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"REAL purrrrrfect lips"

luvmysonken

About Me

I WAS BORN IN 1965 AND HAVE ONE SON BORN 1985. I COME FROM A VERY LOVING FAMILY AND HAVE MY MOM AND DAD TO THANK FOR THIS.I HAVE 8 SISTERS AND 2 BROTHERS WHOM I LOVE VERY MUCH. WE ARE DECENDANTS FROM THE CHICAWAW INDIAN TRIBE.I WAS BROUGHT UP TO TREAT ALL PEOPLE EQUALLY.... WE ARE ALL THE SAME IN THE EYES OF GOD. I HAVE SEEN THE EVIL PEOPLE HAVE BROUGHT INTO THIS WORLD AS WELL AS THE BEAUTIFUL SOULS SOME PEOPLE HAVE WITHIN. I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT WILL STAND MY GROUND WHEN I KNOW SOMEONE IS DOING OTHERS WRONG. INTIMIDATION CAN NOT TOUCH ME FOR I DO NOT FEAR NO ONE BUT GOD ABOVE AND I THINK THAT PEOPLE WHO TRY TO INTIMIDATE ARE THE WEAKEST OF US ALL. I CAN SEE THE BEAUTY IN PEOPLE AND LOOK FOR THIS TYPE OF PEOPLE TO BE IN MY LIFE EVERYDAY. I AM A STRONG INDEPENDENT WOMEN AND GIVE MUCH RESPECT TO THOSE WHO ARE STRONG IN THIER HEARTS AND THIER MINDS. GOD GAVE US ALL THE STRENGTH TO USE EACH AND EVERYDAY, IT IS OURS TO CHOICE IF WE USE IT OR NOT. I LOOK FORWARD IN MY LIFE TO BECOMING A GRANDMOTHER AND SEEING THE JOY A CHILD CAN BRING TO MY SON AND WHO HE CHOICES TO LIVE HIS LIFE WITH. I HOPE HE HAS A HAPPY AND BEAUTIFUL RELATIONSHIP FILLED WITH TRUST....LOVE....CARING....AND ALL LOVE HAS TO OFFER HIM. HE HAS A GOOD HEART AND WOULD NOT DO ANYONE WRONG UNLESS HE FELT BETRAYED HIMSELF. HE IS A GOOD PERSON AND EVERYONE CAN SEE THIS IF THEY LOOK CLOSELY. I LOVE MY SON MOST IN MY LIFE ALL OTHERS CAN HAVE ALL I HAVE LEFT AFTER MY FIRST LOVE. I FEEL THE MORE YOU GIVE LOVE THE MORE YOU WILL RECIEVE IN RETURN.I WORK FOR DRESSBARN AND LOVE MY JOB. WORKING WITH CUSTOMERS AND MAKING THEM FEEL GOOD ABOUT THEMSELVES IS A GREAT FEELING. I WORK WITH THE BEST GROUP OF WOMEN EVER AND BEING THIER STORE MANAGER IS NOT A JOB IT IS A PLEASURE.

