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mattie [insert scene adjective here]

I am here for Friends

About Me


whore code:
add mattie!!

reasons to add:
1. always talks
2. always w4w/pic4pic/whatever
3. never mean
4. makes u laugh :P

reasons not to add
1. kinda posts a lot of bulletins
2. usually only online at night

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if the pic link doesnt work, his URL is
http://myspace.com/mattieshlong

My Interests

♥ guitar
♥ drums
♥ piano
♥ vampires
♥ pirates
♥ vampirates
♥ friends
♥ musicness
♥ writing poetry
♥ smelling sharpies
♥ saying "GARRR!!" to people
♥ pretending that i can sing when no one else is home
♥ going to shows
♥ pilaging
♥ staying up late with myself
♥ dark bedrooms
♥ walking up to strangers and pretending that i know them and havent seen them in a long time
♥ dead baby jokes
♥ buying clothes (sounds gay but i thinks its SUPER-DUPER!!)
♥ moshing
♥ biting
♥ punching myself in the face to realign my jaw and then, when people look at me like i'm crazy, i look at them like i'm going to punch them in the face!! mwahahah!!
♥ parties
♥ friends
♥ going to parties with friends
♥ making obscene gestures and the like
♥ loving you
♥ tight pants and such
♥ permanent marker tattoos!!
♥ convincing people that my middle name really is what it is
♥ sex with women
♥ sex with men....not really
♥ and of course, listening to music!!

I'd like to meet:


this is my lexi. she's by far the greatest thing that's ever happened to me. no one has ever made me feel the way she does and i doubt if anyone ever could. everytime i talk to her or think about her, i can't help but just smile. everything she does is so sweet and so adorable. lexi is the most amazing person i've ever met. i love her so much and i'm so lucky to be her's.

so mattie.....wanna have vicious penguin sex??

Music:



Heroes:


pat santel!! i flippin love him!! he's been my bestest friend since 2nd grade. he's always been there for me if i was ever feeling like crap. :P i love him bunches and bunches over. we hang out every weekend, all weekend, cuz that's the only time we can. haha i love you pat!!
lauren lauren lauren.....we're totally getting married!! lauren is my beautiful, wonderful, hilarious, amazing fiancee!! and i couldnt possibly ask for a better friend. im so lucky to even know her! shes the kind of person who dances to a song that she has stuck in her head....shes done it...ive seen it...and now i do it. :P i dont hang out with her nearly as much as i would like to, but when we do, its always really really fun!! i love how i can be totally myself around her and i love how she's totally herself around everyone. :) i love you lauren!! i love you a bunch!!
BECKY!! omg i cant tell you or anyone else how much i fucking adore you!!.....cuz its a secret....no just kidding. its cuz its too much for words!! words arent cool enough to handle the amount of love. lol :P you're so so amazing and we dont hang out much...like never!!....sad really. but that will all change as soon as idrive. and we're gonna hang out all the damn time and eat, drink, and be right merry!! you're so great and so funny and you always make me smile, which is something that is totally underrated. :)
i love you, julia boughen!! shes my wonderful english mate. :) its such a shame that we wont ever meet in person....until i move to england, of course. lol but if ever i do travel there, im gonna pay her a little visit and give her big hug and take her to a paramore show!! :) she has the best taste in music ever!! she introduces me to awesome bands and stuff like such. :P shes so awesome and we talk about the most random things that seem so immediately important. (CHEESE!!) :P i love her bucnhes and hope someday that we will eventually meet in person. :)
pat santel if i missed anyone, let me know and i'm terribly sorry.

My Blog

i think i miss you (more and more)

I THINK I MISS YOU (more and more)   we've been apart now for years and moreand still, i so long for the times before,when we were together and shared so much;when we loved each other and exploit...
Posted by mattie [insert scene adjective here] on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 08:51:00 PST

oh, prey the gods

OH, PREY THE GODS! i have tucked away the parts of methat you must never see.i hide all the anxiety.it's just how it must be.'cause no one likes the ones that cryor are open with themselves.and no one...
Posted by mattie [insert scene adjective here] on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 05:18:00 PST

Sorry Sweetheart

SORRY SWEETHEART...   for months and morethis lonely erahas pulsed within my heart.there's nothing formy empty lifestyle,now that we are apart.i cared so much .so much i cared,that you were all i...
Posted by mattie [insert scene adjective here] on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 01:42:00 PST

doing what feels right for the sake of what others consider feels right

doing what feels right for the sake of what others consider feels righti do this once more,nothing has changed.i've felt what i've feltand still not complained.but where do i go?where does one gowhen ...
Posted by mattie [insert scene adjective here] on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 10:38:00 PST

the weather isn't the only thing that's cold

the weather isn't the only thing that's coldwhen the only thing following youis the icesicle breeze.when the only ones watching youare the white, moaning trees.when the only sound you makeis a phone o...
Posted by mattie [insert scene adjective here] on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 01:36:00 PST

wasn't (weren't)

wasn't (weren't)as i walk in the dark,no direction or way,nothing can save me.not even to pray.all of the sorrowthat builds to decaywill end all in shame.it builds up to slay.under this bridge of art ...
Posted by mattie [insert scene adjective here] on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 03:56:00 PST

can't get the time of day

CAN'T GET THE TIME OF DAYtoday i'm bloody.tomorrow i'm bloodier.she's all, and that's all.i'll never stop loving her.tomorrow i'm bad.but the next day is worse.she was blessed with a gift,while i'm da...
Posted by mattie [insert scene adjective here] on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 04:27:00 PST

am . . .

Am . . .I Am a loverI Am a liarI Am another,Log tossed on the fire.I Am abusedI Am confusedI Am always feeling,That I have been used.I Am agitatedI Am exacerbatedI Am the one,That everyone's hated.I A...
Posted by mattie [insert scene adjective here] on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 08:14:00 PST

downward emotions

DOWNWARD EMOTIONSlove is soft,but love is hard.when someone's in lovetheir cage is unbarred.love is a shelter;a river, a pool.but love can be hateful.Sometimes, love is cruel.love is a virtueyou canno...
Posted by mattie [insert scene adjective here] on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 05:11:00 PST

contradicting interface, detachable relations, & no less than everything

CONTRADICTING INTERFACEsomething's wrong.this isn't fair.it's quiet now.my footsteps; bear.these quarreling thoughts;the good defend.but, outnumbered, they stand.the bad; the end.there's no hope for u...
Posted by mattie [insert scene adjective here] on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 08:23:00 PST