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About Me

First and foremost i love my daughter and music. all kinds of music. my favorite is metal...mushroomhead is my favorite band of course!!i have a 7 year old daughter who is my life. she has cerebral palsy and is the bravest and strongest person i know. i am a great friend. i love to talk about anything and everything. i like gardening and planting flowers. i love to sit and watch the sky and daydream. i'm a dreamer. i am one of a kind. i'm friendly and loving. my friends are my friends forever. i'm jealous and tend to over analyze things. i question everything a hundred times. but i am the best friend you could ever have. i speak my mind. i can be mean without being mean. i know just what to say to hurt you but that is a defense mechanism. i'm a bitch when i want to be...and that's usually when i havent had any sleep...i am the easiest person to get along with but the hardest person to get to know. i put up walls to protect myself. and i have just started to be selfish and do what i want.im open minded.i get attached really easily.i listen to people and i try to help everyone even if they dont think they need help lol....i think too much...i feel too much...i love too much...i want things that i don't want to want...i want to be #1 to someone special someday, just not right now...i don't know anything but sometimes think i know everything...i honestly dont know anything anymore...i dont know what i want out of life...i dont know what i want from one minute to the next anymore so i just try to roll with things...i love people and i hate people..i hate stupid people...i cant stand it when people are narrow minded...i love to sing even though i suck...i think random thoughts all the time...in my life there is too much nothing...

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

New friends. People who are into music. Those who are able to carry on a conversation.LOL. People who like to hang out and bullshit. People who are real. Anyone who wants a good friend. I guess anyone who wants to meet me.

My Blog

last night at louies...

ok so last night i decided to go out with a couple of friend. i havent been out much lately so we decided to go to uncle louies. for those of you who dont know its the bar at the bowling alley. i had ...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Mar 2009 06:53:00 GMT

my weekend....briefly...

Friday night:  Some friends and i go to a dive in Morrow and see a band play. they only did cover songs but they were ok. we had an awesome time even though i was looking over my shoulder just wa...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 17:48:00 GMT

something i’ve been thinking about lately...

i've always believed that life is a learning lesson. you learn from every experience, mistake, and from those around you all the time. if you arent learning something you really arent paying attention...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 15:21:00 GMT

life and random things

so one of my friends and i had a poor us day the other day...guys are such douche bags sometimes!!!so guys, what is up with you? you dont know what you want, who you want, or anything. i guess i ...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Nov 2008 00:08:00 GMT

life and drama

this email is not directed to very many of my friends...really there are only one or two that fall into the "fake" friend category. so i dont want any of you to worry...most of you i love&nb...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Nov 2008 00:19:00 GMT

a poem...

its a short one.... i dont understand why you treat me this way why i cant think of the right words to say the pain you've caused is emense in itself my love you've place upon a shelf to toy with when...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Oct 2008 02:07:00 GMT

a poem? or just random rambling...

just popping in my head.......silence envelopes emptiness fills the soul loneliness engulfs confussion blinds like a blizzard questions arise will it ever stop?lies unfoldtruth is knownchoices present...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Oct 2008 00:51:00 GMT

michigan/indiana trip

ok...heres my blog about the road trip that tyler, jojo, and i decided to take last weekend. so tyler and i decided to go see as summer dies in grand rapids michigan and then see their show in fort wa...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Oct 2008 15:06:00 GMT

random thoughts for tonight...

k so i needed to blog about last weekend but i really dont feel like it right now so i will get to that later on this weekend.....i promise....tonight i just feel like putting down random thoughts cau...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Oct 2008 01:12:00 GMT

mushroomhead show...you gotta hear this

ok this is going to be a bit of a novel but you will love it i promise. ok so we went to the mushroomhead concert in columbus october 4th 2008 at al rosa villa. me and a friend got in free cause she i...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 23:00:00 GMT