HEY IM ROKKO, OR MATT WHICHEVER YOU MAY PREFER,I HAVE THE MOST AMAZING WIFE EVER NAMED ASHLEY,SHE IS MY EVERYTHING,SHE IS WHAT MAKES MY LIFE SO COMPLETE,WITHOUT HER I COULD NOT EVEN BREATHE,I NEED HER LIKE I NEED AIR,AND NOONE CAN TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME, SHE IS EVERYTHING AND MORE,I HOPE SHE READS THIS BECAUSE I KNOW SHE WILL SMILE,AND I LOVE MAKING HER SMILE,BUT FOR DAYS WHEN I DONT SEE HER,I WILL NOT EVEN, I WILL NOT TALK,I WILL NOT SLEEP,I JUST WANT TO BE WITH HER SO MUCH,I REMEMBER STAYING THE WEEKEND WITH HER,HOW COULD I FORGET, THAT WAS WHEN I REALIZED NOTHING ELSE IN THIS LIFE MATTERED, EXCEPT BEING WITH HER, I MISS GOING OUT WITH HER, HOLDING HER HAND, KISSING HER, I MISS HER SO MUCH, I MISS HER HUGS, I CAN NOT LIVE WITH OUT HER, AND SO MANY THINGS AND MEMORIES, WE HAVE MANY SONGS, INCLUDING "HERO HEROINE" BY BOYS LIKE GIRLS,KIND OF OUR THEME SONG I GUESS, AND "MY HEART WILL GO ON" BY CELINE DION, WE HAVE MANY FAVORITE STAR MOVIES,BUT I THINK OUR MOVIE,MY FAV, IS TITANIC, WE CRIED TOGETHER ON THAT ONE, AND THE SIMPLE PROMISE WE MADE TO EACH OTHER, I'LL NEVER LET GO, I'LL NEVER LET GO, ASHLEY AND I HAVE MANY THINGS IN COMMON IT IS UNBELEIVEABLE, I TRULY BELIEVE WE WERE MEANT TO BE, I REALLY LOVE HER I REALLY MISS HER, I MISS GOING TO THE DAM WITH HER, I MISS JUST RIDING WITH HER, I MISS THAT WHEN I GO TO SLEEP, I KNOW SHE IS THERE, HOLDING MY HAND, A TRUE COMPANION, I LOVE HER SO MUCH AND I AM CRAZY FOR HER, AS STRANGE AS IT MAY SEEM, EVEN THO SHE IS ALMOST 21 AND IM 19,THERE IS NO AGE BARRIER AND THAT WOULD NOT KEEP US APART ANYWAY,THATZ NOT WHT IT IS ABOUT,I AM LOVESICK,I HAVE NOT EATEN SINCE THE LAST DAY II SAW HER, I RLLY DONT FEEL GREAT, I HAVE CRIED MY SELF TO SLEEP, WISHING SHE WOULD BE THERE, AS I GO TO SLEEP, BUT SHE ISNT,I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP AND CRY EVERYDAY IM NOT WITH HER,I LOV HER,IM TRAGIKALLY TAKEN INTO THIS EMO WORLD, SO YA IM EMO, BUT IM ALSO REALLY OPEN TO MANY OTHER THINGS, IM NOT A CLOSED MINDED PRIKK, IM OPEN TO ALOT OF THINGS, AND IM DEFINATELY OPEN TO MEETING ANY NEW PPL, AND TALKING TO THEM ON HERE AND BY PHONE,PLZ JUST LIKE COMMENT ME OR SOMETHING, I WOULD LUV TO TALK AND MEET ANYONE TTLY, AND OH I DONT JUDGE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE, IM ACCEPTING UNLIKE SOME PPL IN THIS KRUELL FUCKED UP WORLD, I MAY SAY, JUST GET TIME TO KNOW ME, AND DONT JUDGE ME BY FIRST TIME APPEARANCES,
WHEN YOU ADD ME PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT AND LET ME KNOW, I WOULD LOVE TO MEET AND TALK TO ANYONE, SO ADD A COMMENT OR SEND A MESSAGE, THANx VERY MUCH, YOUR FRIEND, MATT!I have been through and seen alot happen in mylife, and faith, is just a childish game i used to play, i believe in God and i worship Him, but recently so many things have happened, to where i dont care anymore, i feel as if im walking on the edge, the urge to find something new in my life, to meet new people to help me recover terrible things of the past that left me shattered and broken somehow i manage but if it werent for meeting new people on here and talking to people who understand my pain, i would of had a suicide wish by now if not even dead, but im no loser and no quitter, i stood strong through all of this even though it feels like a force of needles slicing you in the face and bombshells knocking you down, somehow i found a reason to get back up on my feet and walk again, and i would like to meet anyone out there who would accept me for who i am and not judge me, those are the people i hate the worst, judgemental, religious hypocrites, being raised in church my whol life ive seen and experienced this first hand, but we dont need church to get to heaven, i simply need GOD, and i want to say also God im so sorry for my ways and my actions and if only you would show me that you loved me i would feel better and be back in church but as long as my life is shattered i dont feel worth my next breath, dear God please forgive and mybe someday again, ill find you again and maybe someday you will forgive me, please dear God just accept me and forgive me, im just a sinner caught up im this secular society, trapped and the walls are caving in, i cant get out and God i need you now more than ever but where are you, no where in sight as i look in to the sky all i see was black, all i see was blank clouds and stars, i need my faith restored, and where are you, help me out of this black hole im in, amen.
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