Alright so my page is pretty plain..Deal with it... My names is Jessica but if you are reading this you should already know that. What you probably don't know about me is everything else..
Got time to kill feel like having a secret friendship? Fuck off...
I don't have time for hipocrites, assholes, people who take everything literaly, and dumbasses. I will never explain anything because if you don't know then obviously you wern't ment to know and I shouldn't be talking to you...
Yes I am a bitch, but I just like to think of it as I know what I want, I know where I am going, and I know who I am.
That scares most people.
If you are not afraid to step into reality (or are already there) and live like you love it then message me... other then that just go the fuck away.I am 17 (18 in 3 months) I work at Burger King. I have 3 cars and my own house, and I am a senior in high school. I hate my parents, I hate the town I live in, I hate not having someone to talk to, and I hate people. They say love people for their defects.. To me that just makes people more annoying.I love music... as in it's my life.. I hope none of you catch me on a day where I have not listened to music.. ultimatly music is the only thing that can calm me down...so I suggest when you are with me always carry something that plays music.. My music is always blasting in my car... and I don't turn it down for anyone or anything unless I need to. I like pretty much every type of music.. that includes some country, some rap, and some religious music (example skillet). If you don't like the music I listen to then to fucking bad... I usually wear all black (unless everythign is in the washer) I do sometimes wear the same pants over and over again. I do eat from Burger King... and yes I am fat.. I am almost 190lbs and I stand at 5'8" - 5'9" so yes I have a stumach.. but I hide it okish..I play Bass (I have a Stagg XB300)I am in a band with a few of my friends and we call ourselves Cyanide. I like to draw, sing, write, do pretty much everything. There is a very short list of stuff I would not do.I sometimes snort when I laugh, I fart, there are some days when I will pick my nose (BUT I do not eat anything I find... thats just sick), I don't clean out my ears very often, I hardly ever clean my face (thus why the acne, which I also have on my back), I have large hands and feett, when I was younger I dressed like a guy and used the excuse that the more I looked like a guy the less chance I would have of being picked up by a stranger (thanks a lot micheal), My room is always messy (even after I clean it).My top friends list are put in orde of who is most involved in my life right now... my top 2 will never change... be more involved in my life and more of a friend then I guess you will move up on the list... there is only 2 or 3 people I have never met in person on my friends list and I would like to keep it that way...Yes I know this whole thing it out of order and just random but thats the way I live my life whatever come to my mind I say it I am brutaly honest so if its going to hurt you.. to bad I am telling you anyways I do not believe in lieing unelss it to my parents... so if I said soemthing that hurts you thats your problem... if you let what I say or do effect your life then you are the dumbass...If there is anything I have not put up here I will when I remmber or you can just ask me:
MSN: [email protected]. I love having long discussions/debates about anything, long walks on the beach, and horse back riding...yeah...----Music time----Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
Where worries are washed out to sea
See the changes, people's faces blurred out
Like the sun spots or raindropsNow all those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away for today is on my mindLeft the only worries I had in my hands
Away from the light in my eyes
Holding tight and try not to hide how I feel
'Cause feelings mean nothing nowAll those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
(yeah today is on my mind)Now I can't care to worry
I'm feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heartClose my eyes and move to the back of my mind
Where feelings mean nothing nowAll those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time (all be lost in time)
But today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
for today is on my mind
yeah today is on my mindNow I can't care to worry
I'm feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart
