Thundercats
All my life who am I? I dont know. Do you?Does anyone really know who they are? Why does it matter? Ive lived my whole life wondering who I am, guess i dont need to know....I used to be in control of my life. I used to think everything was static. Then my whole world came crashing down around my head an i didnt even have the sense to get out of the way. Im trying desperatly to pick up the peices of myself and rebuild but just like some half forgotten nightmare the past worms its way back into my daily life.Im learning to cope though and making some headway into a better me, hell im miles away from where i was just two years ago! Got my own car and my own place, new friends and a few old. Im back in touch after eight years with one of the sweetest people ive ever met.( Thanks Erin!! )I get to see my boys everyday,...almost. I work so friggin much you wouldnt believe! Yet somehow in spite of all of this i still think about the void. The dark spot that ate my soul. Some times when i look in the mirror i se the face of injustice and shame smile sardoniclly back at me as if silently accusing,...or maybe its just me.
Perhaps I just answered the question concerning who I am,....