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As I've gotten older, if you can call 26 old, I've learned that somethings are better kept to yourself and certain subjects need never to be brought up at dinner parties. I am talking about those push button topics that tend to lead to fistacuffs, friendships/relationships ending or something even worse - Religion, Politics, Sex and Money. I have found that the world we live in can be as stressful as it is great and I am just now slowing down to appreciate the little things in life instead of always looking forward to the next day, next week, next month or next year. In highschool I always wanted to be the popular girl with all the friends but now I am completely satisfied having a close group of "real" friends that I don't need more than 10 fingers to list or 8 fingers and 2 thumbs depending on how you look at it. I am completely satisfied staying at home and spending time with my family rather than going out to some noisy club or bar and than waking up the next morning feeling like my head was run over by a semi & a bruise is apparent on my forehead from where the toliet seat hit it. I would rather have fresh fish that I caught that day for dinner or something from McDonalds than spending time waiting for an hour in line just to eat dinner at a nice restaurant filled with noise. As I look back at years past with a new year ahead I realize that most of my life has been spent in a waiting game. This year I want to enjoy life not wait for it to come to me. When I was a little girl I waited and counted the days till the new school year, birthdays and Christmas. Than when I turned 12 I couldn't wait to turn 16 to learn how to drive. Turning 16 became not enough when 18 was just around the corner and it meant I could be considered an adult. On my 18th birthday it just wasn't enough so than I waited to turn 21 just so I could legally go out to the bars and get wasted. As 21 passed it became a waiting game to find the right job, the right guy. Now I have the right guy and the right job and all I can think about is how I can not wait to have kids. I am not enjoying each day as they come anymore and I need to because before I know it I'll be 70 something and I would have spent my whole life waiting for something to only see it all pass me by and then finish what life I have left just waiting to die.Basically my long drawn out writing sums up to one idea for the year 2008 -- I want to make the most out of my time on Earth from now on. I made resolutions for this year in hopes to finish those things I started, start projects that are important to me and continue to love each day I wake up and to finally get to know me.If your a new friend, hello & nice to meet you. If your still my friend after all this time please stay along for the next chapter. I plan on blogging more about life and all that goes with it so stay tuned.Stay cool, stay safe, laugh daily, smile at stranger, sing out loud in your car and always remember be humble, don't take yourself so seriously sometimes.

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ANIMOLOGY: What Animal Are You? Your Result: Ocre and Gray Dolphin

Sea! You're a very hearty person being a good friend. You attract many friends because of your lovely personality, but you're sometimes pretty weird. Your soul mate is the Bronze Goat. You hate the Peach Pig.


Gold Falcon
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ANIMOLOGY: What Animal Are You? Your score on this personality test was 75%

Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural lead, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.
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You scored 3% which means you are

a hardcore liberal.You believe in governmental action to achieve equal opportunity and equality for all, and that it is the duty of the State to alleviate social ills and to protect civil liberties and individual and human rights. Believe the role of the government should be to guarantee that no one is in need. Believe that people are basically good.
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What kind of extremist are you? Your Result: Rational Person

You consider these questions obvious straw men, designed to distract people from a meaningful investigation of facts and a serious discussion of relevant political issues. How boring.


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Are you a feminist? Your Result: You are a full blooded feminist!

You believe in women's rights all the way and continue to be unhappy with the way things are right now and wish for more change. You are willing to take part in marches, boycotts and meetings that involve the amelioration of women's issues. You realize that society views feminists negatively but still are proud to call yourself one. You are appalled to see women who don't have a clue that "gender" is simply a term which the definition is 100% man made. If you feel a comment is sexist or makes you uncomfortable you speak up on it! You are always aiming to help others become aware of how much further women need to go and how society restricts them and predetermines their roles. You hate that feminists are so devided in themselves and believe that only if they are unified can they make a difference. We need more of you!


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What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Midland

"You have a Midland accent" is just another way of saying "you don't have an accent." You probably are from the Midland (Pennsylvania, southern Ohio, southern Indiana, southern Illinois, and Missouri) but then for all we know you could be from Florida or Charleston or one of those big southern cities like Atlanta or Dallas. You have a good voice for TV and radio.


