D A N C E !!! D A N C E !!! D A N C E !!!
The whole system fucking sucks. I live for the Weekend. I live for HARDSTYLE. XD
Theism Is Merely A Mind Disorder . . . . . . Rid Yourself Of The Lies And Be Exposed To The Truth . . . . . .
Humanity Has The Intelligence And The Capability In Our Modern World To Exist Successfully Without Needing To Depend On Any Irrational Faith As A Bases For Maintaining Control In Society And Sanity Within The Individual. Take My word. It Is Real.
Raves I Have Been To:
Crescent Therapeutic
1. 02.01.2008 Universal Rhythmz
2. 02.15.2008 Love Basic
3. 02.23.2008 Novyxia
4. 03.08.2008 Pirates of the Puget Sound 2
5. 04.05.2008 Down the Rabbit Hole 4
6. 04.26.2008 Robo Girls 5
7. 05.10.2008 Electric Dreams
8. 05.16.2008 Blackout 6
9. 06.14.2008 Cat in the Hat's Wicked Come Back
10. 06.20.2008 Ravers of the Lost Ark
11. 07.18.2008 A Midsummer Night's Rave
12. 07.26.2008 Super Powered 2
13. 08.29.2008 Dj Harmony's House, Tacoma
14. 09.12.2008 Hakuna Matata 4
15. 09.19.2008 - 09.21.2008 Apex, Royal City
16. 09.26.2008 Infected Mushroom
17. 10.03.2008 Don't Panic 3
18. 10.17.2008 Hometown Heroes
19. 10.24.2008 A Tribute To You
20. 11.21.2008 White Out 6
21. 12.13.2008 Jingle Bomb 7
22. 12.31.2008 Enchanted Eve
23. 02.21.2009 Bounce
24. 05.16.2009 Blackout 7
25. 05.23.2009 Bubble Bobble 4
26. 06.06.2009 In Search of Boom
27. 06.12.2009 Electric Sunshine
28. 07.03.2009 Infected Mushroom (again)
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07.10.2009 Hardstyle 'Til I Die
30.
08.08.2009 Another Midsummer's Night
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09.06.2009 5 Dolla Holiday
32.
10.17.2009 Escape to Neverland
33. 10.23.2009 Motor Loves You
34. 10.31.2009 Freaknight XIII
35. 11.13.2009 Heaven or Hell 3
36. 11.20.2009 Squishy, Portland OR
37. 01.01.2010 Fate III
38. 01.16.2010 Adventures in Wonkaland
39. 01.22.2010 Hateraid - Dj Wheelz
40. 01.29.2010 SHOWTEK
An empty day though clear and bright, is just as dark as any night...
Mein herz brennt.....
Lehetinu.. Thy name is Kasdachnah...
My name is Crescent Kasdachnah, this is who I am: A university-bound student with the social networking fascinations of a new blood, aspirations with an unfathomable persistence of passion, and the will to create distinct and unforgettable connections and memories with the most diverse and amazing people in the world. The only ignorance in this world is the closed minded and the unknowing; and the unknowing can never be blamed for their lack of experience, only shamed for their lack of effort - to seek out that experience. I am an atheist dedicated to ridding the world of foolishness and lies and I have fallen for the rave scene hence my will. xD [DANCE HERE] I have an insatiable curiosity that continuously tickles my mind into torture. My original intended major was Mathematics for about 3 years, and though it is no longer, math will always hold a special place in my heart. x] I then changed my major to Bio/Chemical Engineering in 2009-2010, and I intend to minor in chemistry and/or human relations. I am drawn to both the engineering and medicine fields, although I am also strongly swayed towards psychology and sociology. I am currently a sophomore at Olympic College, and the 2010-2011 academic year shall be the third year I spend in attaining my Associate of Science transfer degree. From there, I intend on transferring to the University of Washington with about 140 credits and pursuing my baccalaureate. I also intend to continue my studies in Theatre and Japanese. I will continue through school until I have acquired my Master's degree and from there I hope to live out most of my life as a scholar, and ideally, acquire my PhD. I do realize that these goals are incredibly long-term and can easily be altered in the future, but regardless, in the end, I will be this nation's next Genetic Engineer. Although my course of study seems fixed, I am still enticed by mathematics/experimentation/statistics, human relations/psychology/sociology and chemical/biochemical engineering - and I hope that in some way my future work encompasses these fields as well as my major. My main aspirations in life are innovating biotechnology, assisting in the pursuit of preserving human longevity and vitality; and discovering medical cures and treatments still unknown, along with medicinal methods of preserving health and youth via genetic manipulation.
I am asexual (non-sexual), not straight, bi, or lesbian, just simply asexual. I have no sexual desire, and no interest in anyone. In fact I take a great pleasure in watching people suffer, observing the destruction of their own lives, and witnessing chaos sporadically arise and consume its surroundings as a consequence of unforeseeable circumstances. If you find that bizarre, then you are just like everyone else.
Chaos:
1. a state of utter confusion or disorder; a total lack of organization or order.
2. any confused, disorderly mass: a chaos of meaningless phrases.
3. the infinity of space or formless matter supposed to have preceded the existence of the ordered universe.
For years I have been trying to control and destroy any fear, pain, emotion, and gender that exists in me. Especially vulnerability, a shameful and sickening state. I will say this to help you out. I am cold and heartless, and any emotional remnants that still thrive inside me are not real. They are the illusions of something that once was or will never be. They are dead, like the rotting carcasses that I used to collect. In other words, I am unable to become close to someone, as the hatred inside me will always conquer.
