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***************************************************** To you from me always...thanks for dropping by my site*** It is worth waiting for it to load....This is a picture of a very special friend of mine from high school. I found out today(May 28, 2008) that she died in a plane crash on May 27, 2008. Jennifer Drake, my special friend, rest in peace. I miss your warm energy and soul. I pray for your soul to light up my eyes the way you always have and fill my soul with the warmth our friendship always shared. I miss you.Jennifer, I called her Jenny and so did a whole bunch of other people, too. We had an incredible friendship. We always new when the other was feeling down. We could always cheer each other up, too. We were great friends, and I could always find a nice, soft, and kindred spirit. Jenny was a dreamer. Jenny was a fun person to be around. I miss her, and I can't get her back. I will never be able to see her, share a glance and a smile,never be able to run to her and hold her in my arms in our special hug, never be able to laugh with her, or see her personality and charm light up a room ever again.How will the earth ever recover? One of the most deserving of souls is no longer among us. I mourn her departure. Rest in Peace my friend for ever.Please be good to each other. Our differences make the world a better place****or we would all dunk the same...boring....don't bePlease try to embrace compassion and knowledge and tolerance. Question how you work in each system your life takes you to. Question if you can function more efficiently. And in what specific ways. This will take you far in life and hopefully help you reach your dreams and goals.Myspace Codes Free MySpace Layouts
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I got this Sexy Comment from Commentsheaven.com!I have been living in pacific beach for 13 years which is in san diego, california...i have lived in san diego since 1989 and i grew up in sacramento, california...i have never been married and i am still looking for someone special Myspace Codes Free MySpace Layouts
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I got this Sexy Comment from Commentsheaven.com!I love to have really great times free of stress. The kind of times that people love to talk about later or to make memories that last a life time. I am sensitive. I try to be considerate almost all of the time. I am warm and caring. I can be quite romantic. I like to keep people guessing. I like to surprise people with say a spontaneous fun outing or a really easy going and romantic date or a little something that can keep a fire going when you least expect it. I am passionate. I can be quite picky though. Some have said i am full of lust and can easily be thought of as that ship passing in the night or that tall, dark, and handsome stranger your mother warned you about(hehe). I drink and still smoke for right now(this might change with time)...i like to laugh and have a good time...i don't like negative people...i try to eliminate stressful things/people in life...I have an older sister who has a daughter, my niece Dallas, and a younger brother and my parents are still alive and still married...i love women a lot.....i have a large family which includes 16 first cousins and their parents and their children. I live with my 16 year old cat who still plays fetch and is the best dog i have ever had...she has feline immune defficiency...i am happy go lucky and a lot of fun and i love to make you laugh and smile...just a lot of fun here. Someone please help me as i like to dream and still believe in the disney happy ending for life. It is our life still, right? ************************************************************ ******************........If the slideshows don't load correctly then hit the REFRESH BUTTON....

