To all the stupid F#&%@ in this world |
Why do you let others rule you? You listen to what other people say about you, about your family or loved ones, and you react. You don't think about how the consequences of your actions are going ... Posted by on Sat, 23 May 2009 17:14:00 GMT |
Hole in my chest |
Do you ever feel like there's a hole in your soul that nothing will ever fill again. I have a deep personal relationship with the Goddess, a great job that pays my bills, a beautiful apartment, but s... Posted by on Tue, 05 May 2009 16:59:00 GMT |
Replacement |
My ex called today. His monthly torture call. He called me "Baby," and I almost screamed through my teeth. He's given up that right, hasn't he? Or does he expect to have his cake and eat me too? ... Posted by on Thu, 18 Dec 2008 10:36:00 GMT |
Coping with my panic disorder |
I had my first panic attack in December of last year. I thought I was having an adverse reaction to some antibiotics I was taking. Turned out I was wrong. My doctors told me I was de... Posted by on Sat, 06 Dec 2008 03:38:00 GMT |
The first time I died |
They say that I was too young to have any memories of that day, after all I was only about six months at the time, maybe less. My parents brought me in because of a bowel obstruction, which my m... Posted by on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 01:04:00 GMT |
Dreams and thier consequences |
I always dream during the waxing moon, but now all my dreams have turned to darkness. I'm dreaming during all stages now. They scare me because they are violent, dark and full of sadness.&... Posted by on Sun, 30 Nov 2008 15:57:00 GMT |
The second time I died |
I was twenty, in college, and still a virgin when I met Him. I've always been an intraverted person, shy. After my parents' divorce, I felt as though I could trust no one. Everything... Posted by on Wed, 26 Nov 2008 01:29:00 GMT |
Me |
I feel like destroying something beautiful.
That's me. One day at a time since I was born, never changing really, my head and body getting larger and curvier as time progressed, but my fa... Posted by on Wed, 19 Nov 2008 04:17:00 GMT |
Trumped by a Mutt |
Just when you think things in your life can't possibly get any worse, they do.
Now, I consider myself a reasonable woman. I can't say that I've mapped out the entire male mind because I t... Posted by on Tue, 18 Nov 2008 20:59:00 GMT |
Pondering |
Today, for the first time, I truly feel like a slut. I know that that word gets tossed around a lot these days in the bedroom and on the tv, but I wonder now if it's not something more. On... Posted by on Wed, 05 Nov 2008 00:55:00 GMT |