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Cheyenne[Massacre.]

I am here for Friends

About Me


Because im the girl who wants to take on the world.
.Im no longer Single.=]
.ILoveMyFriends.
[Yet some of em' dont seem to know how much.]
.I♥Peace Not War.
.Rainbows pretty much own my life.
.& Zebra catch my intrests.
.I like to have fun so dont ruin my time.
.I like to be the crazy one, that stands out in crowds.
.I♥ meeting new ppl.
.I support gay love.gay marriage. get oveer it.
.I support the local bands.
.& i'll support you.
.I had a love of my life.The feelings will always be there..but i cant do this anymore.
.Dying my hair,Getting tattoos & peircings are my hobbies. =]
.I can show you ill be the one.
.I will never let you fall.
.Ill always have your back.If you have mine.
.I like to smile.So plz do so.
.I like to sing & dance like im crazy.
.I dont like being labled or Judge.
.I am who i am.[Thankyou.]
[Hello.I miss you quite terribly. ]
.Ilove to sing in the shower.
.I love to make believe that some of you actually care.
.& I love you.
.
Im Done With You.
♥♥♥♥♥
Everyone wants to know who i am and what im all about. The names Cheyenne.Im 16 and i live in a town.. where im not all that happy. I do have wonderful friends.nah..their amazing. Ive lived here for about 12 years..and yes i do plan to get the hell out of here. i have 3 siblings: a brother i have yet to meet.. a sister i barely get to see or talk to. and another sister that i barely get along with. Yes my parents are still together.. This is my happy little family. Theres one person that means alot to me and even tho he lives miles away.. i have hope for us. Like me or hate me.. i truly couldnt care less. And what im about.. Im about being me, and not caring about what everyone else is doing or saying. I dont care. im not about being in "clicks" or being "popular" i like who i am, who im friends with. Thats just me. Im into poetry and art. i love to write. I also like to express myself and my feelings thru.. well my self presentation. I do have many peircings and many more tattoos i can honestly agree that i do dye my hair way too much. but oh well. thats life. move on. =] Just recently me and my friend amanda have went 5 days dirty.. yes i know..kinda gross right? eh who cares. i did shower after those 5 days.^.^ hahah. Im a person who loves to have a good time. and well if you ruin my good time.. i get pissed.. and that doesnt turn out good. I also love to smile. most ppl see me as "emo" or "depressed".."scene" or "gay" whatever. i see me as "Cheyenne." The best trend out there. i dont lable myself so im not asking you to do it for me. I might look down and depressed or whatever.. i might be and sometimes im just thinking. So if you see me like that dont worry.. and dont ask me more then once whats wrong with me. If i wanted you to know.. id tell you. end of story. Btw:dont hit on me, i dont like that. This is me:Cheyenne.
theres some ppl out there and i would like them to know that i love them to death those ppl are:
Chelsea.
Tyler.
Jeff.
Amanda.
Pogo.
Larissa.
Justine.
Adam.
Ryan.
Travis.
Sam.
Mattie.
Kristin.
Christina.
Stephanie.
Derek.
Amy.
these ppl mean more to me then they could ever imagine. especially Jeff. Hes pretty much the love of my life. Sorry boys.haha. and Chelsea,amanda,Pogo,amy..thanks for being there for me over the years. You guys really do mean the most. Mattie: thnks for showing me what a first love was all about.I had an amazing time with you. im glad we can be friends.

My Interests

Tyler: [Wow.]
His name is Tyler Smith:
Believe me-Hes quite amazing. He makes me smile.He makes me laugh. His kisses give me butterflys. and his hugs are incrediable. I love having a boyfriend who is like my best friend. Makes it all so much better. ^_^

I'd like to meet:



Layout made byILove[You.]

Music:

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Eyes Set To Kill.♥
HollyWood Undead.
Hellogoodbye.
Jeffree Star.
SlipKnoT.
The Used.
5 Days Dirty.
A Quite Mind.
Chiodos.
Nirvana.
Otep.
HIM.
From First to Last.
Pearl Jam.
Amy Lee.
Seether.
Lacuna Coil.
Korn.
Marilyn Manson.
John 5.
Some of ICP.
Gwar.
30 seconds to mars.
The red Jumpsuit apparatus.
Blue October.
Kill Hannah.
Cradle of Filth.
MurderDolls.
Avenged sevenfold.
Angels and airwaves.
As I lay Dying.
ac/dc.
Bullet for my valentine.
Black sabbath.
Death cab for cutie.
Disturbed.
Fall out boy.
Fall of troy.
Guns n roses.
Hawthorne Heights.
MSI.
Sky Eats Airplane.
Led Zeppelin.

Movies:



Books:

[The most important ppl to me.]

Heroes:



My Blog

With You In Your Dreams.

"With You In Your Dreams"If I'm gone when you wake upPlease don't cry And if I'm gone when you wake upIt's not goodbyeDon't look back at this time as a timeOf heartbreak and distressRemember me, remem...
Posted by Cheyenne[Massacre.] on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 04:04:00 PST

Written Life.

Broken,Beaten, Her pain is untold.Her shaken body wishes to hold,the feeling of safety and not laying so cold.Always reaching for the hand that wont reach back.All that she wishes, is all that she lac...
Posted by Cheyenne[Massacre.] on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 08:52:00 PST

Monster.

His little whispers. Love me. Love me. That's all I ask for. Love me. Love me. He battered his tiny fists to feel something. Wondered what it's like to touch and feel something. Monster. How should I ...
Posted by Cheyenne[Massacre.] on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 04:51:00 PST

Agggg!

I freggin MISS YOU! :(
Posted by Cheyenne[Massacre.] on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 06:21:00 PST

Broken Like No Other.

So cut my chains & watch me crawl.Dying here, as these tear drops fall.Nothing but a broken dream.See me bleed,&hear me scream.Lingered here, left alone,im a memory, no one owns.Known as ...
Posted by Cheyenne[Massacre.] on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 09:31:00 PST

Lingered in the passing Dreams.

Go ahead look my way Cut my heart out with your pretty face If you have nothing betterto do than consume my every thought and make me feel responsible for this charade- Lying awake let me cry asleep&n...
Posted by Cheyenne[Massacre.] on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 06:41:00 PST

When all else fails..

Your start thinking of those things...lingering in the back of your mind.wondering why your thinking about them.Upset & Afraid cause you cant get rid of them.Hoping harder then ever that they dont...
Posted by Cheyenne[Massacre.] on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 09:15:00 PST

I dont know if i want to do this anymore...

I hate that im doing this...:{ive met a amazing guy that makes me happy.Takes me to a point where i forget about everything else and focuse on him and what makes me smile.What actually matters to me.....
Posted by Cheyenne[Massacre.] on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 06:12:00 PST

When you thought...

Things could never get better...things get worse.Breakin you down & making you someone different.not being the same anymore. and just not knowing what to do or how to feel.confussed and dissapoint...
Posted by Cheyenne[Massacre.] on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 01:32:00 PST

Broken Me.

Broken me.Lost pieces.Never whole.Never the same.Rain is falling as tears fall faster,holding onto nothing,Nothing never lasts.Being the one to catch me when i fall,yet missed that final cry for help....
Posted by Cheyenne[Massacre.] on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 03:42:00 PST