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About Me

For those of you who don't know me, I'm a bitter, cynical bitch. lol Well, I don't really think so, but you can find out for yourself, if you wanna. If you really want to know what I'm about, you might want to check out my blogs. As you can probably already tell, I'm not one of those people who just collect 'friends' on here. If you're on my list, there is a reason. And if you're not...send me a message sometime and we'll see how it goes. ;-) Btw, if you even remotely want me to add you as a friend, I expect you to at least mail me and tell me why I should. :)

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My Blog

(what its like)living with depression..

my life has always seemed like a liethere is something in me that is brokenso many times i have wanted to diethe thoughts of my pain left unspokenyou look at me and you see what you seethe smile on my...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Apr 2009 03:00:00 GMT

i'm still here...

you drew me in with innocence in your eyesi was never expecting to believe in the liesyou begged me to love you, to fuck you, to careto listen to you as you laid your soul barenever in my life did i e...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Mar 2009 03:37:00 GMT

how i'm feeling..

I saw Hollywood Undead this weekend and I am SO feeling these lyrics!MY BLACK DAHLIAI loved you, you made me, hate me.You gave me, hate, see?It saved me and these tears are deadly.You feel that?I rip ...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 00:10:00 GMT

just another day

panic sets infrantically i look aroundtrying to find somethingto stop the painin my heartto stop my mindfrom going to that placemy eyes find exactlywhat im looking fori pick it uprunning my finger acr...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Mar 2009 02:32:00 GMT

alone..

I look beside me, when I awakethere's no one here to relieve this achethis ache in my heart, my body, my mindthis person to love me, I'm searching to findsomeone to hold me, someone to careone who wil...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Feb 2009 01:23:00 GMT

confusion

you look at me and see the bitch in control who smacks you around keeps you begging for more thats not all i am i wish you could see the girl who's been hurt who will never be free i want you to know ...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Dec 2008 00:35:00 GMT

Fun w/Buckcherry and friends ;)

Someone took this vid Oct 2nd at Pops in St Louis when we went to see Buckcherry, Saving Abel, Royal Bliss, and Brookroyal. I had such an awesome time! Thanks to Krissy, Chelsea, Desiree...and esp to ...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 01:41:00 GMT

out of control

Everything seems to be spiraling out of control lately. My life seems to be going too many different places...and my body seems to control my mind lately, when it should be the other way around. And m...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 01:55:00 GMT

my friend...

sitting here confused again they don't know where i end now and where you begin both of us maybe trying to find the things that might bring us just some peace of mind but the voices get louder th...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 23:53:00 GMT

broken mirror

looking into the broken mirror you see a a fake smile plastered on your face.. while inside your hate is eating you alive hating the world, yourself, your life.. pushing away the ones who love you m...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 03:42:00 GMT