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I got this Sexy Comment from Commentsheaven.com!I'm Mickey or Pepe Le Pew .....................**My Minnie or Penelepe, that special someone, should be genuine and understanding who likes to have fun times and to laugh. Someone who likes to talk and share dreams and plans for life. Someone to share sunsets at the beach,Hugs, Kisses, and warm sensual nights or bonfires at the bay or beach, and picnics or hikes or lazy afternoonsthis was said about who I am and I feel it nails me pretty darn closely, too: You have a sensible and realistic outlook on life and your two feet are always planted firmly on the ground (though you may, on occasion, have your head in the clouds). Others often see you as a rock of strength, solid, reliable, dependable, and constant. You are, in fact, amazingly consistent for you possess great powers of endurance and do not like to make changes or adjustments in your regular routine. You do things deliberately and methodically and do not easily accommodate the unexpected. Though you have a gentle, even soft, appearance, you are enormously strong-willed and stubborn. You go at your own pace and refuse to be rushed or pushed into anything before you feel sure about it. You can be coaxed and persuaded by charm, beauty,love, or affection - but never forced. You won't fight either, but simply stubbornly resist any attempt to coerce you to do something you do not want to do. You are a person who thrives on challenge, and you often feel that you must battle your way through life, depending upon no one and nothing but your own strength, intelligence, and courage. You believe in being totally honest, true to oneself and one's own vision and convictions, even if that means standing alone. Honesty, integrity, personal honor, and authenticity are your gods, and you have no sympathy for weakness of character in others.see it is me yipes.....that is all i have to say about it, too. wink ;) wink ;)********************************************************** *Inside The Real Me********************************************************** * A Poem by Scott ‘87 ***********************************************************t his poem is dedicated to Beverly Caudill and Kiersten Lund and Lisa Jackson ***********************************************************I have possessed many inward emotions- some the basics, some unshared and unique. No one has truly shared my heart’s treasures Unknowingly I wait for girl mystique To be with me after our hearts have touched Someone to share my company honestly Someone to grow with and on The complete experience Unknown to my existence I shall fantasize about meeting the mysterious lover in you To share the true side of you with me I’ll love you eternally! Never to forget me! The moments we are together, Unlike a long stemmed rose, Will not wither.The most special of times together Our hearts will burn the truest passion we can Love without a death. Our love will not die years after we’ve said ‘bye When you and I part, our love will remain forever in yours and my hearts. We will miss one another until the final end of eternity. Always unhappy with who we Presently do or don’t love. Secretly we hope to find and hold each other, our original true love, again. Whose memories are as valuable and memorable as pure flowers of gold. Thoughts of you and me will live forever in the lonely heart imprisoned in me. I will love you until the day I die. My spirit will search for you . Endlessly Searching. Until our two spirits are joined and never to be torn apart, again. Happy in each other’s company. Our unselfish love will make our lives complete. No worry about the other cheating. No one alive may disturb the fire our hearts are heating. Love is the strongest force to exist. Our hearts which are now joined will always have a bond of love between us. Each other will know the other as well as they know themselves. Nothing about your lover will surprise you beyond belief. The encounters you share with me could never reach too dirty. After you have settled down with someone you met in another town. When you sit alone with your child, You’ll think of me and wonder if I am truly happy. You’ll wish we had children-a living proof of the first love your heart experienced. Always treasure my generous gifts they were bought for you with the money I had earned to comfort the sweetie of my life.The sunsets we shared where sun lay on the horizon, the clouds were colored with the most beautiful of nature’s tones The love we made in ecstasy for each other. The climaxes we shared and gave each other. Our collapsing orgasms that we shared exhausted in each other’s arms. Resting for the energy to achieve the peek of love’s complete sexual fulfillment. Waking up in each other’s arms and doing it again with enough time to spare to walk to the beach during blue-ing skies to get lost in each other’s eyes in the magic light of a beautiful day’s starting light. The earth’s most romantic sight-The sky and air of any sunrise. The whole world still asleep. The air with the freshness of a new day. The wavescontinual assault on the cool sand that separates the sea from the land. You are in my arms fully committed to me. We share each other, the wakening beauty of life and I love you more than I can say writing it on paper this way...this was a poem i wrote in '86 and i wanted to leave it the way it was though it is pretty bad looking at it now********************************************************* *************** Myspace Codes Free MySpace Layouts

