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my names bethi.
my name aint a dick
so keep it out of yur mouth
and if it ever comes up ..
do what yu do best and swallow it.
im in a relationship with a madd awesome guy his names jesse and i love himm soo much !!!! hes the best !!!!
heres the truth about my life:
-i wish i were someone eelse
- i hate who i am
-im not good enough for my mom or my dad or for a lot of people
-dont ask me too talk about my past b|c im not happy with it
my bdays 11|27.
im 15 years old.
im a sophmore at bchs
i love my best friends
there my entire life.
and idk what id do w|o them.
i live in the 518
im a bitch
i have a big attitude
if you dont like me
i dont fucking care
and chances are
i dont like yu either
hatas fall the fuck back
im not shy.
i pretty much speak my mind
and if yu dont like it
well then thats just too bad
yu can solve it up yur ass
i lvoe my cuz jeff
he helps me threw a lot
some people think im emo
but im far from that
if i want something i know
i can't have ill just sit there
and watch as someone else takes it away from me.
i like people who can make me laugh!
i laugh at the stupidest things.
i love all of my friends.
they are the best
people think im a bitch
so if you think i am too
i reall dont fuckin care
yu can solve that up your ass too
i dont like 2 faced people
so if your going too be 2 faced
then dont even talk too me.
i cant stand fuckin drama
so i dont get along with bitches who start it
im pretty much a straight up person
meaning i tell it like it is
and if you have a problem with that
then you can fuck off or kiss my ass
b|c i dont give 2 shits
i dont like too hold shit back
even if your my friend
and chances are if you dont like me
i prally wont like you ....
its that simple
i kinda have a mouth on me at times.
im kinda s.l.o.w. sometimes.
i absolutly hate when guys are ass wholes.
im italian and german
and my life ISNT like Laguna Beach.
i hate it wen people act like there all that wen they really arent.
i cant stand it wen people walk so slow in the halls just b|c they think the world revolves around them.
i hate crying even though i do cry at times.
and i hate brake ups.
i love the t.v. show SCRUBS.
I use too care about what people thought about me and what they sayd about me and too me. I use too be a sensitive person on both the inside and outside. I use too let things get too me and get the best of me. even if they were the littlest meaningless things. All those things, yeah, they were true. Notice I said they were true. I used to be that person. I aint like that now but that dont stop people from makeing assumptions. People judge yu on yur past. Plain and simple. idky and idk how they cud think that a person isnt able of changeing. Take me for example. They were wrong. i did change. Not one of them asked me how I felt. Just b|c I put on a smile dont mean I aint crying inside. Try haveing parents that dont care about yu. its not all that easy. No one ever really knew how I was feeling. The only people in my life that come the closest to knowing are my best friends.
im not perfect. i never will be. and some of you people need to realize that. i make mistakes just like everyone else in this world but at least im use too it and i admit it. im sorry if i cant meet your standards for a girlfriend or even just a friend..the least you could do is take notice of that and accept me for who i am. Im just me and thats all i CAN be.
i have feelings.
I get mad, angry, happy, depressed and every other emotion you could possibly think of.
I've come a long way in my life.
and im trying too change my life around but its hard too do.
And if your not gonna accept me becuz of my mistakes and b|c of my fuck ups in my life..then yu have no purpose being in my life. Im tired of keeping this all inside of me. Im just ready to explode. So now that i have spilled it all from my heart..you know my secret.
so now yu can either love me or yu can hate me..ITS YOUR CHOICE.
i've been called a tease,a slut,a bitch, a hoe and a whore, and other queer names like that.
i dont care what you think or say about me.
and lets get one thing straight right now ...
im a flirt.not a slut.
and dotn get them confused
i hate getting hert and haveing my heart broken by the people i love and by the people i thought loved me back
Its hard for me too trust people when idk them very well
I forgive, and I forget
I hate being the center of attention, I'm shy.
Your different, just like everyone else.
im striaght and to the point
im a pretty chill person
karma is a bitch
and i hate drama...
I'm a strong believer in second chances.
I'm really complicated.
my mind is always mixed up.
no one can ever hold my interest.
sweet and sensitiveity and respect is the way to my heart.
I love my friends more than anything.
I can be a bitch... but I really try not to be.
I have a big heart.
I'm not perfect.
Im sorta happy with who I've become.
And I only ask one thing...get to know me before you judge me.
b|c chances are I'm nothing like you think i am.
Im no where near perfect.
I have my best friends & my enemies,friendships & memories.
Im just your average unconvential girl.
i was born to be stubborn, to be a little bitchy, to push people and to push myself.
"Im Not Just Your Average TeenAge Girl"
There are so many things about me that
you'll prolly never know.
I'm still trying to figure out who i am
&& who my real friends are. I've changed
a lot these past couple years. not sure
if its a good change ..... i hope so.
i try to be as nice as possible
but sometimes imma complete bitch.
dont take it personally.
its just who i am.
The way i feel about things
seems to change everyday.
Everything seems to irritate me lately.
i also Hate preps they think there better than everybody!
i have done some stupid things in my Past
&i dont like to be judged by them.
so if you dont know me then dont judge me!
im not a bad person once you get to know me i swear...
i hate it wen people bring my past up
and throw it back in my face
b|c im not proud of it ....
i made som really bad mistakes
and i fuckd up alot but ive changed
alot so if yu really wanted too hert me
or get too me or piss me
then that wud be how too do it ok
my screen name is LilGShorti4Life1
when you look back on your past what do you see - do you feel pain or happiness, do you regret what you did or are you proud of every single choice you made - do you wish you would have said what you were feeling, or do you wish you could take back every word did you build up walls or did you break free from the baggage that controls your mind, did you hesitate or did you move a little too fast, did you know then what you know now - did you waste your tears on nothing, or did you hold them back for everything. . were you strong when faced with a challenge, or did you fall under the pressure - did you listen to what others said or did you make you own path - the past is a crazy thing & mine is something i never hope to go back to..
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: bethi
Birthday: 11|27|91
Birthplace: albany
Current Location: b-hem
Eye Color: hazel
Hair Color: red|brown
Height: 5'
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: italian and german
The Shoes You Wore Today: idfk
Your Weakness: guys and love
Your Fears: getting hert , spiders , and bugs
Your Perfect Pizza: chesse
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: idfk
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: haha , lol , wtf , idk
Thoughts First Waking Up: shit
&..39;Your Best Physical Feature:' umm my eyes and my smile
Your Bedtime: idfk
Your Most Missed Memory: ummmmm
Pepsi or Coke: both
MacDonalds or Burger King: idc
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: idc
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: um eww neither
Do you Smoke: ciggarettes yes
Do you Swear: yes
Do you Sing: no
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: idk
Do you want to get Married: idk
Do you belive in yourself: no
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: dippinds
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: no
Do you like Thunderstorms: no
Do you play an Instrument: no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: eww
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: idk
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: idk
What country would you most like to Visit: paris
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: brown or hazel
Favourite Hair Color: brown|blonde
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: taller than me
Weight: more than me
Best Clothing Style: no gothic or emo or weird stuck up people clothes
Number of Drugs I have taken: idk
Number of CDs I own: idk
Number of Piercings: 2
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: too many
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