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Pamela

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Determined and forceful, emotional and intuitive Powerful and passionate, On the dark side.... Jealous and resentful, Compulsive and obsessive and Secretive and obstinate There..'s no fluff or chatter I zero in on the essential questions, gleaning the secrets that lie within.I concern myself with beginnings and endings, and I am unafraid of either;I travel in a world which is black and white and I have little use for gray. My curiosity is immeasurable, I love to probe and know how to get to the bottom of things. I am the one who is in ultimate control of my destiny. I see to it that things go forward. Others may find this overbearing (it can be) and even self-destructive, but that..'s the beauty. Fearless I rarely lose, I just keep on going, since I..'m stubborn and determined to succeed. I work as hard as I do so I can someday sit back and feel satisfied with myself. I..'m complex and secretive, so don..'t expect to get much out of me, lest I become suspicious and exit stage left. It..'s best not to bet against me, I don..'t miss much, I focus on knowing who..'s who and what..'s what. I can lose my temper (and even become vengeful) when someone gets in my way, so it..'s best to give me plenty of room. Remember, I..'m unafraid, and a loss today simply means an opportunity for victory tomorrow...'still waters run deep...' My emotions are repressed, kept under cover. Again, secrets to be used another day. That said, be aware that I am clever, perceptive and always in the mix. My ability to see into things can sometimes be a curse, however, since I can take an insignificant matter and turn it into a huge slight. I can turn vindictive in no time flat. Luckily, once I catch my breath, I will return to my usual determined and loyal (albeit strong-willed) ways. Finally, while I..'m not above some subtle manipulation to get what I want,I..'d much rather take a scientific, even mystical path.Nothing I do is in half measures. An all or nothing attitude permeates my entire life. When fixed on something or someone, I persevere. Life is meant to be lived to the fullest or not at all. I will rarely be found in the center of activity, but will always know just what is going on of concern. I can be demanding of others, but never ask someone to do what I would not do myself. I can be fanatically focused and work till I drop. My pride allows me to be easily hurt, quick to feel insult or injury, even when none is intended, and easily roused to heights of anger. When angry I..'m a sight to see. I seeth, and will never give it up. My flaw is my immense pride. Once wronged, and my pride has been diminished, the game of courtesy is over. I possess a suspicious outlook, and need to know the reasons behind everything.Main negative traits: Intolerant, jealous, resentful, distrusting, secretive, tempermental, slightly paranoid. I am the kind of person who laughs at a funeral. I have a very dry sence of humor, dark at times.
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SOMEONE WHOM I CAN TALK WITH WHO IS CLOSE BY WHO SHARES MY SENCE OF HUMOR AND IS NOT SO SERIOUS, A BEST FRIEND THAT I CAN COUNT ON AND HAVE FUN WITH. A FRIEND THAT IS SIMILAR TO SOMEONE I LOST BUT STILL EXISTS.

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