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Krankheitssymptom

me - my worst enemy

About Me

"I'm tired of being jerked around.
Okay?
So let's just not pretend.
I don't have fuck for a heart.
You people are not going to make me feel anything.
You are not going to get to me.
I'm a stupid, callous, scheming bastard.
End of story."

(from "Choke" by Chuck Palahniuk)

Congratulations, you have now successfully passed the point of no return.

I'm trying to make music from time to time. This is what comes around...

Mortal Void Krankheitssymptom Plague Of Madness [polyphobic.]

My Interests

"Everything we can do is wrong
as long as we're still alive.
The feeling is you have no control.
The feeling is that we're being delivered.
It's not like we're traveling.
We're being processed.
It's more like we're just waiting.
It's just a matter of time.
There's nothing I can do right."

I'd like to meet:

anybody but you.

Music:

Dismantled, Gridlock, Haujobb, Destroid, Mind.In.A.Box, Velvet Acid Christ, Ginormous, Nine Inch Nails, Trümmerwelten, Aesthetic Perfection, Necessary Response, Solitary Experiments, Grendel, Plague Of Madness, Bitcrush, Architect, f/a/v, Hocico, Fractured, Seabound, Fektion Fekler, Blaqk Audio, Mortal Void, Skinny Puppy, Pulse Legion, HMB, Suicide Commando, Clear Vision, Controlled Collapse, Interlace, Steinkind, Hecq, Cleen, DeathBoy, Battery Cage, Front Line Assembly, Object, Tamtrum, Cesium:137, Assemblage 23, Amduscia, avoid kharma, Dioxyde, Insekt, Die Ärzte, Inure, Covenant, Keef Baker, empty, Krankheitssymptom

Check out my music taste: http://www.last.fm/user/polyphobic/

Movies:

Alien 1-4, Pitch Black, Dark City, Blade Runner, The Prophecy, The Machinist, Equilibrium, American Psycho, Harsh Times, Training Day, Rescue Dawn, Man On Fire, Freeze Frame, Pi, eXistenZ, Cube, Strange Days, Sin City, Planet Terror, Identity, In The Mouth Of Madness, The Jacket, Irreversible, I Stand Alone, Crash, Children Of Men, Matrix Trilogy, Crank, Falling Down, Fight Club, Four Rooms, Thank You For Smoking, About Schmidt, Collateral, Donnie Darko, Evilenko, Natural Born Killers, Pulp Fiction, From Dusk Till Dawn, The Fly, Naked Lunch, A History Of Violence, Death Sentence, RoboCop, 12 Monkeys, 16 Blocks, Blade Trilogy, The Boondock Saints, Bringing Out The Dead, Shining, 11:14, Hellraiser (1-5 only), Resurrection, Suspect Zero, Silence Of The Lambs, Hannibal, Red Dragon, Manhunter, Saw 1-3 ...and a lot more...

Television:

Stromberg
House
Drawn Together
Scrubs
Simpsons
Prison Break
Unhappily Ever After

Books:

Survivor, Choke [Palahniuk]
American Psycho [Easton Ellis]
Fear Itself, The Girls He Adored [Nasaw]

Heroes:

Gizmo

My Blog

world’s changing

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Posted by Krankheitssymptom on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 01:34:00 PST

Wasted Emotion

like the scab from a sore, I scrape off the memories of youyou're nothing but a wound that never healsand to my mind you're nothing but pollutionyou're just another step away from salvationyou're noth...
Posted by Krankheitssymptom on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 11:56:00 PST

Seitensprung (A-->B)

dies ist die Geschichte von Seite B und Seite ASeite B ist das, was kommt und Seite A ist das, was warSeite A, keine Frage, die tut weh...doch Seite B?man versucht zu retten, was noch zu retten istble...
Posted by Krankheitssymptom on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 11:49:00 PST

The Great Pretending

so afraid, afraid, afraid, afraidjokingmistakingand finally......just breakingof course I knowthis is no real solutionand it's never meant to bebut it just works great for nowso go away, get out of my...
Posted by Krankheitssymptom on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 11:59:00 PST

Hoffnungsbegräbnis

schon wieder einer dieser Tage die ich nicht mehr ertrageund schon wieder trage ich meine Hoffnung zu Grabewird sie wieder auferstehen, werde ich sie wieder sehen?nachts an ihrem Grabstein stehn, sie ...
Posted by Krankheitssymptom on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 11:45:00 PST

Weltenkollaps

Kopf vollHerz leerSicht verzerrtAtmen schwerGehör verstörtGeschmack verbittertDenken ChaosFühlen nutzlosviel zu laut, viel zu laut, grau und groß hat Mensch sie überall gebautviel zu grell, viel zu gr...
Posted by Krankheitssymptom on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 11:50:00 PST