♠[MiSS AsHH]♠ is a RioT!

Life hit me with a spiked baseball bat this week. It's going to take the very best of me to pull through this. I won't have anyone else to lean on, this is me and this is now. I fell hard and I fell fast for someone who wore a mask. So sad when that mask fell off, I was left shattered. I'm a survivor. I'm the kind of girl who loves Jack, can't stand barbie girls, defies conventions and could care less about society and its morals. I don't care if you have a problem with that. I'm 20 years old, and guess what, I've made mistakes and I've paid for them, I'm still paying for them. Does that make me a bad person? If you're judging doesn't that make you worse? I'll never be the girl next door, but I'll be the girl that will help you in a tight situation and never call you for a favor. I'll never make you feel bad, and I'll never throw something in your face because chances are I've done worse. Because of everything I am who I am, I'd never trade a day of my life for a walk in your shoes.
When I told you you would be the one to leave me, before I could EVER imagine leaving you, I was completely truthful. I told you that you would get sick of me, before I would ever get sick of you.. And as we argued about this over the phone, and you told me that would NEVER happen, I really thought you were genuine about it, that I REALLY was your perfect girl. I believed you, and trusted every word you said. I'm happy to find out, that I was right the entire time.