About Me
About me… well I’m kind of tired of those “about me†when people just say charming things about themselves just to make other people likes them. Now I’m going to give you the real “about me†or at least I’ll try cu’z sometimes I don’t even know who I am. Well… let’s start with the basics. My name is Gilmaris, I’m 20 years old, I live in Dorado and I’m a Biotechnology student from the Inter American University, Bayamón Campus. I kind of love what I’m studying but I’m not really sure what is for, but I still like it, that’s a good sign, isn’t? I have this passion for Interior Designing so, I'm planning to study this in the near future also. Any ways, I have two little sisters, two step-brothers and other two step-sisters, four dogs but one of them is now living at my grandmas’. I also have this wonderful, amazing, and charming boyfriend which I’m deeply in love with! My chemi is my everything, he is my best friend, he is always there for me and I would do anything for him.
Sometimes I don’t know what I want or how to reach it, whatever it is. I recently have discovered that I’m scared to death of loneliness. I constantly live my life in a big hurry and I really try not to but I can’t help it, I just wanna be there, do it, past all over it, and move on. I’m also a very insecure person and maybe a coward too. It’s like, when I have this goal I really try to make it true at first but then, even without a reason, I leave it, just like that. I’m also afraid of fire. I’m very honest, hard working, lovely, caring, funny, serious… sometimes all of these at the same time. Recently I’m concern about me been “bipolarâ€.
Sometimes I can be a very shy girl but it’s just a matter of time, hehe. My friends… well, I don’t have that much. I used to have a lot of friends but then I don’t know wtf happened to me, I turned to be like very insecure around new people and I don’t know, I just stopped trying to make new friends. Maybe is just that a few years ago I felt betrayed by some of them and now I’m just very picky when we are talking about friendships. I still keep in touch with my homies from high school and those are who I really consider my true friends. Each of us are at different campus but we still there for each other, no matter what it is, they are always there for me. So, what I’m saying is that even if I don’t might look very outgoing or something, I’m there for those who really need me and those who were always by my side, supporting me.
Like you see, I’m not perfect :) but I’m not a bad person, at least that’s what I believe. So, if by knowing all this you still want to be my friend just add me or send me a message!
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