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I got this Sexy Comment from Commentsheaven.com!ABOUT LIFE AND LOVE-I find when you care about someone or something, that no matter what they will eventually hurt you. Whether or not they are your children, your parents, your pets or your friends or your love. So I considered this-that your love or caring for them should accept that they will hurt you and to not let that affect how you care or love them. No don't get me wrong- You should never let them abuse you physically and hitting women has and will always be wrong and in those cases that is not love that is a problem...so in review Never hit women if you are a man period. That just sucks and you should have walked away...In this day and age everybody should be willing to meet people half way. Compromise, Compromise, Bend, but don't break! There is common ground. Do your best to find it!Now for all those drama queens and people that think they are way too good for others...you are insignificant. We all are unless you make history. The way i justify that is go take a walk in a graveyard and look at the tomb stones you will see dates and a little saying. Everybody that knew them may have told someone about them but let's face it after 170 years from your death you will be forgotten and that is just that...so enjoy the time you are alive for everything life can give you...The meaning of life is to have offspring and to suffer and for the lucky ones to enjoy everything life can give you. Because for every living thing on this planet life goes like this- You are born, you develop, you live your life expectancy, and something fails and you die...sometimes that failing part comes early like a gun shot, heart attack, kidney failure, etc...but even death by natural causes is the failure of the heart...the only thing everything on this planet shares is water and gravity...Never forget we are on a planet alive because the core of the earth(which has not cooled yet like mar's has and when it does life will not exist here either) provides an atmosphere with gravity and shields us from space and the gamma ray radiations that is out there. Your bones will not grow outside of this atmosphere without gravity. It is a fact. We are in an almost circular orbit on the third planet from the sun, and our planet travels at 10,000 miles per second. The orbit takes 365 and 1/4 of our earth days; and a day is one 24 hour revolution.There are many natural disasters that can occur from hurricanes, tonadoes, floods, extreme heat, extreme cold, volcanic eruptions, earth quakes, tsunamis, and meteor, comet or asteroid collisions...so stay alive as long as you can because everyone can use a little luck. Be good to each other and respect other people's rights to have differing opinions(Even if you don't agree with their opinions they have the right to free choice and a right to believe what they want to believe. You should always suggest things because it is every person's right to make their decision.And anyways life is too short and you really are full of yourself to think you can force others to believe as you do). Life would suck if we were all the same. If you don't like the way someone lives or thinks then don't hurt them or curse at them or kill them just know how they are or feel about things and avoid them...come on do the right thing and that is just it. Never force anything on anyone. let me repeat that Never Force Anything on Anyone. That statement applies to drunk driving, rape, assalt, or one's personal beliefsand really everything...the drunk driver forces there stupid decision on the public and it could result in bodily harm, loss of life, or property damage just don't do it take a cab home and take a cab the next morning back to your car it is still cheaper than the $15,000.00 for a dui or dwui depending on where you live... The rapist or rapists would force their sick and twisted personal decions to force someone to do what they would not freely choose to do with him or her or them.Come on people were are all human beings-now try living together and be more like the indians or native americans be aware of nature and try to live harmoniously with all the life forms here on earth but never forget that to continue to live you need to consume a plant or another living creature and water...and yes i know plants are alive, too. I just did not want the vegans or the vegetarians to think they were above that statement...how's that in a nut shell...just try to remember to walk away more often and let people be for who they are just don't spend time with them if you don't like them...so only prosecute people when they have chosen to endanger someone or someone else's property and stop banning everything because people are all different and what may not work for you could work for someone else. Try to look at your actions this way...if what i do will that impact anyone else's freedom(s)? We could all live together a lot better and your ignorance just adds to that not succeeding. I choose to question everything. I will not be handed religions and societies that everyother person would just accept. I like to look at history and what things really are. For instance i believe that aliens have been visiting earth for several thousands of years and the United States government has been covering it up as weather balloons. I have never seen balloons move like the UFOs they are supposed to be and the government knows it, too(ie project blue book and the underground bunkers at wright air force base in Ohio)Personally as a star trek fan, a scientist, and a philosopher that we should stop sending radio waves into space through the telescopes and try to start communicating with the UFO's that are already visiting. I also believe that tyrannosaurus rex were scavengers that ate what other dinosaurs had killed. Never stop learning and never ever stop questioning how things work and why they work and why things fail. Everything could use some fine tuning and reformation. Someone please tell me why the people in charge and making our laws don't even understand people enough to fix the problems with our country, the world, etc. It seems like another classic example of the stupid leading the blind. Here's a toast(get your glasses ready and make sure they are full)...Here's a toast to friendship, to consideration, to mutual respect, to respecting other people's rights and letting them feel the way they do without letting it change the way we act or treat them, to eventual world peace, to working together instead of fighting or killing or ignoring each other, to the days when the people in charge listen to masses they govern, to day when everyone born will have a chance to make it in our F&$#ed up world we have created, to the end of hunger, to the end of stupid crimes-rape-murder-robbery, and here's to making a difference and helping others-be good to your selves-don't ignore the needs of the needy-give when you can-ask for help when you need it-with a lot of luck we can start helping everybody to be able to succeed, and finally here's to you for reading this far-I congratulate you...but do me one favor-change starts with our selves and you and me-together we can make a better tomorrow for everybody!*****************Minmae from Robotech-Macross Series ******************************************************* *******************************************************

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Jennifer Drake dies in a plane crash

This is a picture of a very special friend of mine from high school.  I found out today(May 28, 2008) that she died in a plane crash on May 27, 2008.  Jennifer Drake, my special friend, rest...
Posted by on Wed, 28 May 2008 20:10:00 GMT

The people in charge are F@%ing it up. They can’t fix the news. How much worse will it get?

I am willing to get this country fixed.  Let our fix spread like a plague of good.  Like a sunny day’s morning warmth after a cold night.  I have a dream.  That people will l...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 19:35:00 GMT

Learn from history! Don’t ignore the needs of the poor! Give help to other when they want it.

Life is but an illusion.  Is living a good or selfish life a way to get behind or ahead?  Who is to say who is doing what properly or correctly?  That entity, the final judge’s op...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 19:25:00 GMT

is the glass half full, half empty, or is the beer just warm? Respect the right to disagree.

The PB Town Council, the discover pb guys, the san diego city council, the congress, the president of the USA, and the world have lost touch with people around the world.  This pb parking meter i...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 19:19:00 GMT

Our world needs help. Lets fix it together. All hope is not QUITE lost yet.

To those that believe the present state of the United States of America and the world in general are in dire straits,  read on then.  Look at the world and it's problems from your shoes, eve...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 07:06:00 GMT