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Well I think I missed it a few blocks back. You came to my profile, and for what other possible reason than to learn about me and what makes me tick?
Interests:
I enjoy Music, playing and listening. I love photography, writing, and drawing. basically I'm artistic. I enjoy expressing myself through tattoos, piercings, clothing, and talking. I love a GOOD argument or discussion. Philosophy and abstract theories captivate me, as well as some topics in history such as World War II. Myths and Mysteries, such as UFOs and the Bermuda Triangle, those sorts of things are fascinating to me. I love dark topics such as what happens when you die, or serial killers, or occult rituals- Trying to figure out what was going through their minds interests me, and reading about just how far-fetched they were. I enjoy psychology and find those who are psychotic, troubled, or out of touch with society's accepted reality to be mystifying. I love talking to them and love reading about their disorders. I love stars, stargazing, or just generally being out at night alone or with some special company (a girlfriend or close friend/family, an interesting stranger) I enjoy the small things of beauty... such as a river reflecting moonlight, or a sunset on a somewhat cloudy day... A rose growing in the middle of nowhere. I have a weakness for women...
Socially
I can be introverted, I can be outgoing. It all depends on how I feel at the time. I hate liars, I hate braggers, I hate people who rant on a topic they know nothing about. I love philosophical conversation or open ended conversation and I love to debate intelligently. When I want to be left alone I want to be left alone. I love talking to someone who has a passion for what they're talking about, no matter what it is. To see someone light up with interest when they speak on a particular topic that has some sentimental place in their life truly moves me. Passion is golden in conversation and essential to a happy life. If nothing means anything to you, nothing ever will. I despise the tired conversation of "I fucked that bitch last night and (insert bragging here and genital boasting subsequently)" and that is the quickest way to make me loathe you. I am a man of chivalry and honor. Truth, intelligence, fervor, and enthusiasm for what you find fascinating- that is the stuff of conversation. Not a woman you've objectified for a night. I don't mind talking to anyone, provided they have a brain in between their ears.
Qualities
Chivalry is my most beloved value. I despise the mistreatment of women. I hate those who do it. Lay a hand on a girl in front of me and watch your future become blurry. Respect is key when dealing with a lady. I am gentle, kind, a bit emotional, honest, and incredibly empathetic. I have been lovingly called a "squishee huggable plushie vampire". I hold my friends and family closer than the sweat on my skin. I have a temper, however, and I am not to be crossed or taken lightly. I am articulate, I am intelligent, I am expressive, artistic, and most definitely a thinker. I lack a whole lot of common sense, and sometimes I'm easily confused by simple things because I tend to overthink. I can be manipulative, I can be a hardass, I can be a teddybear. To sum it up... I'm an emotional, artistic, good-natured big-brother kind of guy that has an iron fist when he needs it. I'll go out of my way to protect the people I care about. It should be noted, in addition, that ANYONE can talk to me about ANYTHING and I'm usually pretty damn good about helping out. I'm incredibly expressive and artistic, I love photography, photomanipulation, tattoos, drawing, poetry... I will feed my thoughts onto some medium, whatever is handy. And I have MANY thoughts ALL the time. Always thinking. Always stopping to take a breath of what is around me. The things no one sees, the things no one stops to think about. I love the little things, to an almost irrational degree. I love storms, I love to watch a flame, I love sunsets, sunrises, and picturesque landscapes. These are the things I can tuck myself in during trying times. Starlight, running water... ambience of benevolence. I live for the under appreciated things in life.
Relationship
I am looking for a girl who can be sincere, faithful, and loving. The kind of girl you can come home from a horrible day at work and take one look at her and everything is fine again. I'm getting to a point in my life where I'm starting to look for a serious relationship, not a fling. (I've never been one for flings anyway.) I never cheat, never have, and never will. It goes against everything I believe in and I hate the people who do cheat. (If you've slipped up once, fine. But if you make a habit of it, fuck off.) My perfect girl would be into music, media, and intellectual topics. Independent but still supportive and relationship-oriented. She has to have a good family and some plans for her life, she has to be expressive, intelligent, attractive inside and out, and cultured. I enjoy randomness, cuteness, and a girl who is adventurous. If you're boring, I'll let you know. I'm insanely blunt about things like that. I need a girl who can put up with my shit and still love me the same- I'm the moodiest guy you'll ever meet. My ideal girl would appreciate the things I do for her, and be equally as thoughtful for me. Physically... I'm a sucker for brown eyes, but any will do. I'm a sucker for brunettes, but multi-colored hair is more attractive (Expression is my kryptonite.) I like my girls to be in decent shape, have decent hygiene habits, and some concern about their physical appearance. Basically... I'm not shallow, but I have standards. Ink and piercings are a plus.
I am a hopeless romantic, faithful, honorable, and respectful. No girl I have ever been with has named me as any less than "Where have you been all my life." and I've never been broken up with as the final word. (there have been a few times a girl has broken up with me for like... a day.) I've always made my girlfriends happy and never cheated in my life. I know for a fact I'm one of the best catches out there, and its time I start treating myself to a girl I deserve. I'm sick of settling. I can treat a girl like gold, I can make a girl cry in good ways, I can make a girl blush in any moment at any time, and I know exactly what to say and when to say it. I can be everything you ever wanted and a hell of alot more. I expect the same in return.
Hobbies:
Guitar, concerts, girls, clubs, partying, moshing, photography, music, any extreme activity (dirtbiking, mountains, skydiving), video games, computers, paintball, writing (poetry, philosophy, abstract theory, music, journals), Anything that occupies my mind for a while without being self destructive. When I drink, I drink moderately. When I smoke, I smoke responsibly. When I paintball, I try not to get hit :-P
Music:
Industrial is my scene. American Head Charge, Deadstar assembly, Deathstars, Zeromancer, NIN, Manson, Marazene, Blank Theory, Mind Shelter, Stabbing Westward, Soilwork... Anything Indu. I love metal, Lamb of god, Devildriver, Dimmu Borgir... Way too many bands to name. Industrial or Metal. Some Hip-Hop, if I'm at a club. I dont listen to it outside the club and I dont own a single hip-hop CD. A little bit of ambience to sleep to... like Steve Roach.
General Info:
Name: Christopher "Khristov" Barkley
Age: 20
Height: 5'7"
Weight: 129 lbs
Build: Endurance/Athletic/Muscular
Eyes: Green, sometimes blue
Best Feature: Stomach (six pack)
Worst Feature: Skin (too pale)
Tattoos: 3- both biceps, spine
Piercings: Left Ear x6, Eyebrow
Scars: Two left arm, one right, all knuckles, right forearm
Sign: Aries
Favorite color: Black and red
Favorite show: Man Vs. Wild
Favorite food: Sushi or meatloaf, mashed potatoes, and carrots.
Favorite place: Turkey Run's trails
Favorite Lyric: If I had prosthetic eyes I still think that I'd see the same. AHC- Pushing the Envelope
Favorite song: Why by Stabbing Westward
Favorite band: Stabbing Westward
Favorite flavor of shake: Strawberry or Oreo
Coffee Drinker: Yes
Alcohol: Yes
Favorite drink: Skoal Vodka and Code Red- Mission Impossibles.
Least Favorite Drink: Captain makes me sick and so does any beer but miller lite or coors light.
Smoke: Yes- Quitting
Energy Drinks: Thinking about getting a monster "M" tattoo
Protein Shakes: Protein Bars... Creatine... No protein shakes though.
Tea: Yes
Caffeine pills: No
Sleep pills: No
Drugs: Plead the fifth
Ever get busted?: Neva!
Ever pass out?: A few times.
Ever throw up?: Yup.
Ever forget the night?: Yup.
Still party?: Not like I used to.
Ever been told you weren't fun?: Lately. But its just because I dont compltely jack myself up on crap anymore.
Single or Taken: Single
Are you a virgin?: Nay. Nov. 22nd 2006 R.I.P. Virginity.
Number of Partners: 4
Most times in one night: 3
Ever been in love?: Twice.
Ever wished a relationship didnt end?: Twice.
Ever stay in a relationship way too long?: Yes.
Ever stay for the sex?: ...yes.
Ever cheat?: Never.
Ever leave for someone else?: Almost every time.
Ever hate your date?: Three of them.
Ever help someone cheat?: Once. I didn't know I was.
Ever make your date blush?: All of them. Just ask.
Ever break a heart?: Too often.
Ever been stalked?: God yes...
Are you...
Considered a Tease?: Dont know never asked.
Considered a Hottie?: Sometimes.
Considered a slut?: Hell no.
Considered a Nice guy/girl?: To the end.
Easily Distracted by the opposite sex?: (stares at a girl)...what?
One who would put on an act to get a date?: Nah.
Able to get numbers easily?: (goes through phone) 56, 57, 58, 59, 60, 61...
Someone who asks for numbers or just gets them?: Never have to ask. But sometimes I will.
A good boyfriend/girlfriend?: The best of the best.
Into serious or casual relationships?: Both. Leaning more towards serious though.
Crazy in bed?: Try and find something I haven't tried. I challenge you.
Able to make good girls/guys go bad?: Its a hobby...
Good between the sheets?: Never had a bad review.
Willing to try new things?: Sure if I could find some...
Faithful?: Always faithful.
Sick of answering Questions?: YES!
Life.Death.Purity.Sorrow.Deception.Passion.Hope.
