Skin-Deep:
I CaNt StANd It WhEn PeOpLe TyPe LiKe ThIS. It'S PuEriLE..AnD It DrIvEs Me CRAZY!
Im not a bitch but I can be one if necessary.
I hate it when windshield wipers are going too fast for conditions.
I hate it when people stop at yield signs.
I hate racism with a PASSION.
I hate the words moist, divorce, and the n word. The last one in particular makes my ears bleed. (I don't even like to think it!)
As much as I used the word hate back there, I don't hate everything. Most of the time I'm the most laid back person you'll meet.
I have a tendency to over-explain things, ("it was a red dress. no wait, a blue one. Anyway..") and in doing so I often lose the whole point of the story.
I could lose myself staring into the night sky, or into a fire.
I hate sharing the road with anyone when I'm driving at night. (in particular, having someone behind me.)
I bite. (where it feels good..hehe)
When watching a scary movie for the first time, I'll either un-focus my eyes or look away when a gory scene comes up..that way when (if) I watch it a second time I will know what's coming. Also, sounds bother me, so I might cover my ears or turn the volume way down when I know someones about to get a bone broken or something like that. I also can't watch anything having to do with children getting murdered or violated in any way or having their parents killed (the hills have eyes, anyone? :P
I put ranch on everything.
Pink Floyd is what I listen to when I need to meditate or otherwise relax. (particularily the songs "comfortably numb" and "learning to fly") His voice and lyrics are amazing.
I haven't gotten a speeding ticket since 2002.
I love intellectual conversations, and have a knack for starting spontaneous deep discussions.
I only dance when I'm drunk, or alone.
I'm a Libra, 100%.
I worry that I am incapable of being alone.
I am going through some hard times, but i've faced hard times before. I'll be ok.
I'm scared to death of spiders. I literally will leave the room if there is one in there. And I won't kill them, because I have this irrational fear that they will leap around whatever I'm trying to kill them with and land on me. (true story.)
I hate the way ticks crawl and how their legs pop out when you squish them. (I do, however, like how they explode when set on fire..lol)
I miss my brothers and my aunts and uncles terribly.
I have a love/hate relationship with my job. (not necessarily the profession- bartending-rather, the location)
I want to be a tattoo artist.
I only speed when I'm zoned out listening to a good song. (Or when I'm mad.)
Summer breezes bring back great childhood memories.
I love the feeling of the wind caressing my skin, and the smell of the woods.
If you see me out, looking good, it dosen't mean that I'm looking for you to hit on me. I'm cool, babe. I just want to have fun. So, unless you're invited..Keep your fucking hands off!
My perception of how I look on any given day makes or breaks my attitude.
I like knowing I look good.
Borderline-vain.
I love food.
My favorite color is blue.
I hate writing in pencil, but I only draw in pencil.
I shop when I'm depressed.
I have a tendency to mother everyone.
"Wonderful Tonight" is a great song to slow dance to.
I have many secrets. Only one person knows 99.999% of them, and that is my very best friend, Summer.
I've typically gotten along better with guys, but lately, I've been cherishing moments with my girls more than they even know.
I think I could be a makeup artist.
I'm insanely creative when I put my mind to it.
I'm a rich girl in a poor girl's body.
I have ALWAYS thought I was destined for more. We will see when that comes; I still feel the same.
I am a major star-gazer.
I love meteor showers.
I like dive bars.
If I'm quiet, it dosen't automatically mean I'm mad.
I'm becoming extremely outspoken, and if you don't like it, too bad!
Deeper:
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"Rooted to the earth, but born to soar, the struggle between matter and spirit is endless."
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"When fascism comes to America, it will be wrapped in a flag and holding a cross."-Sinclair Lewis
I Think our "President" is a complete and utter moron.
I think he's ruining our country.
In Fact, I think he's the antichrist.
Or something close.
I think our President is trying to inflict his religous morals through legislation.
I think he should leave Gay Rights alone. I think he should leave Abortion alone.
I think he should worry about things that are more important..Either that, or sit silently in the oval office for the rest of his term and quit fucking things up.
I am a closet conspiracy-theorist.
I Don't believe in organized religon.
But don't think that just because I don't believe in Organized religon that I don't Believe..nothing could be further from the truth..My beliefs simply lie outside the box.
Want to know? Ask. I'm sure that would be quite a conversation..
I'm alright with talking about it, just as long as
You do not tell me that I am wrong or that you are right.
Bottom line?
No religon is right. No religon wrong. Do you understand?
It's all a matter of Perception.
Some believe just as strongly as you do in their faith or lack thereof. Who are you to say they are wrong? Live and let live.
I've lived so much in my 20some years that I should be in my 70's, at least.
I've seen things I should never have seen, gone through things I should never have gone through.
Sometimes I wonder if I really had to go through what I have,
But then again, if I hadn't,
Would I be the same person?
I've realized I was meant to see what I've seen,
I've realized that everyone who I've lost is never
More than a memory away. They are right at my side.
I believe I can use what I have gone through to heal,
Myself and others. I live to heal.
And realizing that-I'm FINALLY content with who I am.
I'm an artist.
I love music.
I hope to major in psychology. (imagine that)
My Family is the most important thing in my life.
My Friends-the ones I still talk to-are a very close second.
I write-Writing has helped me deal with a lot in life. I don't know where I'd be without it.
Kaden and Shaina are the cutest babies alive. Sorry, I'm biased.
I always forget one thing. ALWAYS.
Remember that if you count on me to bring anything anywhere. ;)
I believe Parenting is the scariest thing in the world.
I believe there is nothing in this world more important, and nothing that weighs more heavily on a person..at least, a person who wants to do it right and truly understands the magnitude of the job that's been Gifted to them.
Here's more for you..
I used to embrace all that was poison to my well-being. I grew out of it. I regret nothing, because I've learned from everything I've gone through. And you should never regret that which once made you smile.
I've always been somewhat of a loner. I don't open up easily, but when I do, I bare my soul. I don't do that to just anyone. (unless I'm drunk)(kidding)(kind of) hehe
I Hate People who are convinced that they are better than others.
People who are civil to my face, but as soon as my back's turned, talk shit. Don't think I don't know who you are and what you say. Give it up..I don't give a Shit what you think of me. Get a fuckin hobby, and stay out of my business.
I mean seriously..Am I really THAT interesting? ...
I am living by these words:
Live now, stay in the present.
Live here, be with the present.
Stop imagining, experience reality.
Stop unnecessary thinking.
Express, rather than manipulating, explaining, justifying, or judging.
Give in to unpleasantness- do not restrict your awareness.
Accept no "should" or "ought", other than your own.
Take full responsibility for your own actions, feelings and thoughts.
Surrender to being who you are right now.
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