My Interests

ALWAYS A ROMANTIC AT HEART, HAVE TO KEEP THE FLAME BURNING. OOOOOOH SOOOOOOO SWEET.LIKE TO DECORATE AND REDO FURNITURE IF I EVER GET THE TIME. I LOVE TO GO TO FLEA MARKETS AND ANTIQUE MALLS.HAVE ALWAYS HAD A FASINATION WITH CASTLES. I WOULD LOVE TO TRAVEL THE WORLD AND VISIT SOME OF THE BEAUTIFUL CASTLES AND TOUR THEM AND GO THROUGH HIDDEN PASSAGES.I LOVE TO REDO PICTURES ON MY COMPUTER AND I LOVE BABIES, HOLDING THEM SEEING THEM SMILE , HEARING THEM LAUGH, AND SEEING THE GIFT GOD GAVE US THROUGH THEM.I LIKE WAKING UP EACH DAY AND KNOWING THAT LIFE IS A GIFT THAT GOD GAVE ME AND I LOVE TO LIVE.I GET EXCITED ABOUT LIFE AND ALL ITS WONDERS AND I AM INTERESTED IN ALL OF MY FAMILIES HAPPINESS. SEEING THEM HAPPY GIVES ME MUCH JOY.I AM INTERESTED IN LOFT LIVING AND WOULD LOVE TO REDO A WAREHOUSE FOR MY HOME.LOVE MUSIC AND THE INSPIRATION IT BRINGS ME. PEOPLE R ONE OF MY GREATEST INTEREST FOR THEY TEACH ME TO LOVE,LEARN,FEEL AND SEE LIFE IN SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS. OVERALL MY MAIN INTEREST IS IN LIFE AND TO BE HAPPY IN MINE AND SEEING HAPPINESS IN OTHERS AND WISHING THAT MORE PEOPLE COULD SEE THE BEAUTY AROUND THEM IN THE SMALL THINGS AND KNOW WE R ALL BLESSED TO WAKE UP EACH DAY.

I'd like to meet:

