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Strength and Beauty destined to DECAY
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about me?..well well.. no one really wants to know that.. they want to know what i THINK i am,not who I REALLY am , ya see. its quite simple and not the same thing as we all would like to think.
Anywho, My name's Michele and I'm 18. Im a pleasant person.. really..=].. I avoid confrontations, dont gossip, and pretty much keep to myself.. I jus have a bit of a temper..thats all. ^_^
I DONT CARE IF I OFFEND YOU
I paint and read alot..I still play guitar but Im not awesome and will never be but I still play cause I love it..currently trying to teach myself the piano..I find guys who have an androgynous streak to be INCREDIBLY sexy..I'm interested in politics and like talking about religion..and this is the part where you fall asleep if you havent already.
But I'll go on anyway ^_^...I was one of the unlucky ones that never stood a chance.
I'm the second best kind of girl who everyone drops when they get bored.
I can be alot more than what I am, but people suck the life out of me.
I honestly feel that I'm cursed. I ruin every good thing in my life. I'm addicted to cynicism and it has pushed everyone away from me. I'm workin on it, but it doesnt matter, because I've lost everyone I've ever loved anyway.
It's not the things we don't know that get us in trouble, It's the things we know that aren't so.
There's a helluva lot more to me than you'll ever know and wasting my time by putting it here, hoping you'll read it, is fuckin pointless..you fuckers dont even know shit about what I have to go through everyday and if you think for one motherfuckin second that I'm gonna give you a second thought, you're fuckin out of your mind.
I hate that God hasn't let me meet the man I'm gonna marry yet..IM TIRED OF FLINGS and I want a perminent loving companion in my life..I already despise men and feel like Im gonna end up being a nun..I hope he comes around soon for me.
I miss my old life. I miss who I used to be. Not that I had a different life, it was just a better life.. it wasn't GOOD , just better than now. Atleast SOME things meant something to me back then. Atleast I was happy with my self and independent. Atleast I didnt have the intense fear of my future I'm being forced to deal with now. I liked myself better then.
I've yet to find the one that hasn't given up on me.
Best Body Contest Winner
VF Cult: The_Beautiful_Dead
Check out my artwork [Morbid Beauties]
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I dont talk to anyone one there, I write there instead of blogs.. so if you wanna see what I have to say, there is the place.
I PUT UP A WALL NOT TO KEEP PEOPLE OUT BUT TO SEE WHO CARES ENOUGH TO BREAK IT DOWN
"If you can't handle my worst,
you don't deserve my best."
..One of my favorite bands ever..I've liked them since I was 15. Their lyrics are insane and the music is perfection..
No I dont smoke, I can still like them though.
.BEST BAND EVER.Nuff said.
MUSIC:
electro,new wave,punk, post punk, crust punk, psychobilly, death metal,industrial, 80s pop
UNDEROATH,4 skins, imperative action, 999, GOD MODULE, a global threat, adicts, afi, antidote, antischism, aus-rotten, the romantics, batmobile,black flag, blanks 77, blatz, broken bones, blondie,cheap trick, buzzcocks, cheap sex, choking victim, circle jerks, cock sparrer, stiff little fingers, acid bath, cockney rejects, crass, in strict confidence, crimpshrine, r.e.m., psychedelic furs, dead boys, youth brigade,dead kennedys, demented are go, f-minus, filth, gbh, reagan youth, television, the bollock brothers, guana batz,born to lose, isocracy, jake the evil redneck, kill your idols, koffin kats, le tigre, lower class brats, lunachicks, mad sin, minor threat, misfits, morning glory, nekromantix, ny rel-x, operation ivy, oxymoron,ramones, sham 69, skeptix, social distortion, subhumans,morbid angel, the briefs, the frustrators, the germs, the meteors, the network, the partisans, the peacocks, the vibrators, toxic narcotic, x-ray spex..etc
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Suprisingly enough, Ive had two marriage proposals..hahaa..not as much as some girls..but its good enough for me.
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