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FutaMizlee

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About Me

Hey everyone, I'm Jen, and to some, I'm "Just Jen". I like to hang out and just have a good time as long as I'm in good company.I try to live life drama free, because the whole drama scene isn't me. I'm in the process of getting my life into order because time is flying to fast to just sit idle waiting for life to happen on its own. I'm giving up on being the all time wild child and now I'm slowing down to enjoy the little things in life. I'm happy where I am in my life but there is always room to improve. I've stopped worrying about what everyone else wants and started to worry about myself. I find it easier to make others happy when I myself am happy. Negativity is the last thing I want in my life so I am cutting ties with all of the negative influences in my life.

My Interests

I consider myself pretty outgoing. I like to party, dance, and drink. I also love to ride dirtbikes and love the scene that goes with it. I like to see the great outdoors, the beach, mountains, and desert. I like traveling. I also like going to the movies, theme parks, and sporting events.

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet some new people. Friends are always welcome. Keep the drama and BS to yourself. I'm totally over all of the high school drama. I'm always down to meet new people and hang out but if you are one of those drug addicted super alcoholics, stay outta my face. I dont need the drama. Im happy with the friends I have now and I've cut ties to everyone that makes me miserable. I've found someone that makes me happy and I'm taking my time to see what happens. Hopefully this goes somewhere because I am happier than I have ever been.
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Music:

I'm totally in love with Keith Urban and Dierks Bentley......not to mention I have love for a certain Canadian Country Artist, Darcy Mazerolle!!! (darcymazerolle.com) I listen to just about everything. I like Rap........favorite rap artist is SUGA FREE I have to throw luv out to Pac, cuz Pac is the shit. Ok, to be honest, Pac is my fave........its just that suga free is funny as hell. Too short, Eminem, Snoop, Chamelionaire and Young Jeezy are just a few more that I like. How bout summa that Swisha House.... I love classic rock. To name a few, Pink Floyd, Stevie Ray Vaughn, Jimi Hendrix, Bad Company, Led Zeppelin, Ozzy, Slayer, CCR, The Eagles, Lynyrd Skynyrd etc. I like punk and shit like that....Misfits, Casualties, Pennywise, AFI, SOcIaL DisToRtIon, PANTERA, and I can continue forever.

Movies:

Baby Boy, Boyz in the Hood, Friday. GANGSTA...not really but whatever. Pirates of the Carribean, What's Eating Gilbert Grape, Edward Scissorhands, Benny and Joon, From Hell. (Notice the Pattern???) The Client, The Godfather, Goodfellas, Scarface, Casino. (I love to see them bitches get killed) The Notebook, Romeo and Juliet, Sleepless in Seattle, The Princess Bride, The Man in the Moon (its not with Jim Carey). Horror movies!!!! - The Exorcist, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, The Sixth Sense, Stir of Echoes, 13 Ghosts, In the mouth of Madness, Fire in the sky, IT, and Halloween (rob Zombies of course). I like the movie Four Brothers too. Wonderland, Blow, all the Cheech and Chong Movies, and yeah. IHATE SUPERBAD..... Waiting, House of a Thousand Corpses and the Devil's Rejects are all tops in my book too.

Television:

I hate TV. Dirtbike please

Books:

Anne Rice, John Grisham, VC Andrews........Yup. I love them.

Heroes:

I don't really have a hero in life. I guess I just look at people that I know and try NOT to be like them. I don't make the same mistakes that they did, and I try not to repeat my own mistakes.....Shit happens though.

My Blog

bound

The chains that now hold me Are those that I have made Happiness and joy How quickly they fade Bound here by my actions Tied to the wall I cry out for you But you dont hear the call Alone in the darkn...
Posted by FutaMizlee on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 02:49:00 PST

If something should happen

If my life should end And I no longer breath Know that you were loved When times are dark Remember I'm smiling from above Sending you light To maybe show you the way Don't let my memory fade Away with...
Posted by FutaMizlee on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 02:41:00 PST

POEM - Matters of the heart

I cant hide what I really feel When it comes to matters of the heart I can't play the innocent one I won't lie, cheat, or even try to play that part I stand alone Contemplating my ordeals Im lost in ...
Posted by FutaMizlee on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 07:01:00 PST

POEM - HAS NO TITLE

I've known you for what seems forever Since you were innocent and small You worked so hard to be so good My friend, where did you fall I remember the days of playing games And those sleepover nights I...
Posted by FutaMizlee on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 02:06:00 PST

POEM - Let Her be Happy

She sits in silence In a room all alone She's trying to mend her heart Inside a broken home Every time she starts to feel ok When she finally forgets about you You make her wounds bleed again 'Cause t...
Posted by FutaMizlee on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 01:59:00 PST

POEM - broken glass

I sit here on a floor of shattered glass Thinking about my future Yet drowning in decisions of the past With an aching head I contemplate If my life is a script I follow Or if it is all just...
Posted by FutaMizlee on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 12:08:00 PST

POEM - What Money Can Buy

I've heard people say Some things have no price Money can't buy you love And money can't fix your life Money doesn't make you happy And it doesnt grow on trees Money doesn't solve everything Doesnt f...
Posted by FutaMizlee on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 10:36:00 PST

POEM - Out to Sea

When he took her heart in his hands He didnt grasp the concept The pain and suffering he would cause Was something she would not forget She traveled over miles And across the desert land Traveled thr...
Posted by FutaMizlee on Mon, 07 May 2007 10:01:00 PST

Reflection

No truth to be hidden Just your reflection on the glass The happiness it never lasts How slow can time pass Wasted and tired Hidden by the high Wide eyed and wired Stare through yourself Loo...
Posted by FutaMizlee on Sat, 05 May 2007 10:21:00 PST

poem

So many miles Have kept us apart Yet I'm here Handing you my heart I know as always You won't take it You never wanted Us to make it That's ok though You're my friend And I need you To carry me to t...
Posted by FutaMizlee on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 11:57:00 PST