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After Going Thro Life I REalize That you Can't Love or so Love in mah words Be TOO REAL cause theres very few that is real out here i like to Think that i Found MAH MAIN these Few Got mah back when ever in doubt they got me when Am Sad they tell when i should just leave it alone. Mah Main Alexa~ I love this girl No RAINBOWS She helps me through the best in the worst.She is one i can call crying andI wouldn't Last a Sec. Before I start Laughing Again. She is one real chick and there is not many out there Me and her Laugh For no reason and She is going to Forever be mah Best Friend As long as she got mah back i Got hers. Leslie~ She is Mah cousin, Mah best Friend, Mah Sister I love this girl we go way Back She is the Best she tells me when am wrong. And even when I say I like him so much she tells me when I don't Thats a true Friend sometimes I wish I Would Listen to This girl. WE GOIN IN AND WE GO HARD we know that no nigga is to come between us I THANK HER SO MUCH FOR Being there For Me. Talia~I Tell thiss girl everything she is there for me when it seem like no one else is She Helps me so Much She Tells me to fuck him because we sweat NO nigga lol. This girl is Real We always Hanging Out I don't know what i would do if this girl moved She is my best friend i love this girl NO RAINBOWS. Jazzy~Mah Sista i love this girl If everyone in the world let me down this girl would still be here she is mah blood.She is mah other half I love this girl for real i don't Know what i would do when Mom And dad Yelling out me and it seems like no one in the world love me She Does and I thank you for that she you are mah role Model I look up to you. Dad~I love mah Dad we may have our differences at times and it seems like i hate you but i love you with all my heart And that will always go i don't know if i could be happy without you i don't know what i would do. I know that you may be overprotective but i understand that its For Mah Own good You tell me such good advice but ye i never listen but i should I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MAH HEART. Mom~Even tho we HAte each other Most of the time I still love you if anyone was to hurt you best Belive that i would kill for you you are my blood without you there would be no me the very few times that we have good seem like the best to me. Anthony~It seems like you mah brother i am forever around you when i see you we have so much fun together like you said (we over here 24-7 its like you mah sista) which is true lol we tell me bout niggas and how niggas can play u and feel like you in love i thank you for that. Mikee~I love this BLACK ASS NIGGA lol i feel like i could tell you anything about love and it would be the best advice i ever had you are there for me i feel like when ever i nigga really hurt mah heart you would be here for me and i Thank you for that. Aunt Pookie~I love you with all my heart you like my second mom you mean alot to me you help me we laugh even tho you believe you cuter than me and your not lol i love you with all my heart. Miss Kim~You are like the mah second mom too you help me thro so much and if i was hurt i believe you would go the fuck off lol I know that some time i can disargee with you but at the end of the day i know you there for me. I hate players,haters, and fake point blank Lol I learned so much about mah self in these couple of years, i learned so much about life,love and boys i really just wish that i could find that one. That special one that will never hurt me they can say all they want but i want it to be the truth. I need a real nigga no bullshit i been through so much in life and it seems like its me against the world many people look at so many people and judge them and not know what there really going thro and you know i really just believe its me in god in this together.Only God Can Judge me No one else matters.In My Past Years I have Learned So much. At First I didn't believe That Love can get you Killed BUt it Can. I showed Love And Was there for so Many I was so real What You Call A ride or Die And i get in return is Fake ass niggas. Am Looking For A real Nigga A nigga That is going be there for me Like Am going to be there For Him. I know thats not going happen soon so right Now Am Doing ME.

I'm starting to realize that I hate everything. I hate all the times I liked you, All the time I hung on hoping and praying something great would happen, But nothing turned into anything spectacular.I hate that I liked you so long, That I developed feelings for you that I can no longer let go of; the kind that just don't dissolve automatically.I hate that I fell for someone who I didn't know that well, I don't like how I never have yet made that move that I've wanted to make for such a long time, But I need to face the facts, maybe I'm not good enough for you.I just hate that every bone in my body tenses up when I see you, That what I want to say just doesn't come out, The words I want to say just aren't there anymore, I just can't get over something so easy like this.My feelings are all bunched together, All twisted around eachother and I don't know where I'm at anymore, It's like I'm on a merry-go-round going around and around and the never-ending ride won't stop. I just hate myself for liking you this much, Because now when I want to let go, I can't You can say all you want to say about me i just know leslie and thomas was right u jst now that person i feel dumb as fuck i finally know how it feels to be used THanks you taught me alot

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FALLIN 4 the best

Here i am, sitting in the darkness of the night. I shiver from the feeling of being cold. I look up at the stars and feel one single tear drop run down my face. I can't help it but i think i'm fal...
Posted by on Sat, 30 May 2009 15:51:00 GMT

SO CONFUSED BOUTT HIM

Here i am confused ... don't know what to say .. and i don't know the proper words actually .. there are no words that are worth saying now.. and theres nothing to do .. i am in a world of confus...
Posted by on Thu, 21 May 2009 17:44:00 GMT

Jemar you will never be forgotten

.I.P Jemar Imma miss you in 5th peroid we laughedmade hats and our French girl lol she was a ho....lol i remember whenyou was listening to photo shoot and i would laugh cuz you only had oneear phone.....
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 05:37:00 GMT