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Middle aged male, with way of life of quarter aged boy, seeking for meaning of life like old grandpa, and wish to live long enough to:
-See Earth from space,
-Watch Clerks III,
-Meet Reincarnation of Tolkien,
-Open Estate agency on Mars,
-Travel with time machine in time of William Wallace,
-Become a legatee of Playboy Magazine,
-Invent machine to expand day from 24 to 48 hours.
-Become taxi-driver in New York.
-Currently paid for working like IT network equipment sales manager, web designer in free non-paid time, and player of board and PC strategy games in rest of time.
And few more things about me:
-I love to see complexity in simplicity..
-It doesn't matter what I am doing for living,
-It doesn't matter how old I am,
-I am looking like a fool to fulfill my dreams, for the adventure and for living and adoring to beauty of this life,
-I don't know what planet or moon is in my birth system,
-I didn't touch completely my sorrow, cause I never felt in depression..Sometimes I need that feeling..to reach lurking bottom and then to admire the Sun when I stand Up..to purification ..
-Passionate Kiss, could change the world and dimension around us..
-So many beautiful things in this world, mind automatically switch-off when sorrow approach, and turns-on refocusing to something beautiful..
-I am not running from further fears or pains, just…that's the way how I am functioning..
-I can sit calm, listen other joyful moments or painful thoughts, waiting with seconds, minutes and say something with honest sentence uniformly applied..
-I cannot fix everything but I can find understanding in inexplicably destiny, I can drag out smile when there is no atmosphere for that..
-I am dancing all my life, consuming days and nights, walking on tiny edge, seeing both sides, black and white, good and evil, true and lie..with my hands wide open for balance..many things I have embraced on that way...
-I am always telling true stories..
-I can disappoint somebody to be true to myself..
-I can bear accusation of betrayal of my soul…I am Gemini..
-I can be faithless and trustworthy in same time…
-I am seeing sunny light beyond cloudy weather, I can see thousand of blinking stars in rainy night, even there is no stars on the sky..
-When I am coming at home every day, I am putting One million dollars smile on my face and I am entering my shrine…
-I don't gamble with money, I am not talking about cars when there is no need for that, I am not leave athwart my socks when I am taking off, I am not opening my refrigerator for alcohol when I am feeling alone, I don't go out with my friends every single night, I am not nervous when "my" team loose a game, but I can descry changing of nail colour, another perfume, new clothes, blinking eye, new haircut, tremble of heart..
-I can be very drunk, but only if I am feeling good and with good company..
-It doesn't matter where I live, and I how much money I earn... I know that I am the happiest person in the world, not because of money, but because of richness of all other things that surround me..
-I can stand in the morning with freshness in my soul even
I didn't close my eyes almost all night..
-I know many people, but I know that infinite lives couldn't allow me to reach all the deepness and horizons of all people's souls in this world..
-I can stand in the center of fire and think that I am standing in a shore of ocean if I think that I MUST..
-I studied with friends who gives their lives for me, like I gave mine for theirs..It wasn't college for economy…
-Trillion sparks in every atom of every existing human been, and every creature and every object made by human or nature on this planet gives me morality to sustain when everything else falls..
-I want to resolve empty moments by myself but, there are moments when I hardly need someone to talk too..
