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"Strange memories on this nervous night in Las Vegas. Five years later? Six? It seemed like a lifetime, or at least a Main Era - the kind of peak that never comes again. San Francisco in the middle sixties was a very special time and place to be a part of. Maybe it meant something. Maybe not, in the long run... but no explanation, no mix of words or music or memories can touch that sense of knowing that you were there and alive in that corner of time and the world. Whatever it meant... History is hard to know, because of all the hired bullshit, but even without being sure of 'history' it seems entirely reasonable to think that every now and then the energy of a whole generation comes to a head in a long fine flash, for reasons that nobody really understands at the time - and which never explain, in retrospect, what actually happened. My central memory of that time seems to hang on one or five or maybe forty nights - or very early mornings - when I left the Fillmore half-crazy and, instead of going home, aimed the big 650 Lightning across the Bay Bridge at a hundred miles an hour wearing L.L. Bean shorts and a Butte sheepherder's jacket... booming through the Treasure Island tunnel at the lights of Oakland and Berkeley and Richmond, not quite sure which turn-off to take when I got through the other end (always stalling at the toll-gate, too twisted to find neutral while I fumbled for change)... but being absolutely certain that no matter which way I went I would come to a place where people were just as high and wild as I was: No doubt at all about that... There was madness in any direction, at any hour. If not across the Bay, then up the Golden Gate or down 101 to Los Altos or La Honda... You could strike sparks anywhere. There was a fantastic universal sense that whatever we were doing was right, that we were winning... And that, I think, was the handle - that sense of inevitable victory over the forces of Old and Evil. Not in any mean or military sense; we didn't need that. Our energy would simply prevail. There was no point in fighting - on our side or theirs. We had all the momentum; we were riding the crest of a high and beautiful wave... So now, less than five years later, you can go up on a steep hill in Las Vegas and look West, and with the right kind of eyes you can almost see the high-water mark - that place where the wave finally broke and rolled back." -- Hunter Thomson
22nd Street, 23rd Street and Tustin:vandalism, Oct. 16. Someone wrote "WAR" in white paint on two stop signs at two intersections.


AIM = ziggyButtdust

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It doesnt matter whether your head is in the ground or the clouds; you still have a shitty view of what's right in front of you. -- me

"We live together, we act on, and react to, one another; but always and in all circumstances we are by ourselves. The martyrs go hand in hand into the arena; they are all crucified alone. Embraced, the lovers desperately try to fuse their insulated ecstasies into a single self transcendence; in vain. By its very nature every embodied spirit is doomed to suffer and enjoy in solitude. Sensations, feelings, insights, fancies -- all these are private and, except through symbols and at second hand, incommunicable. We can pool information about experiences, but never the experiences themselves. From family to nation, every human group is a society of island universes." -- some hippie asshole


"Imagination is more important than knowledge." -- Einstein

"In heaven all the interesting people are missing" -- Neitzsche

"We are alone, absolutely alone on this chance planet: and, amid all the forms of life that surround us, not one, excepting the dog, has made an alliance with us. " -- someone

"he got confused over the hyphen. it was about a definition. the definition of "culture", it said anthropologists their definition - (something that wasn't a definition itw as the intro to the definitions). and then later it said the definition of culture was ____" -- my hoochie mama

"you put your finger in my butt jibber jabber jibber jabber jibber jabber jibber jabber blah blah blah soft balls" -- my woman

" And I saw when the Lamb opened one of the seals, and I heard, as it were the noise of thunder, one of the four beasts saying, Come and see. And I saw, and behold a white horse : and he that sat on him had a bow; and a crown was given unto him: and he went forth conquering, and to conquer. And when he had opened the second seal, I heard the second beast say, Come and see. And there went out another horse that was red : and power was given to him that sat thereon to take peace from the earth, and that they should kill one another: and there was given unto him a great sword. And when he had opened the third seal, I heard the third beast say, Come and see. And I beheld, and saw a black horse ; and he that sat on him had a pair of scales in his hand. And I heard a voice in the midst of the four beasts say, A measure of wheat for a penny, and three measures of barley for a penny; and see thou hurt not the oil and the wine. And when he had opened the fourth seal, I heard the voice of the fourth beast say, Come and see. And I looked, and behold a pale horse : and his name that sat on him was Death, and Hell followed with him. And power was given unto them over the fourth part of the earth, to kill with sword, and with hunger, and with death, and with the beasts of the earth." -- Zeus

""ElectroClash - A pellucid, bleakly ironic, but indulgently hyper-sexual post-feminist/post-9/11 stance is often evident in the themes of many Electroclash outfits. The genre is generally not a musical style as much as a kitsch-ily cold distanced stance - infected by exhibitionist sexuality and a winking fetish-isation of wealth, indulgence, consumption, and glamour culture - directly reflecting back to the trend's roots in club culture. Style is the victor over substance, as a point of pride." - wikipedia
"i fucking love it. its like me, or fake identity. just an over the top loud bitch. but its not the real me... duality""
- PWE3

(chloe falls)"Shit Chloe, are you okay? You chillin? Yeah ur chillin, ur cooler than cool. You're cold as ice. Ur my bitch. ur my nigger. lets go get some taco bell." - Me

My Blog

playlist 9/2

Dead End RadioFriday 3-6am (morning)88.9 fmkuci.org fugazi - 13 songs - waiting roomtristeza - dream signals in full circles - builing peaksthe get up kids - eudora - close to mewerewolf - 3richard st...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Sep 2005 07:15:00 GMT

playlist 8/12

cat power - you are free - i don't blame youthe get up kids - something to write home about - holidaythe streets - a grand dont come for free - track 3at the drive-in - vaya - rascuacheat the drive-in...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Oct 2004 16:06:00 GMT

Jenna's Beatdown

I will pound fer head I will break her face Her eyes gone black Her nose a stone, just bleeding red Her lips are fat, of gushing blood Her hair is blonde, but ripped and shred I will rip her shi...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Mar 2004 11:50:00 GMT