I LIKE TO MEET PEOPLE.THERE IS NO ONE SPECIAL THAT I WOULD LIKE TO MEET.I FEEL U SHOULD NOT PUT ANYONE ON A PETASTAL THIS GIVES THEM THE CHANCE TO FALL. I BELIEVE EVERYONE IS SPECIAL IN THIER OWN WAY, BUT IF I HAD TO SAY I WANT TO MEET SOMEONE SOMEDAY IT WOULD BE MY GRANDCHILDREN MY SON BRINGS TO THIS WORLD.TO MY ONLY SON,HE WAS BORN JAN 2 1985, HE WAS 6 ½ WEEKS EARLY AND SO TINY MY HAND COULD COVER HIS WHOLE HEAD. I REMEMBER EVERYTHING HAPPENED SO QUICKLY, I WAS FLOWN IN A HELICOPTER TO ST. AGNES HOSPITAL IN BALTIMORE MD. AND HE CAME INTO MY LIFE A LITTLE AFTER 6PM. I DID NOT REALLY EVEN GET TO SEE HIS FACE TILL MUCH LATER THAT NIGHT AS THEY TOOK HIM OUT OF THE ROOM TO TAKE CARE OF HIS NEEDS.THEN I WAS HOME IN 2 DAYS AND MY SON STAYED FOR 4 WEEKS UNTIL HE WEIGHED ENOUGH AND WAS STRONG ENOUGH TO COME HOME. LIFE FROM THERE SEEMED TO PASS SO QUICKLY AND I TURNED AROUND TO SEE A DIVORCED WOMAN RAISING A SON ON HER OWN. I THINK THAT’S WHEN MY LIFE TRULY BEGAN. I HAD ALWAYS BEEN A STRONG WILLED PERSON AND NOW I WANTED TO PROVE IT TO EVERYONE. I WAS A MANAGER FOR RETAIL AND SPENT A LOT OF TIME AT WORK. I WOULD GET MY SON UP .OFF TO THE BABYSITTERS, TO WORK, HOME, SHOPPING, AND ALL OF LIFE'S LITTLE DUTIES BESTOWED UPON US. ON WEEKENDS MY SON WENT TO HIS FATHERS FAMILY TO VISIT AND SPENT A LOT OF HIS SUMMER VACATION THERE. ONCE AGAIN I TURNED AROUND AND WONDERED WHERE HAD THE TIME GONE, HERE WAS THIS TEENAGER AND SOMETIMES I WOULD TRY TO REMEMBER THE TIMES WE SPENT TOGETHER THEY SEEM LIKE SO MANY , BUT THEN AGAIN SO FEW. I TRIED TO GIVE MY SON CARDS AND WRITE LITTLE NOTES OR POEMS TO STICK ON HIS BEDROOM DOOR TO SHOW HOW I FELT ABOUT HIM, AND TIME WAS MOVING SO QUICKLY AND WE SPENT SO LITTLE TIME TOGETHER ANYMORE.HIS LIFE GOING ONE WAY, MINE ANOTHER. ITS LIKE TO SHIPS THAT PASS IN THE NIGHT. I HAD BEEN WANTING TO SIT DOWN AND WRITE MY SON A LETTER, MAYBE TO EXPLAIN SOME THINGS TO HIM AND TO LET HIM KNOW HOW HE HAS AFFECTED MY LIFE IN SO MANY WAYS THAT HE NEVER KNEW.(A LETTER I WROTE TO MY SON FOR HIS 21ST BIRTHDAY.)TO MY SON AND THE MOST PRECIOUS GIFT GOD GAVE ME, KENNY TIME HAS GONE BY SO QUICKLY THAT YOU HAVE BECOME A GROWN MAN AND SOMETIMES I FEEL WE DON'T KNOW EACH OTHER . THERE'S SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO TELL YOU BUT TIME SLIPS AWAY FROM US SO QUICKLY AND WE NEVER GET IT BACK. I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT FROM THE DAY YOU ENTERED MY LIFE YOU GAVE ME SO MANY PRECIOUS GIFTS, IT WAS YOU WHO HELPED MAKE ME A STRONG INDEPENDENT WOMAN, ABLE TO STAND ON HER OWN THROUGHOUT THE GOOD AND BAD TIMES. JUST KNOWING THAT, THAT ADORABLE BIG EYED BEAUTIFUL BOY I WAS SO PROUD TO CALL MY SON WAS GOING TO BE THERE AT THE END OF THE DAY LOVING ME AND NEEDING ME.YOU GAVE ME THE GIFT OF LOVE SHOWING ME HOW MUCH YOU LOVED ME AND ALWAYS HAPPY TO SEE ME, COMING RUNNING TO HUG MY LEGS, ALWAYS WANTING TO GO ANYWHERE TO BE WITH HIS MOTHER .YOU GAVE ME THE GIFT OF CONTENTMENT AS I WATCHED YOU SLEEP SO MANY NIGHTS MY HEART WOULD SWELL KNOWING I WAS A PART OF BRINGING SUCH A BEAUTIFUL CHILD INTO THIS WORLD. THERE WERE SO MANY TIMES IN MY LIFE THAT I WOULD GET TIRED AND WARY, ALWAYS WORKING HARD FOR PEOPLE AND NOT ALWAYS GETTING APPRECIATED FOR IT, IT WAS YOU WHO GAVE ME THE STRENGTH