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~♥!Shelby!♥~

this saddened youth yerns for a way out of depression but is continually sucked back into the darkne

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WELL Hello There!!! My name is ShelbY CassitY.... Im a kid I love to have fun hang out with friends and enjoy my life!!!I have a beautiful baby girl who is 4 years old!!! She IS my SISTERS natural born daughter BUT i claim her as mine!! I raised her from when she was born I LOVE HER TO DEATH I WOULD DO ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING FOR THIS LITTLE GIRL!!! SHE is a LITTLE SWEETHEART of course like all little kids... SHE CAN BE ANNOYING!!! but unfortunatley i have to admit it... SHE GETS IT FROM ME!!! but thats what happens.... HER FATHER is a good guy he is practically my brother... He knows she isnt mine but when he introduces me to people he says this is my little sister... SHE IS PRACTICALLY MY DAUGHTERS MOM!!!I CONSTANTLY HERE MY OLDER FRIENDS TALK ABOUT THERE LIFE WITH THERE KIDS AND ITS NICE TO BE ABLE TO RELATE.... THE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE YOU GET FROM YOUR CHILD IS THE GREATEST FEELING IN THE WORLD!! They can look at you knowing somethings wrong hug you and all you can think about is how much you love them!!!IN SCHOOL TEACHERS TALK ABOUT HOW TEENAGERS ARENT READY TO HAVE KIDS but all i say is i already have a child of my own and although children are time consuming and can be quite a handful.... MY NIECE IS THE GREATEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME!!!I HAVE AMAZING FRIENDS TOO!!!First is Heather... me and her have been through more shit then people could imagine... she is like my other half... we fight of course but we can be completely real with one another without ripping eachothers heads off!!! I LOVE THIS GIRL WITH ALL MY HEARTNext is Louie... I have known this guy for quite some time!! I LOVE HIM TO DEATH he is the only guy that i can change in front of and be COMPLETELY comfortable... He is totally honest and never holds back his opinionNow we come to Danielle... I have known this girl for a while now... she is a very close friend of mine and i love her... WE STARTED OFF HATING EACHOTHERS GUTS!!! but now she lives with me!! were really close and its really great!!!NOW I COME TO MY GROUP!!! STEPHANIE, JONATHAN, JULIE, ISIDRO, and CLAY!! these 5 people are extremely innocent compared to me.. if you looked at the 6 of us together you would wonder how we ended up being friends... I dont fit in with this group i am extremely different but they're the people who keep me grounded... im not a perfect person but they remind me of morals and values i tend to forget.. they are always there for me even though i have basically blown them off many times.... I can tell them anything and they will be straight up with me when they answer... They have never turned there backs on me and they always keep me in reality... i remeber so many times when i wanted to give up and they looked at me and said dont be stupid!!! Whatever it is its not worth it!! I LOVE THESE PEOPLE AND IF IT WERENT FOR THEM I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO!!♥I look back on my life and i see a lot of stuff that im very disappointed in my self for doing or not doing... I have made my fair share of mistakes but i dont regret anything ive done because if it werent for the things ive done i wouldnt be the person i am today.... I have loved and Lost and i have gotten over it... I have friends who love me and i have people who hate me but thats the life of a teenager!!!THIS IS ME YOU CAN TAKE ME OR LEAVE ME ITS YOUR CHOICE...I KNOW IM NOT PERFECT AND I DONT NEED you TO TELL ME THAT..
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My Hero is my Dad he has supported me through everything in my life he is my rock my world my everything i don't know what i'd do with out him He took care of me and my brother and my sister(who isn't even really is daughter) after he and my mom divorced and my mom abandoned us. He has survived through more things then most people can imagine. He raised me with respect and care and without him i wouldn't be near as good a person as i am today. I LOVE YOU DAD!
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SHELBY HAS A BOYFRIEND!

Ok so i work at KFC in Deming New Mexico... and well i love my job, most of the people are amazing and well.... the cooks are HOT!! So this one guy started working there a couple months back or someth...
Posted by ~♥!Shelby!♥~ on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 01:37:00 PST

Soooooo........

Sooooo........... there is this like really amazing guy and the way he talks to me is so sweet, and the way he holds me is amazing, and well lets just say he can make my heart melt...... BUT! one pro...
Posted by ~♥!Shelby!♥~ on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 03:37:00 PST

....ugh.....

Ok so its like what do i do? what do i do? what do i do? I hate this feeling! Grrrr... i hate boys i hate when they can make me feel a certain way and its just like... UGH! Why cant life be easy?...
Posted by ~♥!Shelby!♥~ on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 03:39:00 PST

Do you see what i see?

I look at myself everyday... I wonder do other people see what i see? People tell me that im beautiful, and that i am a good person, but when i look at myself i dont see what they see. Of course i hav...
Posted by ~♥!Shelby!♥~ on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 11:31:00 PST

help

How do you cope with something that never leaves your mind? How do you get rid of the feelings and the memories and the hurt? I dont know how to make the pain go away... I dont know how to get him off...
Posted by ~♥!Shelby!♥~ on Mon, 19 May 2008 10:00:00 PST

Just one of my poems (I just thought of it)

You would never suspect You would never suspect that i would ever be so sad But if you look at the world around you everything seems so bad I try to figure out what causes everyone so much pain but i ...
Posted by ~♥!Shelby!♥~ on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 07:52:00 PST

BuLLETINs

Everbody Posts bulletins with titles like Akon Died!!!They do this to get peoples attention and open the bulletin where they will find a message saying: You opened this because it said akon died but w...
Posted by ~♥!Shelby!♥~ on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 08:49:00 PST

My Perfect Guy!

My Perfect Guy     Height: 5'8"-6'0" Weight: Less than 215 Lbs with nice abs Eye color: any      Hair color: any Skin color: Tan   My Perfect guy would not be ...
Posted by ~♥!Shelby!♥~ on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 09:22:00 PST

Application to date me

Hey Guys if you think you might want to date me or if you want to do this just for fun fill it out and send it back to me Application to Date Me   Name: ________________________________ Gender: _...
Posted by ~♥!Shelby!♥~ on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 04:50:00 PST

I need someone

I need someone   I'm living my life day by day slowly dieing each step of the way looking for someone to help me out hoping that someone will hear my shout   no one to talk to no one here no...
Posted by ~♥!Shelby!♥~ on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 08:30:00 PST