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MyHotComments / HotFreeLayoutsWell I had a hard life growing up but I made it, I lost my mother when I was 6, and her parents took me in and raised me as their child not a grandchild. I graduated High School and joined the Army. My first assignment was Korea where I spent 2 years. Then I went to Ft Carson yuck... next the wonderful Ft Campbell Ky. Where I have been for what seem like forever, I have done 2 tours to Iraq for OIF. During the first deployment though I had one great thing and one horrible thing happend to me. The horrible thing my best friend of my since that I have known since I was 7 got sick and I got myself home and she passed away the day I got home. She is now and will always be missed. With her gone, she was what I considered my only true friend because she liked me know matter how big of a bitch I really was, whenever I came into town she always made time for me so we could catch up. She always wrote to me during OIF I and sent me pictures that Michael had colored for his Aunt Kayla. I have a strong wall up because I don't trust anyone and it takes alot for me to trust people. I have this thing where people thing I am mean and coldhearted and don't care, well my 2 problems 1 is I just don't like stupidy or stupid people and the other is I don't know to keep my mouth shut when I need to, I tell what I really think of them when it crosses my mind. However, when I found out she was sick alot of people in my unit in Iraq gave me fake sympathy only one person gave true compassion for losing my "sister" and not being right there when I was need. The great thing was I met my Husband, who spoils the hell out of me. We will be married for 2 years this March.After 10 years as a medic, being so independent and just doing things my way, not always the right way, I now have a herniated disc at L5-S1 with nerve impengement without nerve damage (basically I have the bulging disc touching both sides of my nerve roots). Well I just got back from Fort Gordon,Georgia (IT SUCKED) I met with a spinal surgeron, and he said that I was a good canidadate for a disc replacement. All I can say is it is about time that I get fixed. Well I got my surgery done and I spent 5 days in the hospital. After this I found out truly who cares for me. That is my husband and a couple of people from myspace that acutally give a damn about me. That is truly sad. I have put so many people above myself. Not hardly one gave a flying fuck about me. But that is ok. People wonder why I am a bitch with a wall, this is one good reason why I do. Good News for me, besides the surgery is that I have found my little brother and sister, Derek and Valerie, I have not seen them in about 18-19 years. My little brother is serving his country in the Air Force down in LA as a Crew Cheif on a B-52 Bomber. My little sister is going to college in CA. Now all I have to do is find one more sister and I will know where and how all my siblings are doing.
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