SO MANY TIMES TO GO ON KNOWING I HAD SOMEONE WHO NEEDED ME AND LOOKED TO ME FOR STRENGTH .IF YOU ONLY KNEW THEN IT WAS YOU WHO GAVE ME THAT STRENGTH TO MAKE IT THROUGH. THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I WISH I COULD HAVE DONE DIFFERENTLY AND SO MANY THINGS I WISH I GAVE YOU MORE OF, SUCH AS HUGS, KISSES, MY TIME AND SO MANY MANY MORE. I WISH I COULD HAVE INSPIRED YOU TO STAY IN SCHOOL SO YOU WOULD NOT HAVE TO WORK SO HARD TO EARN A LIVING. I KNOW RIGHT NOW YOU ARE TRYING TO FIND YOUR WAY IN LIFE, BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW MY WISH FOR YOU AND HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU AND ABOUT BEING YOUR MOTHER. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE EVEN WHEN I WAS NOT THERE FOR YOU, I THOUGHT OF YOU AND FELT YOU IN MY HEART AND SOUL.I WAS NOT THE TYPICAL BETSY HOME MAKER MOM YOU READ ABOUT AS FINDING MY WAY THROUGH LIFE TOOK MANY ROADS AND TURNS ALONG THE WAY. I WANT YOU TO KNOW I AM SORRY FOR MOVING AROUND SO MUCH AND NOT GIVING THE SECURITY OF A LONG TERM HOME. I SEE YOU NOW AND HOPE AND PRAY THAT I HAVE GIVEN YOU ENOUGH TO HELP YOU GET THROUGH YOUR LIFE. I SEE KINDNESS IN YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU TRY TO HIDE IT BEHIND YOU TOUGHNESS. I SEE THE INDEPENDENCE IN YOU TO DO THINGS ON YOUR OWN AND I KNOW THAT YOU GET THIS FROM ME, IT IS A STRENGTH, BUT ITS OK TO LET OTHERS DO FOR YOU SOMETIMES AND TO RECEIVE FROM OTHERS. I HOPE YOU WILL RECEIVE AS MUCH AS YOU GIVE IN YOUR LIFE FOR THERE IS SO MUCH OF BOTH OF THESE GIFTS .I SEE THAT I HAVE RAISED A GOOD PERSON, I FEEL YOUR KINDNESS, LOVE AND COMPASSION EVEN WHEN YOU TRY TO HIDE IT FROM ME. ALL I WANT IS FOR YOU TO BE HAPPY AND CONTENT IN YOUR LIFE. ALWAYS WILLING TO SEE THE GOOD IN OTHERS. I SEE IN YOU THE SAME GIFT TO BE OPEN IN HONEST WITH PEOPLE, BUT LIKE YOUR MOTHER THE GIFT HAS TO BE FINE TUNED SO PEOPLE WILL WANT TO HEAR WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY AND COME TO YOU BECAUSE KNOW YOU WILL TELL THEM THE TRUTH. NEVER DO SO TO HURT THEIR FEELING BUT TO HELP THEM BECOME A BETTER PERSON. SOMETIMES PEOPLE DON'T REALIZE THEY ARE BEING UGLY BECAUSE THEY ARE HURTING SO BAD THEY WANT TO HURT OTHERS IN RETURN. THE GIFT OF HONESTY CAN GET YOU RESPECT AS WELL AS RESENTMENT FROM THOSE WHO DO NOT REALIZE THAT THE WAY YOU TREAT OTHERS MAY BE THE WAY YOU ARE TREATED IN RETURN. I SEE IN YOU A WILL TO SURVIVE NO MATTER WHAT COMES YOUR WAY.I SEE A HANDSOME MAN AND HOPE YOU FIND A LOVE SO TRUE THAT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS IN YOUR LIFE YOU HAVE A SOUL MATE AND FRIEND TO ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU. I SEE THAT YOU WILL BE A WONDERFUL FATHER SOMEDAY AND PROTECT YOUR LOVE ONES FROM ALL HARM and LOVE THEM THE WAY I LOVE YOU ,BUT MOST OF ALL I SEE THAT BABY, THAT TODDLER, TEENAGER, THAT HANDSOME MANTHAT NO OTHER MOTHER COULD BE MORE PROUD TO CALL HER SON. NO OTHER COULD HAVE DONE FOR ME WHAT YOU HAVE DONE AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER. EVEN WHEN I AM GONE FROM THIS WORLD YOU CAN LOOK IN SIDE YOURSELF AND I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE, FOR YOU ARE MY HEART, MY SOUL, MY MOST PRECIOUS GIFT OF LIFE, YOU ARE MY SON. I LOVE YOU , YOUR MOTHER /b