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Well I spent a lot of time thinking this year about what I believe to be true and what I don't and when I thought that I was out on a limb with some of my thoughts I took comfort in the fact that the following people have similar views as I do whether there is an existence of GOD or not. "The existence of a world without God seems to me less absurd than the presence of a God, existing in all his perfection, creating an imperfect man in order to make him run the risk of Hell".-Armand Salacrou, "Certitudes et incertitudes," 1943. Lance Armstrong was quoted by ET Magazine as saying-"If there was a god, I'd still have both nuts." The Onion: Is there a God? Angelina Jolie: Hmm... For some people. I hope so, for them. For the people who believe in it, I hope so. There doesn't need to be a God for me. There's something in people that's spiritual, that's godlike. I don't feel like doing things just because people say things, but I also don't really know if it's better to just not believe in anything, either. The Georgia Straight, Interview with Jodie Foster by Dan McLeod, July 10-17, 1997; page 43. Q. Where does Jodie Foster stand in the debate between science and faith? A. I absolutely believe what Ellie believes - that there is no direct evidence, so how could you ask me to believe in God when there's absolutely no evidence that I can see? I do believe in the beauty and the awe-inspiring mystery of the science that's out there that we haven't discovered yet, that there are scientific explanations for phenomena that we call mystical because we don't know any better. The following is extracted from George Carlin's HBO special, "You Are All Diseased", recorded live at New York City's Beacon Theater on February 6, 1999-In the Bullshit Department, a businessman can't hold a candle to a clergyman. 'Cause I gotta tell you the truth, folks. When it comes to bullshit, big-time, major league bullshit, you have to stand in awe of the all-time champion of false promises and exaggerated claims, religion. No contest. No contest. Religion. Religion easily has the greatest bullshit story ever told. Think about it. Religion has actually convinced people that there's an invisible man living in the sky who watches everything you do, every minute of every day. And the invisible man has a special list of ten things he does not want you to do. And if you do any of these ten things, he has a special place, full of fire and smoke and burning and torture and anguish, where he will send you to live and suffer and burn and choke and scream and cry forever and ever 'til the end of time! But He loves you. He loves you, and He needs money! He always needs money! He's all-powerful, all-perfect, all-knowing, and all-wise, somehow just can't handle money! Religion takes in billions of dollars, they pay no taxes, and they always need a little more. Now, you talk about a good bullshit story. Holy Shit! But I want you to know something, this is sincere, I want you to know, when it comes to believing in God, I really tried. I really, really tried. I tried to believe that there is a God, who created each of us in His own image and likeness, loves us very much, and keeps a close eye on things. I really tried to believe that, but I gotta tell you, the longer you live, the more you look around, the more you realize, something is fucked up.

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If I was a better....

If I was a better.... wife - I'd try to stay up long enough to make dinner and have sex with my husband who comes home at midnight from work. housewife - I'd vaccum and tidy up my apartment because it...
Posted by Sometimes I can be a beautiful mess on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 09:32:00 PST

10 Things about Me Right Now

1.  I can't go a day without seeing my husband, my ferret or my two dogs. 2.  I actually read the articles in Playboy while I'm on the potty. 3.  I have to watch House on Tues and Ugly ...
Posted by Sometimes I can be a beautiful mess on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 07:26:00 PST

TOP 10 THINGS THAT SUCK WHEN BEING A FLIGHT ATTENDANT

10. Wearing high heels for up to 14 hrs a day. 9. Wearing wool uniforms in 75+ degree heat. 8. Pouring caffeinated beverages at 40,000ft. 7. Faking it with a smile when your not a people person that d...
Posted by Sometimes I can be a beautiful mess on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 09:06:00 PST

When Life Gives You Lemons You Make Lemonade

For all of my friends who I haven't talk to lately I had been feeling pretty worn out and crappy the last month or so.  I thought that maybe it was just jet lag so I had chalked my feeling icky u...
Posted by Sometimes I can be a beautiful mess on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 08:49:00 PST

(ROSIE VS. BUSH) I RANT SO YOU CAN RAVE

     Yesterday morning I found myself up around 10am and having an urge to watch the ladies of the VIEW debate their hot topics of the day. Since this week brought about the Presid...
Posted by Sometimes I can be a beautiful mess on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 07:06:00 PST

I RANT FOR YOU TO RAVE AN INTRODUCTION

Okay let me just start by saying that having an extended amount of time away from work can either be a really good thing or a really frustrating thing. I finally get to do stuff around the house I've ...
Posted by Sometimes I can be a beautiful mess on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 04:50:00 PST

ALL ABOUT ME

Basics:Name:LizDate of Birth:07/08/1981Birthplace:Melrose Park, IllinoisCurrent Location:Columbia, IllinoisEye Color:BlueHair Color:Currently Dark BrownHeight:5'8"Heritage:Polish, Dutch, BohemianPierc...
Posted by Sometimes I can be a beautiful mess on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 09:27:00 PST

I FINALLY RETIRED MY STRIPPER SHOES

After much contemplation and re-evalutation of my life I finally quit stripping at Larry Flynt's Hustler Club.  I had originally thought that dancing would make me somehow feel empowered and in s...
Posted by Sometimes I can be a beautiful mess on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 04:44:00 PST

IF YOU OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW HAS BEEN RAPED-PLEASE READ MY PERSONAL STORY

Well I don't tell people that much about my past cause personally I have a hard time dealing with it and second it's why I pay a therapist. But I've been thinking that maybe if I share a little bit o...
Posted by Sometimes I can be a beautiful mess on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 04:15:00 PST

My Favorite U2 Song-Gone

U2 Lyrics - GoneYou get to feel so guiltyGot so much for so littleThen you find that feelingJust won't go awayYou're holding on to every little thing so tightly'Til there's nothing left for you anyway...
Posted by Sometimes I can be a beautiful mess on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 08:00:00 PST