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Your Own Personal Jesus

Would You Even Turn To Say I Don't Love You Like I Did Yesterday?

About Me

"The world is like a ride in an amusement park and when you choose to go on it you think it's real, because that's how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and around and around and it has thrills and chills and it's very brightly colored and it's very loud. And it's fun, for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time, and they begin to question, is this real, or is this just a ride? And other people have remembered, and they come back to us, and they say, "Hey, don't worry, don't be afraid, ever, because... this is just a ride, and we can change it any time we want. It's only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings and money, a choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear want you to put bigger locks on your door, buy guns, close yourself off. The eyes of love instead see all of us as one. Here's a way we can change the ride for the better: take all if the money we spend on nuclear weapons and defence each year, trillions of dollars, instead spend that money feeding and clothing the poor of the world, and it would pay for it many times over, not one human being excluded and we can explore space together, both inner and outer, forever, as one, in peace."- Bill Hicks

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Kevin Smith, Steven Tyler, Hugh Laurie, Captain Jack Sparrow (not much interested at Johnny Depp), Dane Cook, Kirk Hammett, James Hetfield, Margaret Cho, Megan Mullally, Chris Rock, David Cross, Jon Stewart, Eric McCormack, Seth McFarland, Elton John, Axl Rose...honestly, this whole thing is kind of stupid isn't it? Does this really say anything about who I am as a person?

Books:

I don't really read books. Do not judge me, however...I read a lot of magazines.

My Blog

Today Edward Told Me...

That the reason people don't include in things very often is because the way my attitude is brings everyone down.  It's out there and he can never take it back. ...I really thought I had come a l...
Posted by Pillowpants on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 11:05:00 PST

Retirement

I have been "retired" now for several years.  I'm 25 years old these days and that is quite a young age for retirement.  I know that you're all thinking that I should be at the top of my gam...
Posted by Pillowpants on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 10:09:00 PST

God

Religion has been quite an issue lately within my life.  I labeled this post God but in reality, God has nothing to do with this post at all.  I'm not questioning any sort of existence or re...
Posted by Pillowpants on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 09:55:00 PST

It's 10:27pm in Lake Havasu City and...

everyone is with someone who loves them.  I think that is why I am alone. I am pretty miserable.  The despair and sadness is snowballing at an alarming rate.  Riki is asleep, Edward is ...
Posted by Pillowpants on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 09:44:00 PST

But No One Knows...

Today has been terrible.  I feel like nobody cares about me as a person and all anyone really gives a shit about is what Matt can do for them.  I sacrifice so much and I ask for so little.&n...
Posted by Pillowpants on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 11:19:00 PST

American Idol

'Tis the season once again for American Idol.  It doesn't just mean seeing Simon, Randy and "Drunk Paula" everywhere.  It means that my wife will be gone often.  Every evening she will ...
Posted by Pillowpants on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 02:39:00 PST

American Evolution

I work in a retail store.  I am in charge of a department within a store that has CDs, video games and different kinds of novelty toys and boutique items.  (Think Tower Records meets Spencer...
Posted by Pillowpants on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 08:29:00 PST

Different

I am absolutely dreading work Friday morning.  Not because Friday is the second busiest day of the week or because everyone seems to love their Fridays because Saturday is another day off for the...
Posted by Pillowpants on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 06:53:00 PST

Extreme Pain

I am in extreme pain at the moment.  Unlike the "norm", which I'm sure you will all attest is just as painful to read about as it is to talk about for me, this is physical pain.  My stomach ...
Posted by Pillowpants on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 06:13:00 PST

An Idiot Customer Story 2k7 (part 1)

CAPTAIN DENSE: I am looking for a Julio Iglesias CD that has the song "Hey" on it but I want it in English.ME: Well, unfortunately, we can't really look things up in our system that way.  I can't...
Posted by Pillowpants on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 02:46:00 PST