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I have lived in Sacramento California my whole life. It is my home and always will be, I am in love with my fiance' Jill who is my everything. I can't see time passing without her by me, and someday I hope to make Sacramento our home. I have a un-ending thirst for knowledge and experience that i don't think will ever be quenched. I love writing and for that matter words. Ones ability to articulate them-self ultimately defines the story they leave behind, and i want to tell an amazing story with my life. I work for Apple Computer as an agreement administration agent (contract negotiation) while I go to school to finish my AA in Fire Technology. My religious beliefs are a mix between predominant christianity, and a mixture of philosophical beliefs based mostly in Buddhism and Prana teachings. I have chosen to become a fire fighter to change the world. I have always had a bit of a hero complex in my life. I need to help people, and I will do whatever it takes to make a posotive difference in this world.
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If I could be like that

I would give anything, just to live one day in your shoes.Never longing for fame or riches, never the celebrity and bright lights.A lonely man looks in the bottom of a bottle, the light twists on the ...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Oct 2009 08:39:00 GMT

Change

I lay in bed and think to myself, is it possible for people to change.  I have always been one to think that people are born with a relative tabula rasa stance. Your values and beliefs are bestowed o...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Oct 2009 21:57:00 GMT

My love for you is blind.

Few people in life have been lucky enough to feel how I feel. To know what it is to have true love. In the envious eyes of others, I feel guilt. I feel compelled to share the tale of perfection with t...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Sep 2009 21:36:00 GMT

Repression

I just had one of the most amazing nights of my life, connecting with the most amazing women in the world, my fiance' Jill. We spent alot of time talking about life now, and life before we were togeth...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Sep 2009 00:09:00 GMT

Dreams

Who are we as people to dream of tomorrow? I have found myself believing more and more in dreams as just being dreams. I don't think I have lead a "Charmed life", but what haze I think my life has bee...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Sep 2009 22:07:00 GMT

I miss you so much

I can't help but think of you now. This dark room and your blonde hair falling down your shoulders. Like smoke in the failing light.Softly if falls across your lips.I can't help but push it aside.Jus...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Apr 2009 22:07:00 GMT

09-06 (Fire Academy)

It's only week three in fire academy, and I feel like the class has come very far. We started 49 and are already down to 45, but the 45 of us that are still standing have become pretty close. We ha...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Feb 2009 06:11:00 GMT

Go Second Quarter

You know what I love? Besides my girlfriend, a nice steak, and a good fight? Yes I love all of these things but, I also love the number two. The number two can mean so many things, two years of blissf...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Nov 2008 01:05:00 GMT

Byron Once Said

"It is singular how soon we lose the impression of what ceases to be constantly before us. A year impairs, a luster obliterates. There is little distinct left without an effort of memory, then indeed ...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 07:32:00 GMT

Uncertainty

I don't know how to define the feeling of falling without control. I suppose it is the feeling you get when you fall asleep and you think you're tumbling backwards, or forwards. What is it in life tha...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 13:20:00 GMT