I used to write poetry and music, sing, and compose as a pianist - though I'm not very experienced. It has however been a long while since. I currently have 21 piercings. I'm 162 cm tall, and 67 kg. I use to be extremely anti-social until around age 16 when I endeavored in social networking, and such a phenomena is heavily justified. In fact, everything I do serves a purpose, and someday I will serve mine. My mind lingers in the past, I am fascinated with medieval history and literature, I am passionate within my interests, I am open-minded to new ideas, concepts, and other particulars that define another human's reasoning and thought. I've no remorse or regrets, and I despise children, theism, sexual discrimination, and pregnancy. I have a fantasy for cemeteries, I find them most relaxing. I used to visit the Ivy Green Cemetery daily. I love the scent of night and almost anything else that has a scent. I don't listen to Music or keep up with bands, but I do have preferences such as goth, alternative, rock [old school, J-rock], industrial, metal [slipknot, lamb of god], classical [Latin and choral literature], and techno [hardstyle, happy hardcore, some trance, hard dance, and D+B]. I also do not follow ANYTHING... That would include people, cults, gangs, fashion, religion, and stereotypes (which is musically based). I am an observer, and I do well to identify my social environment before leaping to interaction. I have chronic joint pain and the beginning stages of arthritis. I love walking and I walk everywhere, as it is my main mode of transportation. IT'S HEALTHY! Although, I have driven in the past and am quite fond of it. Lastly but most significantly, there shall come a day soon in the near future when I shall no longer be vexed as a female. -_- Well, that is me.. Or so I've told you.
aim - rancordeath1642
msn - [email protected]
O_o
I want to burn and bleed, until my incinerated corpse is so wretchedly unrecognizable, that it is impossible for anyone to identify me...
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Here below are the results of some quizzes I've taken...AMAZING PICTURES
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You have a dark soul. A lot of things in life are a blur to you, and you are probably a loner. You tend to do things your way, and not listnening to other people. Try to show your nicer side often. :)
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You have the soul of a Vampire. You use people for your own desires and enjoy seeing them suffer. You fight often with others your kind and tend to dislike most of them. Trusting is not your virture, therefore you trust no one, not even your closest companion. And you also find that revenge is one of your main priorities.
What are your magical abilities?(girls only) (cute anime pics + descriptions)
Your power is . . . Darkness. Your very powerful. . . & you have a sword (good for you!) You don't socialize & you don't really trust anyone & that makes you strong. You spend alot of your time training, & most of the time you battle for yourself to improve. Your only friends are the ones who train with you and your ultamite goal is strength, power, and longevity.
What does your inner soul look like? (anime pics)
ANGRY Your inner soul looks like this. You harbor all of your angry deep inside, and sometimes you even lose control. When soembody decieves or betrays you, you never forget about it. You tend to hold grudges against people and will someday take you remorseless revenge upon them.
What element are you? (with MANY results and beautiful pics)
Your element is Darkness. You are cold, a loner, a rebel, and you have a temper.You don't have a magical creature, because you hate all animals. Your symbol is a bloody dagger.
You scored as Demon, Demon: Darkness is
your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that
feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for
chaos and hate, you are the Demon.
Demon
100%
Dragon
100%
WereWolf
50%
Mermaid
50%
Angel
0%
Faerie
0%
You scored as Goth,
Goth
100%
Nerdy Girl
94%
Loser
75%
Athletic Tomboy
69%
Hippy
50%
Slut
0%
PreppyGirl
0%
Popular Bitch
0% What element are you??? (WITH PICS)
Your element is Fire. Your strength is your independence, persistance, and ruthless will. However your weakness is your untamable wrath. You represent power and loss of control like the spreading flame, but you also need rest when you're burned out, a quiet place to recline in the darkness.
You need someone loyal.
People have let you down since forever and you
have always been left by yourself. Your life
spark is now barely flickering and there is a
big feeling of emptiness and hopelessness. You
don't know what to do anymore in your life and
everything has a sense of meaningless to it.
Though you're not only sad, you also carry hate
and many grudges on people. You have a hard
time letting people in, but with your history
you don't even desire that so much anymore.
What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
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Your soul is broken.
You are living through a lot of pain everyday
that you have to deal with, which is making you
sorrowful. No one ever stays by your side when
you truly need them and no one ever will.
Everything is hopeless and tragic and you keep
yearning for the day you will be free from
pain. Love is unlikely to happen to you because
you isolate yourself and are suspicious of
peoples motives. You stand in the shadows of
the world, watching what you can never have.
The bruises you carry never seems to heal, your
mind is dark and no one seems to understand or
wants to help. As always, you will be alone in
the world, fighting your dark thoughts by
yourself.
How is your soul?(pics)
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You are sad because of your grief
Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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You are independant and very
self-rigious. You have a mind of your own and
are not afraid to show it. You tend to hide
your true feelings and get frustrated (easy).
Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
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You are dead inside and don't experience sadness
that often
Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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Your just a blood thirsty demon. You are evil, to a point that comes close to absolute. However, you crave blood and fighting more than anything. You often fight to prove your skills are the most brutal around.
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You have a split personality. Your sweet and caring one moment, then dark and hateful the next. You don't really know who you are, but you always try to figure it out anyways.
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Your an envious person. You often challenge others to prove your own skill. Losing and failing is what your afraid of. You often push yourself to your limits to succeed. You live for the world of fantasy. You often live in the fantasy world inside your dreams.
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