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"Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy." It looks as if at some point in your life you have to stop living for you children and find yourself it looks like im there no book will tell you how hard thats going to be if all you have ever been is a mamaTaurus (April 20 - May 20)It's still difficult for you to make any significant decisions, for you are being pulled in too many directions now. Normally, you can synthesize a lot of complexity into a simple conclusion, but today's solutions don't feel one hundred percent correct. Don't take the first step of a long journey until you are absolutely sure of where you are going.I WISH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ IF I HAD THE MONEY TO BUY BUBBLE GUM RIGHT NOW I WOULD BE IN THAT GOLD 4X4 JEEP OUTSIDE AND GONE I AM GOING TO REINVENT MYSELF I USTO KNOW WHO I WAS BUT I HAVE BEEN SOMEBODYS DAUGHTER,SISTER,WIFE,mAmA,AND NOW IM SOMEBODYS GRANDMA BUT ALL OF THEM HAVE MADE IT PERFECTLY CLEAR THEY DONT NEED ME ANYMORE THEY ARE ALL GROWN UP AND LIVING THERE OWN LIVES SO NOW I HAVE TO DIG DEEP UNTILL I CAN REMEMBER WHO BUNNY WAS OR AT LEAST WHO SHE WANTS TO BE BUT I KNOW IM SICK AND TIRED OF FEELING SORRY 4 MYSELF BECAUSE I MISS BEING A MAMA SO IMA FIND THAT DAM FACKTISHISH MONEY TREE MY KIDS ALWAYS THOUGHT I HAD AND IM GO OUT SIDE THESE 4 WALLS ITS BEEN CALLED MY SELF IMPOSED PRISON BY A FEW PEOPLE AND IMA C WHATS OUT THERE 4 ME I WISH IT WAS EVERY SHOW KID ROCK DOES IN EVERY CITY THAT WOULD HAVE TO BE A REALLY BIG TREE HUA LMAO======================================================== ===
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ITS A GIRL !!! NO DOUGHT ABOUT IT IM IN LOVE !!! HER NAME IS Abbiegayle Nickolet Lee SHE CAME INTO THIS WORLD ON MY DADDY..S BIRTHDAY March 23 2009 WEIGHING 8BS 5.5 OZ AND 21INC LONG SHE IS BOTH HEALTHY AND THE MOST BEAUTIFUL LIL GIRL YOU COULD HAVE EVER WISHED SHE GAVE HER MOMMY HELL COMING INTO THIS WORD BUT HER MOMMY AND DADDY BOTH AGREE IT WAS WELL WORT IT AND I GOT TO SAY HER GARANDMA AND GRANDPAW AGREE I WAS ABEL TO GET HER MOMMY AND DADDY A TRAILOR TO LIVE IN UNTILL THERES IS REPAIRED BUT IM STILL SO AFRAID IT WILL BE A LONG DISTANCE LOVE AFFAIR FOR ME AND ABBI BUT IF IT IS I WILL LEARN TO DEAL WITH THAT CHANGE IN LIFE TOO .. I HAVE TO ADMIT I WASNT READY TO BE A GRANDMA BUT NOW THAT SHE IS HERE SHE HAS MY HEART AND I COULDNT BE HAPPIER TO BE HER GRANDMA IM HOPING SHE WILL GROW UP RIGHT HERE CLOSE TO ME AND ONE DAY TELL ME how much she loves me and how I'm already a "Great Grandma" a lil girl with her Daddys beautiful face and her Mommys beautiful heart and I wishing for that lil girl to tell me "NO" Grandma I want my hair in pigtails today With her Mommys pretty lil face and her Daddys strong personality to know there is nothing she cant do !! My children Frankie & Brittany are now a Daddy and Mommy and they are really good lil parents !! so I'm a Grandma I'm a lil excited and yet still a lil scared My babies are parents i hope they stick close to home so i can watch her grow up like my mama watched my kids grow up I was the best Mama I knew how to be but I'm going to be a rockin grandma Practice makes perfection and its so great to see how into it donald ray is hes going to make a really good grandpaw i belive i have had kellie and dustin for 4 years today 4/03/2009 *•♥*~ •♥*~ •♥*~ •♥*~ •♥*~ •♥*~ •♥*~ •♥*~ •♥*Mr.and Mrs. Lee With there precious Abbigayle makes a perfect family of three My babies got married June,27th,2009
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ITS A CHOICE

Its no longer a nessary evil for us to be so split up now Its a choice not my choice either  !!! Its nature Its life !!!  Its what happens when they grow up !!!!   I CALL BULLSHIT !!!   Im soooooo sic...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Aug 2009 20:37:00 GMT

Death day 2009 I'm so glad i was a part of that dash

eughhhhhhhhhhhh .................   Its that time of year again ................ that shit about realizing the problem will help you to cope or deal with it or even make it go away is bullshit !!!!!!...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Aug 2009 04:34:00 GMT

back in texas : (

im missing my family being all together its a nessary evil 4 us 2 b all split up i know this wont last forever but i cant wait 4 us 2 all b back together
Posted by on Sat, 21 Feb 2009 08:53:00 GMT