I'm not your dollie to dress up and smother.
I'm a friend, a thinker, and someone's love. I take everyday as it comes and ask the question 'why?' often. I don't have many that I would consider a friend it takes alot to earn that title, and no one seems to have the effort to put forth for it anymore. I have MAYBE two friends from the middle school years. I'm no longer lost, I've found myself. I'm no longer scared, I have my protector. My family isn't missing anymore, I've realized who they really are.
Thankyou, and you know who you are.
I still quote from The Outsiders, "It's rough all over."
In which, it is. I've been told when people see me, they see a person with a great life. Some people however, just can't find that. They see a bitch, they see a snob, they see a complete asshole
I'm sorry, I'm not a robot. When things get rough, I get uncomfortable. That's just life, plain and simple. People get upset, people fight, people cry, people change.
So anyhow, a little more about this girlie.
I'm turning sixteen soon, and alot of things about me are changing. My maternal feelings are beginning to peak, meaning, I want to be a mother, it's a horrible want, and a strong want. I'm not outgoing at all, so don't take it offensively if I ignore you. Only a few people can get me out of my little box. Ira, Mama, Justin and Kayliegh are those people. I enjoy reading fantasy based books, writing, and sketching things. Music used to be a big part of my life, but lately, I haven't found the time or need for it.
If I think you're annoying, despite being shy, then I'll tell you. I tell the truth no matter the consequenses because it's just simple that way. My favorite color scheme is the desert/fall colors, my favorite color is green, and I also enjoy light blue. I like artic foxes and fantasy tales. Butterflies are cool too.
About the relationship.
His name is Ira B.A. I call him Fishie, you don't. You call him Ira. Got it? We met at the lunch table at school in our freshmen year, and I thought he was hilarious. I would always giggle at his jokes, but I was too shy to say anything. He pursued to know more about me, and he found me on myspace. We became closer through a series of misfortunes and here we are, nearly a year later. We've been together since October 10, 2006. Every moment with him is precious to me. He means more to me than anything in existance.
We've been together for a year and a few weeks now! I love you Fishie!!
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