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sophisticated scribble

we aren't a malfunctioning species - we're just taught to be that way.

About Me



i'm not trying to impress anyone. ever.

my favorite thing to do is stay up all night by myself and wait for the sun to rise with my feet out the window, laying on my bed, a cigarette perched in my lips.

my family is more important to me than you.

[i think i'd love nothing more than to devote my life to one neverending road trip]

i don't have enough time.

My Interests

likes:
music, reading, writing, drawing, scribbling, absent-minded thinking, people watching, physical exertion, excursions, eyes, biting, piercings, tattoos, amazing hair, abstraction, memories, kisses on the cheek, coffee[+cigarettes], cranium accesories, art, dreams, crazy stories, near-death experiences, pointless driving, nice smiles, road trips, crazy friends, laying in the grass [for hours], etc.

dislikes:
fake people, empty eyes, boob jobs, people who think they're fat when they're anything but, self-infliction, mundane shit, egotism, standards, mental breakdowns, caps lock, tourists, etc.

I'd like to meet:



i'd like to meet...
someone who can understand my insanity and take it all in stride.
someone who knows how to use their heart and head at the same time.
someone who is true to themself and their feelings.
someone who understands the importance of honesty...no matter where it gets you.
someone who can see me as i really am and show their true self to me.
someone who understands that actions really do speak louder than words.
someone who can love me like they want to be loved.
basically, i need to find someone that might not even exist.
but feel free to try and be that person and we'll see how far dreams can really get you. ♥

sarah shahi

kate moennig

samuel l. jackson

Music:

everything you've never listened hard enough to hear.

Movies:

a history of violence, after sex, an inconvenient truth, art school confidential, austin powers [all], balls of fury, black snake moan, blue state, candy, champagne, children of men, closer, club dread, day zero, dogma, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, fight club, he was a quiet man, labyrinth, ladron que roba a ladron, meet market, niagra motel, office space, psycho (60's original), requiem for a dream, rocket science, schindler's list, shaun of the dead, shoot 'em up, silk, slc punk, smiley face, stranger than fiction, superbad, superstar, the anarchist cookbook, the brave one, the defender, the devil and daniel johnston, the scent of green papaya, tideland, v for vendetta, volcano high
and yes, i do like ridiculously stupid movies.
they make me giggle, just like stupid people in real life. =]
alfred hitchcock made some amazing movies.
especially the silent black and white ones where the camera angles, effects, and slight change of expression from the actors makes the story wonderfully - no words needed.
champagne [from 1928] is a perfect example of that.

Television:

i just watch it when i want to numb my mind.

Books:

[must reads]
go ask alice

smashed - koren zailckas

memoirs of a geisha - arthur golden

chinese cinderella - adeline yen mah

running with scissors - augusten burroughs

a woman's touch - compilation

the coma - alex garland

freakonomics - levitt/dubner

[if you have a good week or so]
wizard's first rule - terry goodkind

stone of tears - terry goodkind

blood of the fold - terry goodkind

currently reading:
this week i've found of bunch of books written by economist[don't ask why or how, i'm not quite sure myself]

lies

Heroes:

JESUS [the only man i'll ever need in my life]

My Blog

philo babel

there's no where you can be alone in this world; not one singular place you can plant your feet where another's hasn't been placed.granted, decades might separate the footfalls - but time is merely an...
Posted by sophisticated scribble on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 12:17:00 PST

heated mess

the zipper sticks, just like your shirt to your sweaty chest.breasts heaving with wicked breaths cause you know this is our first time.and first impressions cling desperately.the breaking snap - her p...
Posted by sophisticated scribble on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 06:41:00 PST

hide and seek

we're outsourcing fate for now.but i'm pretty sure it's closing in on our masterful hiding spot.are we ready to be found?...i think i've secretly wanted to be all along.i'm pretty sure you feel the sa...
Posted by sophisticated scribble on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 05:00:00 PST

cigarettes = sex

after sex cigarette?no thank you, kind sir.that would be overkill.cause a good smoke...oh my, yes it does the trick.the filter cradled between fingers delicately, urging its way to oral fixation.the b...
Posted by sophisticated scribble on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 06:41:00 PST

sometimes

i wish things were different.that we weren't too young.that we could have meant what we said.that we could have said so much more.that we could have contained those feelings enough to share them.that ...
Posted by sophisticated scribble on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 04:27:00 PST

i do not want your feet, i hate you

i love you.marry me?say yes.so we can break off the engagement the next day.i never want to talk to you again.call me right now.i won't answer.i'm blocking your number.you're on speed dial.you have yo...
Posted by sophisticated scribble on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 03:06:00 PST

this dead happiness is heavy

another poem of mine... Death of Happiness street lights give shadows to flakes of snowshe turns a run to a skip, life is enjoyedremembrance of childhoodthose days of good memoriescovered in warmth de...
Posted by sophisticated scribble on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the old me, still applies

i'm very complicated and yet so simplistic.  i like to just sit at home, alone and think. i'm kind of anti-social. i'm the retarded friend that makes you laugh, and i don't have a problem with t...
Posted by sophisticated scribble on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

this poem of mine

Fool of Ignorance she would always run as fast as possiblealways straight ahead, never to look backonce she strayed from the pathnever found her way againstill she ran, her muscles exhaustedalways ahe...
Posted by sophisticated scribble on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my birthday interpretation

color - silvery white numbers - 2, 11, 20 stone - diamond flora - gardenia animal - rabbit occupation - psychic, vet, teacher key features - enthusiastic, emotional, psychic naturally good at -...
Posted by sophisticated scribble on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST