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Amaηda Aesthetic™

I am here for Friends

About Me


Do not call me baby, that's not my name.
They call me Panda, like the bear & I'm most definitely 100% a bad influence on you.
Do not ask me PC4PC, i comment you back without you having to ask.
I may call you sweet names but that doesnt mean shit. I am NOT flirting with you. Did you hear that? Okay, Good.
I am not interested in having a high friend count. To me a number is just that, a number. Let's Be Friends! (:
I'm not that pretty but I have more heart & personality than a handful of anyone you know.
I'm a pan-sexual. Don't know what that means? Educate yourself. Google it.
When I get sad, I stop being sad & be awesome instead. True story.
I smile a lot & say random things because I'm not afraid to be myself, its really is the first thing everyone notices about me.
I take pictures a lot, even though i look terrible in pictures. People tell me i look better in person.
New Years Resolutions are pointless for someone like me, i live my life to make things better everyday, not just on New Years.
I LIVE TO DIE & DIE TO PLEASE.
I love designing, sketching, creating new things, and clothes. I want to own my own business & beauty shop where i make all my own stuff.
I'm constantly looking for my next adventure.
I always seem to need a second chance to make a first impression.
I never get what I want until I don't want it any more, and I fall in love too hard.
People who don't know me think I'm quiet. People who do know me wish I would shut the hell up. Ha.
I am constantly in a losing battle of trying to keep friends from turning into acquaintances. Fight to keep me and i will fight for you.
My body is a canvas and I'm going to distort it, color it, create and change it until it's what I can call a masterpiece.
I carry a notebook with me for my doodles, story/life ideas, & words or phrases I want to remember.
I Still Watch cartoons & make pinky promises. Growing up is over-rated.
I'm actually very smart. I may act stupid or look dumb but I'm probably way smarter than you give me credit for.
I love shopping at thrift stores & yard sales, It makes me feel like I'm on a teasure hunt.
I love laying outside at nighttime, counting the stars, listening to music, cuddling.
I can't hold a grudge & I don't always take my own advice.
I may forgive but i will never forget. I only make promises when i know i can keep them. I never lie because i have no reason to.
I love learning random interesting facts about everything for no reason at all.
I'm bouncy & outgoing but recently I've become more introverted which i can't seem to break.
I believe there's good in everyone & everything.
I genuinely care about everyone, even if i just met you.
I'm addictive.
I'm manipulative .
I'm impulsive.
Any questions?
"I'm selfish, impatient, & a little insecure. I make mistakes,
I'm out of control, & sometimes hard to handle.
But if you can't handle me at my worst,
you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
-Marilyn Monroe
I Love Your Existence
Perfection is defined when your heart beats next to mine,
And time stands still for us.
My hand in your hair, and yours on my chest.
Moments with you are my life's best.
We crossed paths for a reason,
The planets aligned in that particular season.
It's clear to me that we'll eventually be,
Inseparable.
I love your existence,
And i can't get enough.
Your song is sung in your beautiful voice,
My senses rush cause they have no other choice.
I breathe you in, and I see through your eyes.
You are an angel in a beautiful disguise.
We crossed paths for a reason,
The planets aligned in that particular season.
It's clear to me that we'll eventually be,
Inseparable.
I love your existence,
And i can't get enough.
So pucker up and embrace the greatness,
You get me high and erase my sadness.
I love your existence,
And I cant get enough.
Amazing? That word doesn't even come close.
Bethany is so gorgeous. I love her so much.
She's so fun to talk to. We talk about anything and everything.
I love it when she tells me her problems because i'm always here for her and always will be here.<3
I would swim the ocean, climb the tallest mountain, jump the farthest valley just to have the promise of seeing her shining face on the other side.
We have been through everything together and i cant wait for more of our amazing adventures together.
I'd do anything to be with her.
Yes, i do love her.
She's so much more than just my best friend.
I remember the night we met, we were in our old Church parking lot and i ran up, grabbed her, and said "Hey, I'm Panda. Wanna take a picture with me?! Okay!". :D
It was random. It was crazy. It was the best thing that ever happend to me.
I wasn't even afraid, i believe that God gave us to eachother and its for life and we will live forever.
From then on, we were tighter than pretzels.
We have so much in common, it's totally legit.
When we talk about the changes in our lives, it doesn't even shock us anymore that we both desided to start doing the same thing on the exact same day.
She is one of the most real people i know.
Fake? Not even close.
I can live five hundered and sixty-five miles away from her but as soon as we start talking, its like nothing ever changed.
We are broken angels together. This is our purpose, but our future is together.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

True Friends Are Hard To Find, Harder To Leave, & Impossible To Forget
♥

People, REAL people. The ones who don't consciencely conform & mold themselves into the 'it' person.
The ones who respect others beliefs & have ones of their own (that don't change with every conversation they have).
I want to meet friends who are more like family & some literate people would be nice.
I want to meet people who know that no matter how much they already know, they will always need to learn more.
People who are at peace with themselves & can appreciate inner beauty just as much, if not more, than outter beauty. I want to meet someone worth meeting.

*I don't have the patience for any more unreliable people, I don't have the tolerance for any more selfish or manipulative people.

*I don't have the strength to lose any more close friends & I don't have the esteem to be hurt anymore.

*[Give me someone who is honest, genuine, intellectual & sensitive. Someone unjudgemental, passionate & considerate, or give me DEATH.]*

If you actually took the time to read this, let me know. You sound like you're worth my time. (:

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