I figure I've learned far more than ever throughout this time, lessons I otherwise would be mostly ignorant to. I used to be a huge pessimist and felt that expecting the worst would prepare me for it whenever it came in life. Now, screw it. Life is too short to sit around being miserable and negative just because others chose to be. God chose this path for me, for my life and for my family... Its too short to worry about what people on the outside spread around to make themselves feel better about their own short-comings. They aren't here, they aren't doing this and they aren't me--therefore, I care not. ;D Pity them instead. It p!$$es them off! lol I don't take myself very seriously and am forever screwing around. Lifes a tad short to be so damned serious, seriously boring or overdramatic. I find it easier to be friends with guys as opposed to girls. They don't pull the catty crap on you, don't think everythings a competition and would only whine if their ENTIRE nail broke off. I think sarcasm is sexy, lol! Without your sense of humour, you're already dead, imo.
Awwwl about me now, how sweet... Lessee, random sh!t... We just moved back to this part of Mich. I'm 100% Irish. So save your lame Gaelic (gay-lick, oh haw haw) jokes. Its old already. No creativity points there. One day will get the truck I've always wanted (1950s pickup)! Now, First and foremost, I'm a nerd. Yep. Absolute geek. I like it this way thanks, lol. Took me years, but once I'd accepted my Royal Nerdiness, I no longer had to give a sh*t what anyone else thought of me. Pheeew, what a big relief there, eh? @@ Anywhooo, I can be obsessive about whatever happens to peak my interest at the time. It could be anything from Art to reading to excercise/training to remodeling... I'm mother to three of the four most gorgeous children on the planet, big sister to the fourth. lol! Mikaela Kenmare, Regan Simone, Rhys Korvin {thats Reese, doofus} and Dominic Brennan makes the fourth!! We have another bundle of baby-ness on the way soon, so Jason and I are super excited to find out if it'll be a boy or a girl!!! Be a boy-be a boy-be a boy!!! lol I have green eyes--not blue, not hazel, Green. Yes, it really does matter.
Hmmm. I have regrets. Few they are, but I have them. Mostly for being unaware of hurting others feelings while I was too busy to notice them when I was younger. Ive worked since I was eleven years old, full time since twelve, took to raising my little brother at twelve and school was just a nuisance to me at the time. I buried myself in my jobs at work and at home, so am just now realizing how much I really missed. I hope my children dont make the same mistakes I have. I used to be a fairly ignorant b!tch--now I'm a b!tch who's wholly aware of what goes on around her. I learn from my mistakes in hoping of not visiting them upon others in the future, I suppose its the only way I can apologize for how I used to be. I was a fairly harsh and pretty angry kid who considered not getting caught by the law an entertaining past time. I fought a lot. A WHOLE lot. It took a long time to break the knee jerk reaction to just slap the hells outta whoever was givin me crap.... lol. Now Im just sneakier!!! lol! Is that even a word??!! Lmao! I never say anything I don't mean though, never. Not in anger, not when Im nice. So if I tell you what I think, you can take it to the grave. I am probably one of the most UNneedy females you'll find. Unless, of course I need you to just go away or need you to get out of my face. Other than that, lol.... I've been forever likened to a thirteen yr old boy stuck in a girls body!! lol! Im strangely comfortable with that. I hold grudges, forever. :) Amen. Yes, those who know me, know this. Theres not much I can do about it--I've tried and failed miserably, but I figure it helps to weed out those that are counterproductive to my lifestyle or negative influences. I am my own worst critic--fortunately, I'm everyone else's too! lmao! I have a good sense of humour and am way sarcastic. But if I come across as a bitch, thats okay too--we'll just blame you. Its worked rather well for me thus far, and why fix whats not broken, right?
;p One of my daughter's has Tourettes Syndrome/tic disorder and ADHD. She's my little human pogo stick, bouncing everywhere at all times! lol! My other daughter has three modes- whine loudly, look cute and sleep. Love those phases. My son is my everything. He's unreal and I've never met a child like him yet. He's made leaps and bounds in dealing with his seizures and trying to recoup from them! He's smart as a whip, doing so well in his classes and Im SUPER proud of him!! He'll always be my best man!! My family is first and ONLY in my life. I don't just say it cuz it sounds good or appears wholesome. Its the way I am. PeRiOd. Most those on my Friends page ARE my family, one way or another. I'd rather hang with my brothers over anyone else, any day. I'm never growing up. Never. My kids have and will always come first and foremost in my life, I love them to death. My worst fear is losing a brother or child--Id go completely looney. I LOOOOVE babies, love 'em! Im going back to school (after many royal setbacks) to study Mortuary Science. Get my basics finished at Macomb, transfer to Wayne States Mortuary Program and get 'er done!! I believe someone is only as good as their word--so I do my damnedest to keep mine at all times. I believe that everything happens for a reason, God has His own plans for us and he knows a helluva lot more than we do, so suck it up and walk it... I read like crazy, once I get started, I can't put the book down. It seriously will go everywhere with me. I sing a lot, to myself, my kids--whatever. But in front of no one else. Way self conscious. I have nightmares all night, every night. I always have. Yeah it sucks and, no, I don't sleep much. ..
My bedroom is this entire Gothic/Renaissance/Punk thing--it fking rocks! (Yes, I'm also a redecoration wh0re). I love to design, paint, tear out cupboards, flooring, reupholster, sew- anything I can do to change or re-create things. If I had more time, that'd be my hobby. If I had more money, that'd be my hobby! lol! Being handy doesn't make it free, just cheaper. If you want to know anything else, you'll have to ask.
Yep! Thats right b!tches! Don't lie to yourselves! lmao!
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