why’s it aching when I’m laughing at the world? |
I'm so frustrated. I have a problem with everything and everything has a problem with me.I want to scratch and rip at my skin to know I still feel.Now even the colourful things are becoming shade... Posted by Ashleigh on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 11:45:00 PST |
with the right shades, this could really work. |
I'm sinking yet again. But this time into something I've never felt before. A place where all the endless rants and fake smiles of strangers seem almost real. A place that leaves me with nothing but a... Posted by Ashleigh on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 02:23:00 PST |
I want to get drunk on fresh air. |
I've decided I'm really over being sick. And I mean really over it. Really. It's just such a massive time waster. So, I've decided to do something about it.I just want to be healthy. Always. Some... Posted by Ashleigh on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 11:44:00 PST |
most nights i cry myself awake |
i need something to end thisi need something to rip me openi need something to hold mei need something to get me outi need something to forgeti need something Posted by Ashleigh on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 10:17:00 PST |
you’re the best, you’re the best, you’re the best |
IT'S TRUE. YOU REALLY ARE THE BEST!Jason Mraz was magic. theres no other word to describe it but magic.magic.ahhh im so amazed! overjoyed! listening to one of your favourite artists live is just one o... Posted by Ashleigh on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 05:58:00 PST |
i hate circles. |
I dont know why things happen.I constantly think about reasons and possible solutions but i still dont know.When I think about it long enough, maybe I dont really want to know.Because once I thin... Posted by Ashleigh on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 12:28:00 PST |
the J word |
Jigsaw.Juice.Jelly.Juxtaposition.Jolly.Unfortunately, none of these were the J word I was thinking of. My J word in fact leaves me jaded, with an overwhelming need to jab and jam it in a car door. For... Posted by Ashleigh on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 02:59:00 PST |
thoughts and memories, memories and dust |
The room seemed darker than normal last night.I listened as the rain fell outside my window.Its tiresome dripping somehow making me feel less alone,As if something was falling faster than me,and would... Posted by Ashleigh on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 01:18:00 PST |
we’re half way there. |
I dont just write it down for kicks, i know that much.So this is continuous happinessAnd you know, I alwaysImagined it something moreWith the right paint, The right shades, The right frames, This coul... Posted by Ashleigh on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 11:23:00 PST |
hi, my name is ashleigh. i cant sleep. |
todays discussions on certain topics with coop got me thinking. 1. dont you hate it when you say goodbye to someone and then end up walking the same way as them?2. dont you hate it when... Posted by Ashleigh on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 07:17:00 PST |