RIP baby i will ALWAYS love you!!!!!!! profile picture

RIP baby i will ALWAYS love you!!!!!!!

great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds

About Me


"I'll make you smile for the simple fact I'm good at it,
I'll make you smile just so I can sit and look at it"
i have never been so sad or felt so empty. my whole life has been turned upside down and it will never be right again. nick should have been the last person to die...it's just not fair. i miss him so much. i can't even put into words how much he means to me. we were only together for 11 months it felt like soooooo much longer. from the day i met nick we were glued together. it was honestly love at first site. we said "forever" SO many times for so many things, and now the ONLY thing that is forever is him being gone. i just keep waiting for him to burst into my room with a HUGE smile on his face and give me a kiss. there was so many things we did in those 11 months and i wouldn't change them for the world! our last words to each other were "i love you and ill see you tonight". we had NOTHING left unsaid or undone but every part of my body is hurting. ill never get to see my pumpkin king again. i have no idea how i'm ever going to to move on from this because when i said forever....i honestly mean FOREVER. so baby i love you forevaeva and i will always be your nugget
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My Interests



this was one of the songs we played at nick's funeral.
his brother Daniel and girlfriend Rose picked it out.
thanks again guys
Love how you curse when I wake you up
Sweetly demand that I fill your cup
With the smile of your cool gun powder glare
Honey, you lay me bare

You're the girl of my dreams
And a pistol it seems, but you shoot me straight and true
Time to lay down my bets
Oh, I put all my money on you

When I'm in the dark, girl, you bring me light
Seems like you're almost always right
So keep boxing my ears when I sew them shut
Baby, you sure are tough

You're the girl of my dreams
And a pistol it seems, but you shoot me straight and true
Time to lay down my fears
Honey, I feel so safe around you

If the tiller man taught me anything,
It's that a hard-headed woman is what I need
To help me to always do my best
Baby, my life is blessed

You're the girl of my dreams
Darling, please wear this ring
You're an angel through and through
Time to lay down my life
Honey, I'd do it gladly for you

Time to lay down my life
Honey, I'd do it gladly for you

I'd like to meet:



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Television:


south park
snapped
intervention
weeds
entourage
rock of love
blue planet
la ink

Books:

"One day Alice came to a fork in the road and saw a cheshire cat in a tree.
Which road do I take? She asked.
Where do you want to go? Was his response.
I don't know, Alice answered.
Then said the cat, it doesn't matter."- Lewis Carroll

Heroes:

nick andrew cardoza
May 29, 1982- March 14, 2007

My Blog

last wednesday...

Last WednesdayLast Wednesday, just another nightLast Wednesday, everything was going to be just right.Last Wednesday just won't go awayLast Wednesday-time stood still that day.Just a young man trying ...
Posted by RIP baby i will ALWAYS love you!!!!!!! on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 07:16:00 PST

the funeral

the viewing is from 6-9 at forest lawnon wednesday. its going to be open casketso you will all get to say good bye. if you dontwant to "see" him i think you should still comeand hang out. there will b...
Posted by RIP baby i will ALWAYS love you!!!!!!! on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 11:45:00 PST

ask questions...demand answers

take some time to watch this.you wont regret it.alisonhttp://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=78669294481 92753501&hl=en
Posted by RIP baby i will ALWAYS love you!!!!!!! on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 04:55:00 PST