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GOING TO RE-DO THE PROFILE ALL IN FLASH SOON!!!!:

So about me? Whats there to say about someone you could never meet? It's not like someone would actually ever get to know the real truth about you, like simple laughs or smiles you would make when you felt like the world was almost perfect, but then slapped back to reality. Even the people that think they practically know everything about someone they find out something new everyday even if they have spent their whole life knowing one another, so really no one could really know what a person is about, only what they tell you... but I guess I'll tell you what I think I am maybe others will see differently, but thats the nature of humanity is to judge?? Since thats all this world is made up of...
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Ok hmm about me, I would have to say in my opinion; that I'm very different from a lot of the average girls in the world. I think anyone that knew me would say that too. I look at things with a different view and think about the things people don't look and see the first time about something. I am a very nice person, too nice and that's why the majority of people take advantage of me. I'm not a person that walks around with a smile on my face, people always say I look so serious, when really I can be a very outgoing and fun to be around person. I am a work alcoholic I work my ass off, I don't believe in puting less than a 100% into things I do, I probably put more than a hundred into it. I would also have to say I'm a very mature person but at times I can have my immature moments like every un-perfect human being. I'm not a very talkative person, unless im just in one of those moods where i just won't shut-up. I can have a good intelligent conversation to, I can also carry a conversation for a long period of time. I think that most people today are extremely lazy, and I hate the way the world is coming too especially this generation in particular. People these days just dont seem to care how they hurt people or lie simply to their face, or just use you to see how many times they can get fucked in a week. But see the thing about that is they miss the biggest concept of life and then when they are ready to mature and try to make their life right their to far gone and that they could never pull them-selves out of the situation their in, therefore they will never have anything of value in life making them another bust out in the world struggling to survive. Thats probably the thing that annoys me most is people not seeing how they ruin their lives and then they try to blame it on someone else other than theirselves. But anyways I got off topic, I like art, poetry, and helping people. When I help someone or give them advice about something they have been through I usually give really good advice because I have been through a lot of shit in my life and I have experienced somewhat of what they are feeling. Another thing that really bothers me is when people say OO I know I felt the same way about that or I have been there and done that .. you might have been there and done the exact same damn thing BUT YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW THAT PARTICULAR PERSON FELT ABOUT THAT SAME EXPERIENCE.. everyone feels different things, the emotions might be similar but no one knows how someone feels inside, you could look at someone and see that their smiling when really they could just be smiling so that no one asks whats wrong. Another thing about me .. yes I'm a "tree hugger" as I have been told many of times, I don't like littering, why make the world uglier than it already is? It's actually quite a beautiful place if you look at it in the right way, I love nature I love just looking at the sky and wondering what makes another day come after the next. I love art and poetry. Poetry is a very BIG part in my life and even though it has made my life a little bit more complicated, I still love it. I haven't posted any of my new stuff yet because I haven't had time but I will eventually. Well I think you got a pretty good analysis on me but if you want to know anything specific feel free to ask me any question.. and I can take constructional criticism so be truthful. It' like they say "Truth Hurts" so be honest thats one thing I ask in people.
They are what made this hatred that keeps me locked down and tangled..
Making me become what I am now known as.. HeLLz<^>Angel
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