How to define myself........Hmmmm. I have made choices in life that were not exactly what I wanted, but were choices made from lack of options. Well, you sleep in the bed you make, or you get the heck out of it, and let me tell you, its a lot harder to like what you have than to get what you want. (are you with me?) I enjoy being adventurous enough to try new things. One of my most favorite sayings is "Never be afraid to try something new-- a professional built the Titanic and an amature built the Ark". **What would you attempt if you knew you would not fail??***
I suppose you could say I am curious. I want to know everything. I'm not nosey, I just like to know how to do stuff. I want to be a "jack of all trades" and a master of none (as the saying goes). Maybe you could call it security of "just knowing". I don't want to limit my options anymore. I think that habit rules more people than it should. Is it just a fear of change, or the inability? Everyone wants to be successful, but some settle with comfort.~~~~~~~~
So, am I still talking about me or everyone else? It's only natural to use the actions of others to define yourself. Thats how we learn. ok, ok,-- class dismissed.***
I do know that life will knock you on your end in a second, especially when you least expect it. We dont always know how to handle it or what to do to change it. One lesson I have definatly learned in life is that you can't change anyone, but they can change as much as they want. ~~~
So, let me see now, all of this pondering boils down to the fact that life has thrown me some curve balls and I havent been sure how to handle some of them. I have just simply done the best I could with what I had. These "curve balls" have therefor defined me. I have become to expect the unexpected and in the very truth of the moment, expect a lie.*********************
But wait, theres more!!!~~~~~
I absolutly love being a mother. My kids are hilarious!
They are just as smartmouthed as I am. They have kept me sane in moments where there was none. There have been times when trying to juggle bills, a job, school, and wondering if I would even make it to pay-day before I had to give an arm and a leg for gas in the car-*-that all they seem to care about is if they could go to wal-mart, 'cause Granny had give them a dollar!********* Innocence--it's cute,******** Compassion--now theres a word!! animal layout @ http://www.freeuniquelayouts.com/ - Movie Layouts - Music Layouts - More MySpace Layouts! - MySpace Tools
