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young folks

i don't fuck with music anymore,i don't dabble with paints.This minimalist life strangles,but wings will spread comeNew Year.
Posted by on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 18:52:00 GMT

I wonder...

my reflection shows more wrinkles, my muscles don't heal as fast, that little reserve of nitroglycerin i used to have doesn't really replenish anymore...i don't look good with my shirt off.i'm finally...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 08:09:00 GMT

ultra mega turbo

some weird process memory thread dragged to surface by an RPI story concerning the prefrontal cortex of the human brain:i remember a time in my life, years past, when there were extended periods of ti...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 22:24:00 GMT

happy peanuts soar...

love/hate with Chico...Sacramento tomorrow...still wanna move to Nevada Tahoe.
Posted by on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 20:37:00 GMT

domesticity

daily dishes done,made bed,coffee in the mornings.talk of a child,who knows if/when,the routines i orbitbathe me in thelight of Home.it's nice to feelwelcome.
Posted by on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 08:09:00 GMT

are you at a bar?!?!? i thought you were too sick to come to my cousin's wedding.

irony is being the "lead tech" and thinking @ ten to 1am,"i'd better polish off these last two beers now so i can get 4 hours sleep,"whilst my co-subordinate slumbers, full of beef and shrimp.my name ...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 01:49:00 GMT

incorporated 1793

brattleboro, vermont.indian summer week sandwiched between snowy cold.i'm here paying the consequences of the actions of others, and trying my best to make the Going to Disneyland plan made months ago...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 23:01:00 GMT

dive bar karaoke and OC archetype golems.

colonel sanders surfer in thehawaiian shirt beltingAC/DC.stories of DUI-meets-hookerBillie the blue jean man,out of my element.the cold-gut fear ofpassing Officer.Libated uniform-cladsvying for attent...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 01:54:00 GMT

champions look good on paper and there's cumstains on my new rug.

listentrack ..2 espec.the thing i realized after near a year in AA was a truly simple and universal constant:i'm an asshole with bad timing,but some people love me for it.
Posted by on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 22:38:00 GMT

the underside of the sun-kissed stone (after viewing the bukowski documentary)

i forgot about that place,that quiet, sad, still place.the central hollow, retreatwhere i so often sat watchingin youthful, ignorant fearthe world swirl around me,leering and tantalizing. now it's clu...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 01:21:00 GMT