How things have been.. |
Going on 2 months and a week now since she passed away.. How have I been? Well, I would have to say better most days. I have completely surrounded myself with friends and new family. Without them, I h...
Posted by Melissa's Babyboy on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 01:09:00 PST |
1 month and 1 day.. |
I have had a good amount of time to think today.. My cable got turned off for the moment, that's another story, but it gave me alot of time.. staring off into space just... thinking. I find myself in ...
Posted by Melissa's Babyboy on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 07:03:00 PST |
This feeling.. |
I have good days and bad days.. more bad than good.. and even the good days are rated on a scale of comparison to the bad days. Meaning the good days aren't much different. I still can't cope with the...
Posted by Melissa's Babyboy on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 11:12:00 PST |
I'm a mess.. |
So, I returned back to work today.. I can tell you now, it's to early. But I was told if I didn't come back by this weekend, they would have to put me through training again.. and financially I cannot...
Posted by Melissa's Babyboy on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 11:41:00 PST |
Another night of no sleep.. |
Yet, I'm not tired. Pain? I've gone numb. I find it so hard to smile, and when I do smile, it's forced on. I'm trying to do things to help not focus so much on the reality of things.. but none of it f...
Posted by Melissa's Babyboy on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 07:37:00 PST |
Laid my babygirl to rest.. |
Today was the hardest day I will ever have to endure. I can't imagine any form of toture even getting close to the pain I was feeling today. I am glad she is finally laid to rest, she deserves her pea...
Posted by Melissa's Babyboy on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 08:28:00 PST |
I'm torn apart... |
"Love" is a serious word to me.. I sit here at night, the only time anyone will let me have alone time, and think of my one true love.. and how she has been taken away from me. Melissa Lea was and is ...
Posted by Melissa's Babyboy on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 11:54:00 PST |
What's new in Ryan's Life.. |
Wow, has it really been nearly 7 months since I posted last? HAHA, so much for posting once a month like I had wanted to. Lets see.. Well, my little brother moved into my place a few mon...
Posted by Melissa's Babyboy on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 12:44:00 PST |
What a month.. |
June has come and gone, aswell as another year for me.. It was a big month for me. To start, I turned 24, which most of ya know. I dunno if I should feel old or not yet, haha.. Just know I need to get...
Posted by Melissa's Babyboy on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 05:23:00 PST |
What a week!! |
Well, it has been something interesting lately. I've had a great time this last week. Mostly been hanging out with my buddy Russell. But the most interesting night came from my birthday. We went to Je...
Posted by Melissa's Babyboy on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 01:13:00 PST |
