bad shit has happened and so has good shit. ive lost loved ones, had love, had fun, had a cry, had a bitch, had a whinge, lost friends, made friends, cheated, been cheated and cheated on, have been given and i have given a good backstabbing or two, ive been anxious, a trashbag, a sait, a sin. ive had a lot in my 20 years. and at the end of the day, i love, loved, will always love, and been loved, of course im happy.MySpace Layouts
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