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CLOUD 9

NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY IN MY ENTIRE LIFE

About Me

I am almost there just a little more.

My Interests

I like to listen to music, watch movies and tv. Video games are good. I Like to go Snowboarding which I have been neglecting way to much. I like cars. I also ride a dirt bike when I get a weekend off. I also like talking with people. If I can find someone that actually has decent input in a conversation and I can talk for ever.

I'd like to meet:

Someone I can talk to and tell anything too........again

Music:

MARILYN MANSON is definetly my favorit artist. DISTURBED, HATEBREED, SLIPKNOT, PUDDLE OF MUDD, GUTTERMOUTH, MXPX, Sublime, Nirvana, Rammstein, Mushroomhead, System of a Down, John Smith, Glue, MceNROE, NOAH23,ANTICON, ATMOSPHERE, Korn, The Misfits, Lars Frederiksen and the basterds, Rancid, The old AFI.

Movies:

I like movies like Office space, anything by mel brooks, broken lizard makes really funny stuff, Mel gibson is one of my favorite actors and directors, Johnny depp is probably the best actor I have seen. There isn't a role that guy can't pull off perfect

Television:

I like Adult Swim, The Simpsons, Comedy Central, The History Channel, the occasional news, Futurama, Family Guy.

Books:

DOES MOTOR TREND COUNT?

Heroes:

trying to build myself a new role model but all i got to work with here are ashtrays and beer bottles. -Glue

My Blog

PUSHING MYSELF

There is only one way that I can keep up with the path I have laid before me. If I ever want to get out of HELL I have to push myself. I don't know were I am getting it from but I keep pulling strengt...
Posted by CLOUD 9 on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 12:57:00 PST

I Never Wanted Any OF THIS!!!

I just want to be content. I don't giva shit about happy. I just Hate how much i HATE LIFE. i want to enjoy all the things that i used to. nothing is fun. No food taste good. Its not all sophie anymor...
Posted by CLOUD 9 on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 05:39:00 PST

its hard to find a reason to get out of bed

i have no drive anymore. i want ot go on but there is a force that pulls me down and won't let me move onward and past this. i just want to be abe to let go and be free. i can't even look at myself wi...
Posted by CLOUD 9 on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 10:14:00 PST

god works in mysterious ways

with all the stuff that has happened to me i just wonder if god wants me to hate him. i have always disliked god but i realized it was all me and nothing that he had done. i finally get faith and thin...
Posted by CLOUD 9 on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 10:18:00 PST

i can make it

I am in the hardest part of my life right now. I take everyday one day at a time. It is so hard to live with myself sometimes. I keep hearing that i am a great guy but the only thing that comes to min...
Posted by CLOUD 9 on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 12:58:00 PST

MY love

I have spent the day talking with sophie, well as much as she would let me, and i feal good. I wish we could talk like that alot more and have her open up as much as I have for her. I have also reali...
Posted by CLOUD 9 on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 10:04:00 PST