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About Me

night skies. windows down. music up. that's how i live my life. get at me. I'm Justin. My mom named me after a character on Days of Our Lives. I smoke Marlboro 27 cigarettes. I like the night time. I build legos. My favorite band is Saves The Day. I'm awkward. I take medication for things. I get along with most people. I laugh at random things. I love anything Star Wars. I have a cat named The Grey. I've been a vegetarian for almost 6 years. I'm trying to find where i fit in this world. I don't believe in religion but i do believe in a higher being. I have 4 tattoos. No piercings. I play guitar and bass. I love to sleep. I listen to music 98% of the day. I've lived in 4 states. Originally from Iowa, moved to Texas, moved to New Mexico, now I'm in Arizona. I'm studying to be an accountant. I remember the "scene" before it was named. I have a beard. I wear a size 2 in pants. I love anything raspberry. I think The Beatles had it right. I love mexican food more than any other. I can cook. I still have and play my super nintendo. I used to be in a band called She Thinks I'm Famous. I have a bonzai tree. I've flown on too many planes and rode too many buses. I have issues but show me someone who doesn't. You don't know me and probably never will. I was born in winter so i love the cold. I like to read. Chuck Palahniuk and Jack Kerouac. My favorite movie is Pretty in Pink. I have a crush on Rachel Bilson and Molly Ringwald. I was born in 1988. I like classic rock, indie, pop-punk, experimental, hardcore, punk, glam, emo, acoustic, metal, rap, folk, alt-country, pop, and almost anything that sounds good to my ears. I have scars. I've broken bones. I get bored. I like to watch TV Land. I have a Blackberry Storm. I like to drive. I've been told I look like Michael J. Fox, Craig Owens, John Denver, and Jude Law. I have a dream catcher. I haven't learned all that I will.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Chuck Palahniuk. Adam Brody. John Cusack. Kerry Washington. President Obama. You.

My Blog

this drink in my head

i can't remember what we watched on tv that night. you had some wine i had some beer. i'm pretty sure we didn't fight. that glass table. that brown couch. we let ourselves melt with our fears. everyth...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Dec 2009 11:45:00 GMT

as if you didn't know

The longer i'm here the more pissed off at the world i get. i can't just bite my tongue and put a fake ass smile on my face and pretend like this is good for me. i haven't gotten a full decent nights ...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Aug 2009 12:25:00 GMT

what a request

Let's turn the pages back a few chapters.Please let's right them again.You could be happy if you'd just forget.I guess in a way you have though.You were busy running away and IIIwas still trying to pu...
Posted by on Sun, 24 May 2009 17:55:00 GMT

night of the living

i went outside to have a fag and as i take another drag i watch the sky and i swear i can see where the colors divide. the wind is blowing the white puffs away and brinign in an endless dark grey. i s...
Posted by on Sun, 24 May 2009 17:45:00 GMT

i get lost easily

I still smell like strippers and amaretto sours. In a daze from last night I can't shake. And it sounds gross but i haven't showered. I got lost on my way home. Funny how often that happens. I go righ...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Feb 2009 19:47:00 GMT

the wind blows and there you are

she misses the storms on random sunny days. she's got a messy bed from the night before. "you left too early" she'd say. now she's alone. now she shows just how insecure she is. But she's rockin his o...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Jan 2009 08:20:00 GMT

Grief's an Island

Your heart stopped at nine but I didn't know till noon. So I decided to run from all the things I couldn't say or do. It's cold as hell in this place that I came from. Trying to remember the last conv...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Jan 2009 09:36:00 GMT

i want my smiths shirt back (work in progress)

oh how i wish you could see me now. i'm becoming everything you wanted me to be. clean and sober not high and in over my head. i wrote you but i never heard back, i should've expected that. i wonder i...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Jan 2009 18:00:00 GMT

That wasn’t the case

The doc told me to get outside fifteen minutes a day. I can't see the mountains on a day like this. The snow falls like ashes but melts once it hits pavement. Sometimes my mind moves too fast to get a...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Dec 2008 21:39:00 GMT

aeg

sometimes i wonder what my last thought will bethe sky... the trees... you standing there with lilly’slike you do. with your smile that can blindand your eyes that shine much brighter than thist...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 09:37:00 GMT