Music:

MY FAVORITE SINGER IS NATALIE GRANT ,I LOVE ALL KINDS OF MUSIC AND THINK GOD GAVE TALENTS AND GIFTS TO BE USED IN MANY DIFFERENT WAYS. I THINK MUSIC SHOULD BE USED IN ANY WAY TO INSPIRE PEOPLE AND MOTIVATE THEM . A BEAUTIFUL VOICE IS ONE OF THE PRECIOUS GIFTS GOD GIVES AND SHOULD BE USE TO BRING BEAUTIFUL SOUND TO US ALL.

Movies:

THESE BEAUTIFUL BABY BOYS WERE GIVEN TO MY SISTER NANCY ON DEC.28,2005. SHE WAS BLESSED WITH JOHNATHAN AND JOSEPH AND HER LIFE HAS NOT BEEN THE SAME A DAY SINCE THEN. I HAVE SEEN NANCY GROW SO MUCH AS A WOMEN AND A MOTHER.SHE SHOW HER BOYS SO MUCH LOVE AND I HAVE MUCH RESPECT FOR HER AS I SEE THE LOVE IN HER HEART IN CARING FOR HER CHILDREN.SHE SHOWS THAT MOTHERHOOD IS A BEAUTIFUL THING AND I LOVE HER SO MUCH, AND NANCY U HOLD A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART.almost 2 years old now , look how healthy and happy they are, beautiful !!!!!MY FAVORITE ( MOVIE IS WHAT DREAMS MAY COME ) IT GOES TO SHOW HOW MUCH LOVE SOMEONE HAD FOR HIS FAMILY THAT HE WOULD GO TO HELL AND BACK TO BE WITH THEM. WHAT LOVE HUH!!!

Television:

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my precious adrian,this beautiful little girl was born on mothers day and left to in soon after to be with her family in Hawaii and I did not get to see her for 2 yrs. I went to pick her and my sister and family up at the airport and there she came with open arms and I fell in love with the most beautiful big eyed girl. There is never a time when I see her that she does not come sCreaming my name and jump into my arms. I was blessed with the most beautiful son in the world and have lost 4 other children by miscarriage and tubal preg. so god seen fit to let me be loved by my lovely, smart, incredible personallity, so cute that every one who see her has to look, beautiful niece. she has a special corner of my heart and my love 4 her is awaken everytime I see her beautiful face. I love u adrain, luv aunt tresia

Heroes:

CHILDREN ARE MY HEROS AND GOD BLESS THEM ! MORE PEOPLE SHOULD BE PATIENT WITH THESE LITTLE BLESSINGS AND SEE THE BEAUTY THAT THEY BRING US.THE HURT AND PAIN THAT IS GIVEN TO SO MANY INNOCENT CHILDREN AND THE ABBUSE THEY SUFFER AT THE HAND OF ADULTS THAT ARE TO BE THERE TO LOVE AND PROTECT IS SO CRUEL IN THIS WORLD. SO LET THEM BE CHILDREN WHILE THEY CAN FOR IN NO TIME YOU WILL TURN AROUND AND SEE WHAT LOVE AND KINDNESS HAS MADE THEM. LOVING ADULTS WILLING TO GIVE LOVE AND KINDNESS TO GENERATIONS TO COME.The world needs a little Justice.

Add to My Profile | More VideosIn Loving Memory Of Justice Christopher Cavlin Myers-Cannon A friend of mine made this video of Justice so i wanted to post it for everyone to see. You can Add it to your page for support and click the picture below to go to his page and add him as a friend. I want to thank everyone who has supported me in this hard time and all the prayers. My son was percious and perfect in everyway he will never ever be forgotten . Thank you all again~Ashley Nicole Myers

My Blog

A CHILDS RESPECT

WHY IS IT THAT SOME CHILDREN ARE SO DISRESPECTFUL OF THIER PARENTS. I HAVE HEARD CHILDREN RAISE THEIR VOICE TO THEIR PARENTS, CALL THEM DUMB, STUPID AND EVEN CURSE THEM.  NOW I'M NOT SAYING ANY C...
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never be ashame

I BELIEVE THAT GOD GAVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF US A GIFT IN LIFE. SOME PEOPLE WERE GIFTED WITH A BEAUTIFUL VOICE, OTHER WITH BEAUTY, OTHERS WITH HEARTS SO  KIND AND GIVING. WE ALL HAVE SPECIAL GIFT...
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