(what its like)living with depression.. |
my life has always seemed like a liethere is something in me that is brokenso many times i have wanted to diethe thoughts of my pain left unspokenyou look at me and you see what you seethe smile on my... Posted by on Mon, 06 Apr 2009 03:00:00 GMT |
i'm still here... |
you drew me in with innocence in your eyesi was never expecting to believe in the liesyou begged me to love you, to fuck you, to careto listen to you as you laid your soul barenever in my life did i e... Posted by on Mon, 30 Mar 2009 03:37:00 GMT |
how i'm feeling.. |
I saw Hollywood Undead this weekend and I am SO feeling these lyrics!MY BLACK DAHLIAI loved you, you made me, hate me.You gave me, hate, see?It saved me and these tears are deadly.You feel that?I rip ... Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 00:10:00 GMT |
just another day |
panic sets infrantically i look aroundtrying to find somethingto stop the painin my heartto stop my mindfrom going to that placemy eyes find exactlywhat im looking fori pick it uprunning my finger acr... Posted by on Fri, 13 Mar 2009 02:32:00 GMT |
alone.. |
I look beside me, when I awakethere's no one here to relieve this achethis ache in my heart, my body, my mindthis person to love me, I'm searching to findsomeone to hold me, someone to careone who wil... Posted by on Fri, 13 Feb 2009 01:23:00 GMT |
confusion |
you look at me
and see the bitch in control
who smacks you around
keeps you begging for more
thats not all i am
i wish you could see
the girl who's been hurt
who will never be free
i want you to know
... Posted by on Sun, 14 Dec 2008 00:35:00 GMT |
Fun w/Buckcherry and friends ;) |
Someone took this vid Oct 2nd at Pops in St Louis when we went to see Buckcherry, Saving Abel, Royal Bliss, and Brookroyal. I had such an awesome time! Thanks to Krissy, Chelsea, Desiree...and esp to ... Posted by on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 01:41:00 GMT |
out of control |
Everything seems to be spiraling out of control lately. My life seems to be going too many different places...and my body seems to control my mind lately, when it should be the other way around. And m... Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 01:55:00 GMT |
my friend... |
sitting here
confused again
they don't know where i end now
and where you begin
both of us maybe
trying to find
the things that might bring us
just some peace of mind
but the voices get louder
th... Posted by on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 23:53:00 GMT |
broken mirror |
looking into the broken mirror
you see a a fake smile
plastered on your face..
while inside your hate is
eating you alive
hating the world,
yourself,
your life..
pushing away
the ones who love you m... Posted by on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 03:42:00 GMT |