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I've been married for nine years. I have two beautiful children working on number three. I love children and their funny antics. I love the beach, especially in the winter or when a tropical storm is coming. I love to sit on the porch and watch the rain. I love animals, my favorite are cats. I love the smell of a burning bon fire or fresh cut grass when wild onions are absent.lol. I hate onions. I love to walk and listen to my surroundings. I'm a people watcher. And yes I can sit at a park and talk about everyone there. In a good way, most of the time. I believe in God and that Jesus is his son. Although it's hard for me in certain instances to understand his ways and plans for us and believe that he actually means good by them. I guess that's where faith and trust comes in, as hard as it may be. I believe that once someone is a friend they will always be a friend no matter how long it's been since you've seen them. It is hard for me to trust people and once I have it, it's hard for me to reastablish it once it's been broken. I'm not the same person that I was a few years ago. Certain things have happened in my life to change me. I hate the new me. Although every day is a struggle still hold on to the little piece of the old me that is there. I love to laugh. I believe laughter helps to heal someone's heart, mind & soul. Although not completely. I love pictures. I wish I had a studio of my own. I would specialize in children. They are fun. I run from things that I know will hurt me, physically & emotionally. To me it's easier to avoid it than face it. Although sometimes it runs faster than I do and catches up to me.LOL. But I try. I have a bad habit of not keeping in touch of people that i should. It kinda comes in waves. I have a small anger issue that I try to work with even though sometimes I can't. I've developed that within the past few years. But over all I believe I'm a fun person to be with. Just ask my friends. LOL! How long does it take for the heart to heal? If the mind lets go does the heart still feel? Does the extremity of the tradgity make your heart hurt more? Can your mind have control of what your heart aches for? What if your heart no longer beats for what you love.Can it be brought back with the help from above? Can the mind hold on to memories to help your soul heal fast? Or will your heart crumble and hurt for what it holds in the past? ~ JESSICA
..SOMEWHERE IN THE BACK OF MY SPIRIT I SENSE A LIGHT AT THE END OF MY STRUGGLE. I WALK TOWARD IT HESITANTLY UNSURE OF WHERE IT LEADS. YET DESIRING A NEW PLACE I MOVE ON, TWO STEPS FORWARD AND THREE BACK. I CRINGE BEFORE MY FEET LAND, AFRAID OF OF WHERE I'LL FIND MYSELF. I STRUGGLE WITH UNDERSTANDING YOU- GOD- YET HAVING NO CHOICE I WILL MOVE OR DIE. LIVE, DIE, OR SUFFER TRYING. I HAVE EXPERIENCED THEM ALL. I DON'T KNOW WHICH ONE APPEALS TO ME MORE, I HAVEN'T DECIDED. THEY ALL FEEL THE SAME. PERHAPS KNOWING THAT YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE ME NOR FORSAKE ME IS ENOUGH FOR NOW. ENOUGH TO KEEP ME REACHING TOWARD YOU. ~ JESSICA