"I want to meet someone with intellect, who can teach me things I'd never known before. Someone who will show me what it's like to be lost in a sea of emotions, wanting to take it all in, breathe it, feel it, drown in it. Someone who will take me for who I am. I want to feel real again, I want to feel like I'm on top of the world and there's no sign of crashing. I want someone to guide me, to help me, to save me. Someone to mend what's already been broken. But most of all, I need someone to show me rebirth of the soul and heart."
Long ago, I wrote this, hoping that I would be able to fulfill all my desires. Now, I can say with complete certainty that I have found the one. Randall Matthew Vito Vitelli, you have surpassed my expectations of anything I could ever hope to discover in another human being. You have opened my eyes to so many beautiful aspects of the world, and opened my heart to so many feelings I never thought I could posses. Before I met you, I was in shambles, a confused, hopeless individual sheltered from the world. You taught me how to open up to this world that I had always found to be so cruel, and show you a side of me I never would have thought would be brought out. You helped me blossom to be the person I am today. I never would have imagined that one, sole person could actually save me from the destructive path I was on. Without you, I don‘t know where I‘d be. Words can’t even express how grateful I am to have you in my life. We have experienced so much together, things that have only made our relationship stronger. You are my best friend, my lover, my other half. You make me feel like I’m on top of the world, like I’m the only person that matters. For the first time in my life, I feel truly, beautiful, inside and out. I can’t wait till the day I can look into your eyes, kiss you, hold you, feel your skin graze against mine. I can’t wait till the day I meet you at the alter and say I do. The concept of marriage had always scared me, that forever could never be true, that I would only be let down. Now, that I have met you, forever no longer seems impossible. I feel as if I can go against all odds with you, stare all my fears in the face, and prove everyone wrong. I can’t express into words what I feel, how strong my love really is for you. Every time you say my name, my heart flutters and I get these butterflies in my stomach that make me weak in the knees. I never would have thought that someone could complete me the way you do. Everything is finally falling into place. I am yours. You are mine. I can’t wait to finally start a life with you, as one. You are everything to me, baby. I love you more than any of these words could hope to express. Please, don’t ever let me go.
This distance means absolutely nothing to me. Of course I want to kiss you, hold you, look into your eyes. Of course I wish I was there, but I know in the end it'll all be worth it.
Randall Matthew Vito Vitelli
The only person I have come to count on in this world.
Marry me?