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About Me

hi.
im becca bee.
music is my life.
my s/n is mochalv4. im easy to talk to. email:[email protected]
i love looking at the stars late at night.
im addicted to piercings. [i have 12 as of 2008.]
i have way too many friends on myspace.
im self-conscious.
i will push you away when i need you most.
i procrastinate better than you.
why yes, i do care what you think about me.
i dwell on the past, forget the present, and fear the future.
i just recently discovered i have no idea what i want to be when i grow up.
you'll never catch me without my cell phone.
computer games rock my socks.
i love art.
i like to sing in the shower.
i love jesus.
i think being different to be cool is dumb.
ive risked my life more than once for the benefit of another.
im the girl who will sit back and watch you and your friends play video games.
[don't be surprised if i take over and pwn you in them.]
i like anything indie.
im a thrift junkie.
ipods, in my opinion, were the best thing invented.
i love the "&" symbol. and drawing it.
i am trying so hard to speak spanish. sometimes i get really shy. but no one knows it.
i miss old boyfriends. but i dont want to date them.
i am addicted to checking any sort of electronic messaging system. (myspacexangafacebookgmail)
im more ticklish than you would ever know.
i am very emotional.
i love to smile.
i love people who can make me smile.
i hate driving people places.
ive always wanted to steal a road sign.
but instead, i stole a handicapped parking sign.
i make up words and sweet dance moves.
i hate cheese and dr. pepper.
i have a fear of geese, pencils, and cotton balls.
i love hoodies, jeans, and flip flops.
"in order to protect itself, the heart shuts out all emotion"

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

bo burnham.

My Blog

nonexistant romance

volumeyou're not alive unless you're feeling something. i'm too tired to cry today. save it for another night or another change of clothes. don't bother to wash your face, nobody's looking anyways.las...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 16:52:00 GMT

where once was light, now darkness falls

Where once was light Now darkness falls Where once was love Love is no more. Don't say goodbye Don't say I didn't try These tears we cry Are falling rain For all the ...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 14:51:00 GMT

old poetry

screaming in silenceslowly, she arisesawaken by the sudden sensation of impulsive fearthe dismal sky surrounds hershe becomes overwhelmedby the stinging sensationa chilldarkness threatenshides her fac...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 21:19:00 GMT

dont you remember?

hey,do you remember that timewe took a walkthrough painted desertsand i held your handwhen i barely knew youwe were fast asleepbut you held me tighthey,remember that timewe sipped hot choclategot stuc...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 19:36:00 GMT

origin of love

When the earth was still flat, And the clouds made of fire, And mountains stretched up to the sky, Sometimes higher, Folks roamed the earth Like big rolling kegs. They had two sets of arms. They had t...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 11:48:00 GMT

and in that moment, i swear we were infinite

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines he wrote a poemAnd he called it "Chops" because that was the name of his dogAnd that's what it was all aboutAnd his teacher gave him an A ...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 18:56:00 GMT

my paintbrush

I keep my paintbrush with me,Wherever I may go,In case I need to cover up,So the real me doesn't show. I'm so afraid to show me to you,Afraid of what you'll do,That you might laugh or say mean things,...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 21:58:00 GMT

you cannot see

do you have to touch the tearsto know that i am cryingdo bloodshot eyes and teardropsprove that this is realdo i have to scream much louderso you know that i am angrydid i need to take an overdosejust...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 21:58:00 GMT

brighter shade of wonderful

..> As I lay here dying, everything around me is a slightly brighter shade of wonderful. It is oddly laughable, to me, that the things most people never stop to see and enjoy are so obvious only...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 21:56:00 GMT

fm static

i dont thinkthat there are any others out there like youand i wont blink cause that would meani would miss a second beside youand maybe you know what i meanor maybe this is just a dreami pinch myself ...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 21:33:00 GMT