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Jessica

'Without you, everything falls apart.'

About Me



Interesting facts: -I truely do believe in a thing called love. hehe. Just not sure when it will happen to me. -First impressions mean everything to me -I'm such a hard ass sometimes, but underneith it all i'm such a girl. -I'm a hopeless romantic, even after all the stuff i've been through -The friends i talk to everyday are just as important as the friends i talk to like once a month -I will always be a HUGE Smashing Pumpkins fan, no matter how uncool that makes me. -I sing in my car, and the more pissed off i am, the louder the music gets -I care too much about people i shouldn't and not enough about people i should

My Interests

Reading (yeah, I guess that makes me a dork), being around great friends and my fat spoiled cat Zoey

I'd like to meet:

John Mayer and Billy Corgan...I think they're both amazing musicians and definately seem like they're the intellectual type...very sexy!
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A Sexy Bunny What Should You Be For Halloween?

Music:

Smashing Pumpkins, Devin Townsend, Burnt Barrel Blues Band (haha), John Mayer, to name a few...I love music in general

Movies:

The Craft, Strangeland, Waiting, the list could go on and on...

Television:

I'm a reality tv junkie! It's a sick obsession and i think i should join a help group for it. ha ha. Wonder what their 12 step program would be like.

Books:

The last book I read was about the Hell's Angels. Very interesting

Heroes:

My mom...she's always worked so hard for everything she has and i love and respect her for it.

My Blog

How can someone you love hurt you so bad?

I never knew someone i loved so much could treat me so badly.  He has been nothing but horrible to me.  If i even try to call and be nice and ask how he's doing he does nothing but give me s...
Posted by Jessica on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 05:04:00 PST

Can anyone just make the pain stop!?

I don't know what to do anymore.  I've completely given up.  All i want is to be with him and i can't have that.  He made me want to be a better person, and made me appreciate everthing...
Posted by Jessica on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 08:53:00 PST

Blah.

Life has not been going the way i planned it.  I don't know what to do anymore.  I hate when i get into these horrible states of depression.  The people i love seem to be getting farthe...
Posted by Jessica on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 03:26:00 PST

"i'm bouncing of the walls again, and i'm looking like a fool again"

OMG! i'm not over him.  This has just hit me like a ton of bricks.  I mean, i'm litterally drained from thinking about it.  I can't believe that i'm not over him.  Maybe it's true,...
Posted by Jessica on Wed, 23 May 2007 05:57:00 PST

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Posted by Jessica on Sun, 13 May 2007 02:03:00 PST

The world is a strange, strange place.

Now that the depression and pure misery that was my life (besides work) has seemed to decrease I'm actually starting to enjoy it again.  Well, at least bounce back faster.  And being that i'...
Posted by Jessica on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 07:25:00 PST

Miserable and bored

So, my life has turned to well...nothing. I lost the love of my life-at least i thought he was.  I miss him so much that it hurts.  I just wish things could of been different but i can't cha...
Posted by Jessica on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 02:39:00 PST

AAAHHH

To all of my friends-all i want is for all of you to be completely honest with me because I am honest to you all.  I've realized from seeing other peoples friendships go to hell that honesty and ...
Posted by Jessica on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 08:20:00 PST

Friends

I have been up all night watching "Friends" on DVD.  There's just something about that show that always makes me laugh and feel better.  It may sound corny but i feel like i'm stepping out o...
Posted by Jessica on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 12:33:00 PST

What a girl wants...

Ok, so i've always wanted to do this and since it's a Saturday night and i'm sitting at home alone i'd say that it's about time.  Ok, to those who know me or to those who may not have formed an o...
Posted by Jessica on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 08:27:00 PST